I am a very lucky person. I am in a relationship with my perfect dream girl #dahliamoon26. She is incredible. She is the loveliest, sweetest, most beautiful and awesomest person I know. We met online, exactly 11 months ago. It was when I had accepted that there would always be something about me which I would never be able to share with anyone: my kink for watching people puke. But she understands me. She truly does. She even shares the same kink. And from the day we started talking we got to know each other better and grew closer every day. Finding out more and more things we have in common. It is just crazy how perfectly our personalities match ! We kept talking online and on the phone up to the point where we decided to meet in person. The best decision I ever made. :)
We have a lot of fun together, my girlfriend and I. We laugh a lot and feel very very happy together. I am so lucky I found her.
4 months ago she moved to my country and we have been inseparable ever since .
In all the time we have spent together we have had many special moments that involve our kink. Like I said before we are both into watching people puke, and we have allowed our kink to be a part of our relationship. We talk about it, watch videos together and read stories here on Tumblr. And also, when one of us gets sick we allow each other to be there when it happens and be a part of the experience.
Last night is a good example of how we involve our shared interest in our life together.
We both get sick sometimes. Of course. Like everyone. But I think to me, it happens slightly more often than to the average person.
I have a bit of a weird stomach and it often causes me to feel sick. And if I do, there is a 50/50 chance I end up puking.
D and I are young people and we enjoy partying sometimes, which means drinking, smoking and occasionally some drugs. That obviously leads to some protest from my stomach. But even if I stick to my usually healthy diet and treat myself well I still get sick a lot. This has something to do with how my body works. My biggest problem: I can ’t burp. I am physically unable to release air from my stomach. Which just means it stays trapped inside and it makes me feel very full up, nauseous and something I call “bubbly”. I can feel the air in my stomach but I can ’t get rid of it. It happens every time after eating or drinking. Of course it is worse when I drink fizzy drinks or eat to the point where my stomach is overly full, but there is really no way to avoid it. It happens anyway . And sometimes it is not that bad, but if the bubbles really make me feel sick then I am pretty miserable until I get them out. I usually start by pressing my stomach with my hand and opening my mouth. I will push my stomach up and try to make the air go up. I can sometimes get some air up into my throat but it gets stuck there or it goes back down. If I could gag at the point when the air goes up into my throat then I would be able to burp the air out that way, but I can’t gag either. Nothing makes me gag. Not naturally anyway. I have tried everything. So the fact that I can’t burp or gag naturally makes it a lot harder for me to deal with my stomach problems. The only thing that works for me, is forcing myself to gag. Yes, by sticking my fingers down my throat. If I feel really sick because of the bubbles I will try gagging myself. Gagging can help because if I do it the right way and the right amount of times it can open my throat and the air will go up. And then when my throat is filled with air and it relaxes while I keep gagging myself, I eventually throw up a huge amount of air. It sounds like a combination between a really big burp and a loud retch. Something like what you’d expert a dinosaur roar to sound like. When I do this, I am literally throwing up so it is a little risky because I never know what I’ll be throwing up. If it is only air I will feel better instantly. And after one or two of those burps I will be fine. But sometimes it is not air that comes up. It’s vomit, and I throw up a huge wave of it. Almost projectile. This happens because I gag so many times before I puke. It makes my stomach squeeze harder and it makes me feel so sick ; my stomach just turns itself inside out when I finally throw up.
If that happens I usually just end up being sick a lot.
This is what happened to me last night.
I was having a nice evening with my girlfriend. We were listening to music, talking and playing a drinking game. We were both getting a little drunk. I was drinking beer which I know is one of the worst things for me because of the fizziness. But sometimes I just don’t care. So I drank beer and felt it filling up my stomach, and making everything bubbly inside. I felt like I needed to “burp” and I tried but I couldn’t . That happens sometimes. In that case I just have to try again later. We kept drinking and then smoked some joints. I know this is not a good combination and certainly not for me, but I was having fun so I didn’t really care. It made the bubbles a lot worse though.
Then, after about 3 attempts to make myself burp, and my nausea increasing , my girlfriend offered to try and help me. That does the trick sometimes. She doesn’t mind it. In fact, she likes it. So I let her stick her fingers down my throat. Because when I am not in control myself, I usually start throwing up pretty quickly . Of course we both know there is a risk of it going wrong; it usually helps and I really needed to do it because I was feeling so sick..
She took me to the bed and we both sat down on it. She sat next to me and put a bucket between my legs. We always keep it nearby in case it goes wrong or when I end up needing to be sick after all. Then, she put one hand on my shoulder and used the other one to help me.
She put her fingers in my mouth and started rubbing the back of my tongue. It made me gag over and over again. And every time I let a little bit of air out. Like tiny little burps. She kept doing it tried to make me gag harder by sticking them down my throat deeper; hoping I’d finally throw up the big burp that was stuck inside of me. But instead, very suddenly, I threw up a huge wave of chunky puke. It got all over the bed, and myself, and her. I missed the bucket completely. I felt embarrassed because I hardly ever make a mess like that. And it had never happened like this in her presence so I worried she might be disgusted or freaked out by it. But when it happened all she said was: “Oh baby, don’t worry.. It’s okay”. And she rubbed my back. It was very comforting for me. But before I could say anything I threw up again. This time I aimed it nicely into the bucket. It was another big wave. And then another one. My girlfriend kept her hand on my stomach to feel it contract and squeeze. It kept coming. My stomach had just decided to continue throwing up. Gradually the waves became smaller and eventually I was heaving up little splashes of watery vomit. It stopped for a few seconds and then it started again. But only a little bit more came up. It was mostly gagging and retching and some dry heaving towards the end. It made me feel a lot better. The pressure was relieved and I didn’t feel bubbly anymore. When I was finally done puking she took me by the arms and said ; “Ok baby.. Let’s get cleaned up and have a little shower.” Which is exactly what we did.
And we cuddled up together in a clean bed afterwards . It was a very lovely evening.