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Alastor x Doe!Reader

A/N: This is a series of headcanons that could be considered one shots, but keep in mind they are connected and chronological since it's suppose to be the build up of their relationship!

Tags: she/her pronouns, doe!Reader, ace!Alastor, ace!reader, both are under the aro umbrella, unbothered queen x psychopath dynamic, reader is a bit of a menace and probably on the autism spectrum, dark topics.

Part 1 "Fearless"

⋆✴︎˚｡⋆First impression and interactions

Part 2 "Valuable"

⋆✴︎˚｡⋆ Something that would make you valuable

Part 3 "Kindness"

⋆✴︎˚｡⋆Doing something kind for him

Part 4 "Vulnerable"

⋆✴︎˚｡⋆Helping him with his wound

Part 5 "Careless"

⋆✴︎˚｡⋆He realise he's starting to have a soft spot for you

Part 6 "Alike"

⋆✴︎˚｡⋆ Aftermath headcanons of developing a bond with him

Part 7 TBA

TBA

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It was getting complicated adding the links to the new parts in all of them so I opted for my mental sanity 😭

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Alastor calling Doe!Reader "my doe" in french

Alastor: Ma biche could you pass me the salt?

Y/N: Did you just call me your bitch?

Alastor: What? No I-

Y/N: I mean, whatever you are into I guess, I don't really care *passes the salt*

Alastor: There is a misunderstanding.

An extract from >this<, it's too hilarious thinking about this scenario with y/n being like "oh well, guess I'm your bitch now" as he goes "NO" and panics trying to explain.

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Alastor x Doe!Reader

"Alike" (6)

Synopsis: aftermath headcanons of developing a bond with him

❗While this could be considered a oneshot it's part of >this series< I'm writing so I suggest checking it out since it's connected!

Tags: she/her pronouns, ace!Alastor, ace!reader, both are under the aro umbrella, unbothered queen x psychopath dynamic, reader is a bit of a menace and probably on the autism spectrum, dark topics, in this part the only mention of reader being a doe is about a pet name.

A/N: English is not my first language so forgive my mistakes!

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Developing a bond with him it's something that happened after a lot of time, literally years.

You have to be entertaining enough for him to want to analyze you and to reach the point where he knows you will never be a threat.

But the crucial step will be him understanding you were alike.

It's not just about how you saw relationship and love: it's about how you both acted in a way that matched perfectly and allowed things to happen naturally, without questioning what was happening.

The things you did were because you purely liked him as a person you twisted freak and you never wanted him to reciprocate your caring, you literally couldn't care less if he did, which was what in the end made him kinda reciprocate it. He just doesn't like feeling like he has to do something, but you never made him feel like that.

Everything after that was a silent agreement.

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You never had to talk about what you two were because there was no need for it: he knew you treated him differently and you knew he did the same with you.

He would never say out loud he probably didn't even admit it to himself that he cherished you, even if it was evident he did.

But don't think this is some sort of humanity 'cause it's not the type of cherish people feel for others: how do you feel about your favorite song? That's pretty much how he feels about you.

He doesn't care for you like normal people would, not as someone caring for someone at least. He just can't feel like others do, and you understood that because at some level it was the same for you.

Even so, he didn't see you as an object: he did consider you your own person but he only knows to care about others with the same feelings someone would feel for something.

But you're his favorite song, and that's a lot.

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You will never understand him completely, and he would never understand you completely. And that was fine, either of you wanted that, and it was why it could work.

The whole "normal bonding" people do was just... uncomfortable anyway.

Whatever you two had was perfect.

None of you "needed" the other one, but you both enjoyed and found some type of comfort in each other's presence.

He doesn't "miss you" but if for some reason you weren't around for a very long time (more than weeks),he would start to find your absence unpleasant, like missing the best piece from his vynil collection. He would never feel lonely but you are a big source of entertainment and he doesn't like not having access to it.

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There was also no need to talk about things like "feelings". None of you would ever say "I love you" or express longing for one other.

