Untamed heart

I'm Emiliana. 24/Italy. Recovering addict. I'm living life everyday. I'm too nice and I care about other people too much.

[da-morire]

I've been through a lot in the past few years. I was miserable and to the point where I didn't want to live anymore. I never thought my life could be this good. To anyone suffering, it does get better!

[c-ptsdofficial]

rest assured, rational me and impulsive me are having a fuckin smackdown 24/7 100% of the time

[coldbloodedxicana]

S/o to me for being fucked over so many times and still being a soft creature thats full of love.

[oddorch]

[ashleymacleanblog]

When it comes to depression, your sadness will never fully go away. You’ll just have days that will hurt less than others. But it never fully goes away.

don’t get your hopes up (via confessing-emotions)

[da-morire]

"There is hope after hell."

[thenatsdorf]

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Kitten cuddle bowl.

[saddest-cat-hours]

[threethirtythree-am]

The question is: will I ever find something that I won’t get addicted to?

I can’t do moderation. I get so fixated on anything that makes me feel something.

Be it a person, a substance, a behavior, anything, I just get so stuck on it.

[drferox]

Anyone who believes “Animals tell no lies,” has not lived with a cat who wants to convince you that he hasn’t already eaten dinner.

[drferox]

I can’t believe this is my most popular post.

The cat is still lying, btw

[da-morire]

This is what recovery looks like. Smiles and beautiful friends. It's a great day to be sober.

[keithcaves]

[lnfinitelyfucked-deactivated201]

Addiction is terrifying. Love can’t even save you.

(via captaincoffin)

[-nosecrets-nolies-]

ADDICTION

Don’t tell me you are an addict until you wake up, in an unfamiliar bedroom, naked and molested because you were too fucked up to stop it. Don’t tell me you are an addict until you pawn or trade you and your families belonging to get your fix. Don’t tell me you are an addict until you look your father in the eye and tell him you are an addict. You stand there watching as his eyes fill with tears, listening to his trembling voice beging you to stop, begging you to finish school, begging you to get your life together. I AM an ADDICT. My life was forever changed the day I picked up the pipe. They day I put that needle in my arm. It will NEVER be the same. Your siblings look up to you, just to watch you fall hard. I hope I never have to tell them about all of this. I hope they have the life I never got. Addiction is awful, it will consume you. You won’t even notice how fucked up you are, you just wake up one day and your life is in shambles.

This is addiction. It’s not beautiful. It is ugly, it will turn the purest hearts black and the kindest souls insane.

[niclasvonschedvin-blog]

[jessicasodenkamp]

Epic veggie rice bowl from last night. I drizzled sweet chili sauce all over this post-photo. The rice is mixed with some mirin, rice vinegar, and a tablespoon of shredded beet 💖

[jerseygovegan]

packed so pretty

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