Daily Me

☁️I’ll be posting my days here☁️

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IMm cleaning my room and watching Ahmed & Amani Live

Trying to make it better for me to study and get motivated.

يا رب

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It’s been so pong aince I last posted here...

So much happened actually.

I graduated, decided to complete abroad, took IELTS and OET exam, as well as reserving PLAB1 exam.

Ugh, also Feras happened... I just keep doing the same mistake woth boys.. helping them and hoping, then they just friendzone me...

I need to focus more on my studies and try as hard as I can 😔 يا رب

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So my exam was deferred to 13th June 😞😞 I’m kind of sad but at the same time .. COVID-19 situation is not giving the whole world any break..

I will though again start another plan.. and I realky need to stick to it this time 😞

Im listening to podcast today and it’s really bice I like it

Bright reached 2M followers on Instagram!!! Baby desrves the best ❤️

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-Day36-

Did not study aswell but, I talked to an Egyptian girl and we agreed to study togeyher 🥺

Let’s fight harder for our dreams 😭❤️

Brigh’t song recommendation:

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-Day37-

Did not study 😞

I feel down

I hope I’ll have the srength to continue ...

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-Day38-

I’m studying..

Let’s work hard 🙏🏻

Bright made a recommendation today ❤️

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-Day39-

It was not as productive... I think I need to work hharder and manage my time better... this is my only chance I have to seize it 🙏🏻

Anyway, today was Mean’s birthday and Plan was on fire hahaha💙💚

Today’s song is

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-Day40-

So today I watched one of J videos a d I slept 🥺

I need to watch 2 more in order to be on the safe side..

I’ll pray now and then go back to videos..

I need to wake up earlier tomorrow 😞

FIGHTING

P.s today LBC gathering was magical 💚

P.s.s Bright was there and he was beautiful 🤧

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Good morning you guys 🥺

I’m studying and happily getting updated about Bright 🤧❤️

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Another song recommendation ❤️🥺

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I’m going to read a bit of the novel and sleep.

Let’s work hard tomorrow 🙏🏻🙏🏻

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Today, Bright’s recommendation is

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I’m back here again... can you believe I graduated college!!!

Another asventure is coming sooooo I’m going to work HARD for this..

I hope tumble would help 🥺🥺

I have 40 days 😭

We can do thisssss

Let’s go

P.S. Bright is brightening my days 🥺❤️

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I just cried watching this video... maybe cause no one cares to see what inside of me and I’ll probably end up alone...

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Day77.

The day passed by and i only studdied one lecture.... i’m super scared walla and i don’t know what to do ,,, the same senario again and again,, i tell myself to be productive but as if there was something holding me back from being one... now i’m just drinking coffee that dad beought from Basrah cause he went today to his friend uncle’s funeral,,, i’ll try to keep studying as much as I can... i hope God can be with me in thsi one cause i’m so stressed... يا رب

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Day76.

Yesterday I had a mental breakdown....

I’m just super stressed, i didnot read anything in ophthalmology and it’s a fucking hard subject... i have only some hours left... i’ll pray, have lunch, reamst a bit and then i’ll study... i just hope to uave the motivation... i’m super stressed,,, يا رب

P.s.: i’m watching Master Chef season 4,, it’s just stress reliever,, i don’t why though 🙍🏿‍♀️

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Day74.

So today was just not good... i went to college not finishing my exam at all ... I had to cheat ,,, i used my phone... it was a dreadful experience ,,, i really don’t want to it again... but if I didn’t do it today i would probably be failing this subject like for sure...

So any way I have Ophthalmology exam next on sunday and today is Wednesday...

I need to study two lectures today... like i have to.

I just want God to forgive me and stay with me ...