You may be the one more open about the fact that you care about him in a way you don't for others, but he will never say he does that same his actions speak for him anyway.

Honestly, he would never open up in general. Maybe he will have his guard down for less then a minute once every 5 years in a very late, drunk night. But he doesn't mind if you talk about what/who made you happy, upset or sad. Actually, he likes that a lot.

He wouldn't have cared if you did that at the start... but the fact that you started opening up after all that time? Showing vulnerability to him? Just to him? Absolutely fantastic, another thing that boosts his ego and he loves that feeling of power over people (not that he can or has reasons to use it somehow, but he still likes having it).

Beside, he still enjoys seeing people suffer and you made no difference.

Or well, that's what he would say but even if he will enjoy seeing you upset and sad, a little part of him would be very irritated about it, and later, he would "fix" whatever or whoever made you upset.

He's the only one that should be tormenting you, k?

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And talking about "fixing" problems, Alastor has his own twisted morals.

He likes killing and he likes torturing others, but he does it just when they gave him a reason: for example, pissing him off. And he loves when they do, so he has the right to finally enjoy their suffering.

And now he has another excuse: you.

To the "who did him wrong" he can now add to his list "who did you wrong". Rejoice because all the people you hate will disappear.

If you enjoy making others suffer he will enjoy watching you go all out on them. Torturing others it's his way to get rid of stress, so he will encourage you doing the same, maybe even bringing them to you with a ribbon on them and watching you absolutely obliterating them.

"Look at her, isn't she adorable?" as you are covered in blood.

He's a really supportive partner in this ambit <3

But at the end of the day, you didn't expect anything from him, and he didn't expect anything from you and that's why it was easier doing things like that: they felt authentic to oneself and not acts made for someone else, and this is really the most important thing for him.

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And because it feels authentic, he would let you do things no one else can, like letting you in his bayou even without his supervision or letting you listen to his vynils, with his supervision.

From time to time he would let you pick what songs to listen or dance to, and if he's in a very good mood he would let you pick whatever song you want as long as you can get that song on a vynil (be VERY careful with your picks).

And he would be more accommodating, more understanding with you. Not that it happens often that he needs to, you usually never disappointed but even if you did he actually hates how easy he can let things pass.

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Even after a lot of time, none of you would call what you have "a relationship", even if it was the closet word to it while still being far away from describing it, but since he has a very old vision, he would do things that were expected in one, not because they were expected, but because he grew up with those ideas and he thinks it's normal doing them. Pretty much just complements his gentleman act.

It's nothing too crazy or that goes out of his ways, but he would bring you gifts and would prepare romantic(??) dinners once in a while.

(He often cooks for you but during these dinners he adds some bones & petals decoration to the table. The bones are always different and maybe it's better if you don't ask what you are eating)

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Another special thing is that he has specific pet names just for you.

While "darling" is something he may use with others too as he does with "dear", it's far more rare for him to use it, but he absolutely abuses it with you. It's good enough for it to be special but not for others to question it too much.

Other pet names reserved just for you he uses when you two are alone are "honey", "ma chérie" (my darling) and "my doe" (obviously).

He tried calling you the last one in french but... he then opted to use just the english version of it.

Exhibit here:

"Ma biche could you pass me the salt"

"Did you just call me your bitch?"

"What? No I-"

"I mean, whatever you are into I guess, I don't really care" you said giving him the salt.

"There is a misunderstanding."

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As for touches, he's the only one that can initiate any contact as you would never touch him since you know he doesn't like it (another reason why he likes you).

And even if you didn't like others touching you, you became completely fine with him doing it, which is something he notices and likes he honestly just likes everything that puts him in a higher position over others.

But it's pretty much just casual touches and hardly goes in anything too romantic. The most intimate it can go is dancing to a slow song.

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.......

Well,

excluding his ruts.

... But that's a talk for another time.

