you don't have to.
you want to be skinny, pretty, perfect
but you don't have to be. people will love you anyways. i promise. i swear on my life, there are people in this world who will love you when you're skinny, love you when you're fat, love you when you gain weight or lose it.
you don't have to get slim to love yourself, either. you could fall in love with your flat stomach when you get it, but you could fall in love with your soft round stomach you have right now. you could look in the mirror and not worry that you ate, that you forgot to excercise, that you have rolls and thick thighs and love handles and no jawline at all. even though you may hate yourself more than ever, even though you can't think of a single good thing about your body.
you can learn to love yourself
you could be looking at recovery and body positivity blogs and tiktoks and youtube videos
you could be trying to get better instead of looking at my blog to get worse. i would rather you be looking at recovery stuff than my blog.
you can recover from binge eating, you can recover from bulimia, you can recover from anorexia, you can recover from ednos. and you will be happy a lot sooner by learning intuitive eating and self-love than by destroying your relationship with food
if you're not ready to recover, please take vitamins, please drink water, please avoid purging if you haven't already started, please look up other harm reduction techniques that i've forgotten
i may have an eating disorder but i want you to be as healthy as possible
