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Yung pakiramdam na alam mong tapos ka nalang - tapos ka na mag keep up sa kabullshitan nung tao to be exact. I know I’m doing the right thing for myself.

It’s the first day of Modified Enhanced Community Quarantine (MECQ) in Metro Manila and Bulacan - some are required to report back to their offices from this day on. I wonder how hassle this will be to those people considering that public transportation is limited but most importantly it’s the idea that the virus is out there!

It alarms me knowing how high is the possibility for these people to catch the virus, I just pray for everyone’s safety all the time.

This too shall pass and I believe mass testing is the freaking way to do it but our government is too blinded.

I’m back after 2 yrs ++!!!!!!

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Funny how this person doesnt wanna be treated just like how I treat others, apparently he’s been doing it to me since last year. Hahahahaha puta, do u want me to remind u how u treated me same as her??? o baka mas lamang pa sya? 😂

May this year be filled with pure happiness, genuine love, loyal people, clear skin, good grades, healthy body and lifestyle, travel, and self growth!!!

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Dear 2017,

U were one of the most challenging years I have faced in my life. Sinubok mo buong pagkatao ko. Feeling ko nga halos ubusin mo na ko dahil sa dami kong feels at pinagdaanan this year. Sobra ka kung tutuusin pero natalo pa rin kita coz I am still here, lumalaban at patuloy na lalaban.

Despite all the bad things and memories you have brought, I would say na if it werent for those I dont know what I will be right now. I wouldnt have come this far without all the bad things that happened. If it werent for those things malamang sa malamang I will still be me when I started you. Pero now that you are to end, I could say that I have gained so much from those experiences. Ang dami kong realizations and natutunan and because of those things, I know I am better today.

But let me also tell you how wonderful you are. You have given me so much joy with all the new things and people na nakilala at dumating sa buhay ko. Maraming magagandang alaala yung nangyari ngayong taon na I am sure, ill treasure for the rest of my life. This year I was able to do things the first time, my family and I were able to have so much family time because of the long weekends and breaks that you offer. It was this year na naranasan kong ibigay at gawin sa taong mahal ko yung bagay na alam kong hindi ko nabigay sa mga tao dati, it was the gift of time. This year I was able to go out and live my life without thinking about going home at 7pm because it was my curfew. It was this year na I was able to reunite and catch up with my friends na hindi ko nakita for years. It was this year na naenjoy ko yung school with my blockmates. It was this year na I have learned to enjoy school and life at the same time, which made me realize na ang galing ko pala talaga sa time management. HAHA U were great, 2017. Truly you are wonderful.

Devastating man yung ibang pages ng taon ko but I was able to face and conquer those days. And I promise na no matter how bad things get, I will never get tired of trying again and getting back up to put myself together— and when I do that, I will make sure na I am stronger and better than I was before.

I am ending you with a happy heart and peaceful mind na everything wil fall into place this 2018. May all the good and bad experiences you have brought be a guide for me to decide wisely next time. Thank you so much!!! Hindi man ikaw yung taon ko, pero dahil sayo mas nag grow ako.

5 days before Christmas

5 days before Christmas and the thought that this year is about to end is something that I can’t help thinking about. 5 more days until the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ and everyone’s excited about it! We are all preparing for its celebration. Families are planning already where and how they would spend it but let’s not forget also other families who will celebrate Christmas because to them survival is more important than that day.

It was supposed to be the day where everyone is smiling while exchanging gifts with one another. A day where love would be the only feeling that people feel because it’s what matters. Let’s not also forget that fact that more than the material things that we are about to give, being able to spend it with your family and the gift of Love are two of the best things that we can give to other people.

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Im slowly learning that some people couldnt give you what you can give them and that should be okay.

What if things turned out differently?

I dont know anymore....

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Stop asking me for things na ikaw mismo hindi mo kayang ibigay sakin. Love is a two way road, hindi lang isa yung nag bibigay it was supposed to be the both of us.

I am pissed with how controlling u are to me when i go out. I am pissed with u commanding me what to do, where I should just go and everything. BUT when I do the same thing to you it’s like it was my fault of being like that. It’s like I cant complain, I cant ask and I cant even tell you what to do just coz for you, Ur decision is the only thing that matters and is important more than me.

Last night a terrible thing happened. It was something I never imagined happening to me but it did. Akala ko catcalls lang mararanasan at hindi ko maiiwasan sa kalsada pero yung pag manyak sakin, iba pala... and guess what, a relative did it!!!! The person whom I never thought na kaya akong bastusin, did it. He tried....

Thank God na matapang ako at I stood up for myself at maraming salamat dahil walang natuloy. Hindi ko maisip kung ano yung mga pwede pang mangyari kung hindi ako nagising on time siguro but God is just so great na ginising nya ko at sinave nya ako for worse things. 😭 I was too scared at that time, hindi ko alam kanino ko unang sasabihin, ano una kong gagawin. I was left with WHY. I cry because what if, what if hindi ko naramdaman agad. What if nahayaan ko siya. idk..... Akala ko stories lang yun but I actually experienced it. It’s something na idk worth keeping to myself but I also know na my family needs to hear this because it’s not right.

To the first person I run into, Thank you. I know it made you mad knowing na ganun yung nangyari sakin and hearing all my scary excuses para hindi ko pa agad masabi sa pamilya ko. Thank you because if it werent for you I know hindi ko sasabihin to and maybe ure right, if i wont say a thing, baka mas malala pa next time mangyari sakin and I just cant sacrifice myself just because I am scared na magkagulo yung pamilya ko. I am sorry if hindi ko mas inunang isipin yung sarili ko dahil sa takot.

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