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Alastor x Doe!Reader

"Careless" (5)

Synopsis: he realise he's starting to have a soft spot for you

❗While this could be considered a oneshot it's part of >this series< I'm writing so I suggest checking it out since it's connected!

Tags: she/her pronouns, ace!Alastor, ace!reader, both are under the aro umbrella, unbothered queen x psychopath dynamic, reader is a bit of a menace and probably on the autism spectrum, dark topics.

A/N: English is not my first language so forgive my mistakes!

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It was just after that sloppy song saved pentagram city.

You walked to him and didn't say anything, just stared with a stupid smile on your face.

"Well hello to you too my dear, care to tell me what do I owe that look to?"

"Can't belive the strong Mister Radiodemon joined our friendship-is-magic-song"

"Oh please dear, I'm sure you know I have my reasons" obviously. His staff was now magically repaired and you couldn't sense his wound anymore.

"Maybe, but you still risked your life doing it"

"Aha! Don't be naive now, there was no life at risk."

"sooo... you were sure it was gonna work out... which means you actually believe in the magic of friendship! " you said innocently even if it was clear you were just teasing him, which made him roll his eyes but he was in a too good mood to debate.

"Whatever makes you sleep at night, sweetheart"

He was about to leave but you spoke again with a tone far more soft.

"I'm glad you are fine"

"Never been the opposite"

"What are you gonna do now?"

"I imagine my presence at the hotel is still needed, this project can't stand without my assistance."

"Happy to hear that, it would be boring without you" you said smiling fondly.

And for one instant, he can't elaborate that moment, your words or your smile.

"Of course it would be" he said just ignoring whatever that was as he teleported away.

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Going back to normality was surely an expirience since the "normality" quite changed as the hotel was fully booked and he had his own reasons to stay there.

But something else changed.

He's not sure when it happened but the moments he spent with you, things like cooking or simple conversations, bacame far more... delightful than before.

But he doesn't understand why, and that bothers him.

He swears he hated how caring you looked at him. He just hated how kind you were in general, to be honest.

But why? Everyone in that hotel was annoyingly sweet, so why did you make a difference?

Could it be he was just bothered about seeing another demon like him being so kind? But the majority of your caring was directed to him and usually he would see this as something he could manipulate - but then again, you weren't someone that could get manipulated that easily.

You could see the worst in people, and you didn't like majority of them. You two were pretty similar in this: you did just what you wanted for who you wanted.

And what was the need in even trying to manipulate you? You saw the worst in him and still decided, for whatever reason, you liked him.

All the things he did to make you angry or try to scare you didn't do anything and when he felt like you were getting too close to him he pushed you away with a harsh attitude, but that didn't work as well.

On the contrary, it just got you closer to him.

And maybe that's what bothers him: you got closer enough for him to appreciate you way too much.

Was it the terrible sweets you kept making for him? Or maybe how you could entertain in conversations without him getting bored? Was it the reminiscence of your blood?

No, it wasn't just one of these things.

It was how all together you were someone that could interact with him as if you were on the same level and yet knowing your place, with kindness and no fear and yet with respect for how horrible he could be, which was a paradox he didn't know could exist.

You really are more valuable than what he wanted you to be.

But he's Alastor, and Alastor can't have soft spots.

But he didn't have a reason other than that to push you away (not that any of the things he could say or do would influence you anyway).

And even if it was something very annoying for him, he did enjoy you for this as well.

In the end, after considering many things, he reaches the conclusion he didn't care about caring about you.

You got closer to him, sure, but he's still Alastor. He lives in the moment and he was gonna entertain with you for how long he wanted, knowing that he could cut you out any moment, had he had a reason to.

But pushing you away now was just admitting that he cared and there was no way he was gonna do that.

So, he will indulge in your presence, ignoring how easily you could bring him in a good mood and how it was evident you two had something that no one else could understand.

Maybe not even you two.

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Made a lil drawing of this story

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Alastor x Doe!Reader

"Vulnerable" (4)

Synopsis: helping him with his wound

❗While this could be considered a oneshot it's part of >this series< I'm writing so I suggest checking it out since it's connected!

🛑 TW: self harm

Tags: she/her pronouns, ace!Alastor, ace!reader, both are under the aro umbrella, unbothered queen x psychopath dynamic, reader is a bit of a menace and probably on the autism spectrum, dark topics.

A/N: English is not my first language so forgive my mistakes!

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A few days after the extermination you started to notice how Alastor was being more... easily irritated by everything.

And probably because you were a deer too, you could sense his blood, something others didn't seem to notice.

You knew he got injured during the fight with Adam and it was evident that wound didn't heal.

With those thoughts in mind, one of those night you found yourself in front of his room.

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knock knock

He didn't answer, but you didn't give up.

knock knock

"I know you are there"

It was a lie. You didn't know and maybe he wasn't there, but luckily enough he opened the door.

The smell of blood and smoke hit you.

"Whatever you want y/n, I'm afraid this is not a good moment"

It was rare for him to call you by your name.

"Is it ever a good moment with you?"

You said gently pushing the door, making him move as you entered his room, which both surprised and annoyed him.

"And what do you think you are doing?"

You decided to ignore his question and went straight to the point.

"How bad is it?"

"I beg your pardon?"

"The wound, how bad is it?"

"I don't know what you are talking about"

"Show me or I'm gonna tell the others" you weren't usually like this but you knew there was really no other way.

"Yo͈̙̦͢u͝ ̛̗͖̜́w͚͈̟̬̩o͈̙̦͢u̧͝lḑ̱̥̜́n͢'t."

His voice was threatening, his eyes pitch black.

But that never scared you.

"I'm gonna say sorry now for what I'm about to do"

Without hesitation you grabbed his collar, and opened his shirt, revealing the wound.

He quickly grabbed your hand and pushed it away, taking some steps back while his other hand pulled back his clothes and covered him again.

No one dares to touch the radiodemon like that, and whoever does, doesn't see the light again.

You knew that. You were always respectful of his boundaries, not because you were scared, but because you could understand and respected him.

You never touched him before, so how could you do something like that now?

"̣̝́Y͇̥͍̦̩̱̚oͯu ̔͒̐̏́l͙̬̞̥itt͊l͙̬̞̥̲̦e͕̬̔͛͌-"

He couldn't find a right word to call you as well as he couldn't understand the expression on your face.

Pity? Commiseration? No- it wasn't that, but whatever it was it irritated him even more.

Before he could think further, you took the knife from your belt, something you always had with you for self defense, and pressed it against the palm of your own hand, and as the scent of your blood filled the room, you put back the knife and stepped towards him.

"Move your hand"

"W̋h̟̪ͮ̆yͦ̇?"

You started at him and gently raised you bloody hand towards him.

It felt like approaching an injured animal.

You seemed harmless. He knew you were harmless. And you were very confident in whatever you wanted to do.

Probably because of that, or maybe because of the scent of your blood, was it always this intoxicating? he decided to move his hand away, leaving him exposed.

His eyes were still black and he was faintly glowing in green.

He didn't say it, but the message was clear.

Do something I don't like and I'm gonna make you wish you would die again.

You moved your hand near is chest, not directly touching him but close enough to feel the warmth of his body.

Then, your blood moved towards the wound with a dim light.

"I don't think it's gonna heal it but maybe it will help with the pain"

The moment your blood touched his wound, an instant relief filled his entire body. He quickly acted as nothing happened but after a few moments, his green glow faded away.

Even so, he felt like he had to take back the lead of the situation.

"And when did you discover this power of yours?"

"Before the extermination. I went to the doomsday district hoping to get better at fighting but instead, I found out about this. Kinda a stupid power in hell but maybe it can be useful for something like this."

"Useless for me to mention that I did not need your help"

"I know"

But he wasn't refusing it.

Your blood alone didn't have the power to heal a wound caused by an angelic weapon, but it was the best painkiller he had till now.

And the scent of your blood was amazing. He ate other deer demons before but never a doe. His morals prevent him from hurting a defenceless woman- but right there and now he could have eat you in one bite.

He wasn't actually considering it tho- he's still a gentleman and you were too valuable and entertaining to be just his midnight snack.

You didn't move till the pain of keeping your hand in the air like that started kicking in. And then as you tried to move away-

"N͚̟͉̭̘͟o͈̙t yȩ̵̣̰͓̻͎͈̤̩͡t"

He said grabbing your hand and pressing it completely on his chest.

You didn't say anything this time.

You stayed like that for a couple more minutes till he finally let go of it.

He then fixed his shirt while a bandage also appeared on your hand with a green gleam.

He didn't thank you, not that you wanted him too.

"You can leave now"

He had to establish the fact that you were there because he allowed it.

You didn't help him, he used you.

Or at least that's what he tries to make it seem like with those harsh words. Even if he now felt better, his bad mood didn't disappear and he just can't let you think you saw a different side of him, a vulnerable one, from the "persona" he is.

But you don't care what he thinks, you just wanted him to feel better, so you nodded and started walking towards the door.

"When it starts hurting again you can tell me"

He didn't reply, he just waved his hand to say shoo.

As if the radiodemon was ever going to ask for help. You knew you will have to impose yourself again.

But just as you were about to touch the door handle, you remembered.

"Ah, I lied when I said I knew you were here"

You said turning back to him.

"And I also lied when I said I would have told the others"

"And why are you telling me?"

"I don't like lying to you"

He looked at you with a very confused expression before he busted into laughing, not a gentle one, no- what made him laugh was how stupid you could be.

Regardless of that, it was still the most honest laugh you ever heard from him.

"Oh dear, you truly are too pathetically good for our own kind"

He really doesn't get you and for how much he hated it, he loved how entertaining that was.

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Bonus+

A few times after you lent your help...

"You really are putting a lot of effort to be on my good side"

He said as to make fun of your pathetic attempt while your hand met is chest.

"I already told you I have no reason to do that"

You sighed.

"Beside, I'm also doing this for myself"

"Yourself?"

So he was right, you wanted somethi-

"I hate the smell of smoke and you stink a lot of it lately. I'm reaching the point where I'd be fine with cutting my whole hand away to make you stop"

"Sweetheart, if you say things like that I may start smoking more"

"If you want my hand so much you could just take me to dinner"

It was clearly a sarcastic joke, however, he became quiter after that, but you didn't say anything to tease him about it.

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Alastor x Doe!Reader

"Kindness" (3)

Synopsis: doing something kind for him

❗While this could be considered a oneshot it's part of >this series< I'm writing so I suggest checking it out since it's connected!

Tags: she/her pronouns, ace!Alastor, ace!reader, both are under the aro umbrella, unbothered queen x psychopath dynamic, reader is a bit of a menace and probably on the autism spectrum, dark topics.

A/N: English is not my first language so forgive my mistakes!

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It was a slight change but after a few months you started to be more kind towards others at the hotel, Alastor included.

To you it was just showing respect to people that earned it, but to him you had to have an ulterior reason.

Once he noticed your change, his first thought was that you wanted something.

He refused the idea that the same type of demon as him could "just be like that."

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You are not sure why, but one day you remembered Alastor saying that even if he doesn't like sweets that much, there was one type of pie his mother made that he loved.

So you thought, why not?

You got a bakery book and closed yourself in the kitchen at a time he wasn't usually there.

Now, at your left you had 2 failed attempts.

But just when you were about to take out your 3rd attempt from the oven, Alastor entered the kitchen.

"Good evening my dear!"

"No wait-"

He looks at you, one raised eyebrow as you try to cover your doing.

But in one instant, he materialized behind you, seeing your victims.

He takes a look at them and then his eyes move on you.

"And these are..?"

"Tarte à la bouillie"

Silence.

"I remember you saying you liked them"

Yes he did, months ago.

He adjusts his monocle and takes a moment to study you.

You were different lately, with everyone, and while he could at an extreme level excuse that with the result of getting used to them, something like this was new.

You remembered him saying something like that and randomly decided to make it for him, just because?

He did cook for you a few times but he would have never went out of his way to ask what you wanted, he just made more of what he was already making.

But you? You never liked cooking or baking.

This wasn't a payback, it wasn't comparable.

"What are you planning, sweetheart?"

"Excuse me?"

"Don't play silly, dear. You started to be incredibly caring towards others. And now, trying to get on my good side too?"

"But you are already nice to me"

He didn't expect that answer.

It's... unsettling that you consider him nice. He surely has some sort of gallantry but no one would consider his actions "nice".

He even lied and tricked you, several times. Maybe it didn't lead to you getting hurt but it's still something he did.

He let out a static noise as you took out the last pie from the oven.

"it's just... I thought things like these make others happy... Is it too much? "

You wanted to make him happy?

"Did you forget you are in hell, dear? Folks here don't do things like this for free. "

"But I don't know how else to show that I care"

How foolish to "care" for someone like him.

"You don't"

"But I want to"

"Excellent way to let people take advantage of you"

"I don't mind, I choose who can do it"

He narrows his eyes.

Your honesty was disgusting.

"Good enough"

And while he said that he took a piece of the first, half burned, pie.

"Luckily I'm a gentlemen that would never take advantage of such a naive little being"

He exclaimed with his usual exaggerated tone, as he took a bite.

He would definitely take advantage of you.

"Wait-"

"Oh someone could die eating this, absolutely magnificent!"

"You weren't suppose to eat that!"

To make it clear, he doesn't eat them to make you happy, not that you thought he did.

He literally likes the taste of death, and you made them already so why should he let them go to waste?

There's no hidden kindness in his actions, just Alastor being Alastor.

He still thinks you may want something but even if you did he was not gonna help you (100% was gonna enjoy your futile attempts tho).

You can't buy the radiodemon, serves as a lesson.

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However, as time passed and you kept doing things like that, it started to be awfully clear that you were genuine.

He reached the conclusion that your type of kindness was just something that he couldn't comprehend.

It wasn't completely free and blind like Charlie's, and it wasn't out of cordiality like everyone else's.

No, you were very selective with it and you were happy to give it to people that you thought deserved it.

You had some sort of parameters, based on your own ideals, to judge who was worthy of what, and for some reason he couldn't grasp, Alastor was at the top of your list.

A part of him belives you are tragically stupid to think someone like him deserves your kindness, but the other part enjoys the fact that you do since you are so docile with him.

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Alastor x Doe!Reader

"Valuable" (2)

Synopsis: something that would make you valuable

❗While this could be considered a oneshot it's part of >this series< I'm writing so I suggest checking it out since it's connected!

Tags: she/her pronouns, ace!Alastor, ace!reader, both are under the aro umbrella, unbothered queen x psychopath dynamic, reader is a bit of a menace and probably on the autism spectrum, dark topics.

A/N: English is not my first language so forgive my mistakes!

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It was a random comment.

You didn't even think about it, but Angel said something like

"Are there even people that listen to radio these days?"

And you automatically answered.

"A lot actually. Living people don't really have time to stop and watch things that are usually poorly made, so a podcast is usually better... but I guess that with all the eternity ahead everyone is okey with watching shitty stuff"

"Well well, isn't nice to hear good taste still exists"

He would say appearing behind you.

Without knowing, that phrase you said put you in a very good spot on the "Alastor's naughty and nice list".

It's not like he cares about others opinions.

His opinions are the correct ones.

But he likes having around people that agree with him.

So go on and complain about modern age media, talk about how TV programs and reality shows have no quality and are just the result of consumerism.

Comments like those were indirectly a praise to him and his job.

And he adores it.

You had taste, something that's rare nowadays, and this made you valuable.

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Of course, it wasn't just that : your conversation often ended up on phylosofical topics.

You both liked poetry and literature and he was more than happy to discuss these things since everyone was usually scared to engage in conversations that could lead to different points of view from him.

Who would dare disagree with him?

You, apparently.

You weren't afraid to explain your opinions, and while Alastor likes people that agree with him, when it comes to these types of conversations it's far more stimulating talking to someone like you.

It was rare finding an individual so pleasant and cultured, moreover someone that could keep up with his gab.

But you always had an answer ready, even bringing up psychology and talking happily about the darkest topics.

"And where did you learn something like that?"

"Truecrime podcasts"

"Of course"

He would like hearing you talk about serial killers so that he could criticize their work and tell you the right way to do it.

And you would listen and ask him questions as if he was talking about a cooking recipe.

This part of you, that enjoyed those kind of things, matched with his initial feeling that you had a dark side.

Even so, he considered you a "cute thing" the feeling someone would feel looking at a pet and seeing you talk about creepy things such as murder or torture was pretty amusing.

[daisy-lysy]

Alastor x doe!Reader

"Fearless" (1)

Synopsis: first impression and interactions.

❗While this could be considered a oneshot it's part of > this series < I'm writing so I suggest checking it out since it's connected!

🛑TW slight mention of SA, cannibalism

Tags: she/her pronouns, ace!Alastor, ace!Reader, both are under the aro umbrella, unbothered queen x psychopath dynamic, reader is a bit of a menace and probably on the autism spectrum, dark topics

A/N: English is not my first language.

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When Alastor arrived at the hotel he was quite surprise to see someone like you there.

Hell is full of same types of demons but this was the first time he met a doe.

Well, that was actually not your first meeting.

The first time you saw him was in a shop while you were fighting for you life.

He stepped in and with very much ease devoured the monster that tried to assault you.

Alastor didn't even look at you, he didn't care about the fact that he was helping someone. He was just taking care of some trash and this was a very forgettable memory.

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But now back at the hotel.

You wanted to thank him for that time he saved you but you couldn't bring yourself to. He didn't recognize you, so in the end, you kept that for yourself.

He honestly didn't pay much attention to you anyway.

Was he curious? Perhaps a little, but he wouldn't spend too much energy thinking about it.

You looked weak and powerless but being a doe meant you two had something in common. Was it your death? Or maybe the way you lived?

You were in hell and you were the same type of demon as him so you had to be hiding something, right?

He would tease you every now and then, like he does with everyone else but with more intent of pushing the right button to see your true colors.

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Making other's life miserable is something Alastor greetly enjoys anyways, and one of his favorite methods is scaring people.

The problem was that you just seemed... to not care. 

You heard what Vaggie said about him, but honestly? It's not your fault if there are so many creeps in hell, and maybe he was a psychopath who tortured people, but he saved you even if that wasn't his objective without wanting anything back, and he didn't even remember it.

That was enough for you to respect him.

But he didn't know why you looked so... unbothered.

Everyone had some kind of reaction, especially in his "scary" moments.

Fear is something that can be smelled and he couldn't feel any coming from you.

And this was quite a matter of pride.

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Exhibit 1:

You two had similar schedules for meals, which led to meeting in the kitchen quite often.

One evening, you entered the room, not surprise to see him there but the aroma in the air was far more intense that usual.

"Oh my, what a pleasure seeing you dear! Hungry? Wanna have a taste?"

"Ah, no thank you I just wanted -"

You looked at the pot and glimpsed the deer-head that was poking out.

"Wait- is that...?"

This was the first time you discovered his... cannibalistic hobby.

Your eyes moved from the pot to him, noticing how his smile was getting more sinister, and then back at the pot.

"I feel like I'm entering some dangerous territory here but well, I have too little self preservation to care"

You said sarcastically walking to the fridge, completely ignoring his ominous aura and grabbing whatever you were there for.

"Your loss" he said humming going back to normal as nothing happened.

Alastor was usually good at reading people but the fact that he couldn't predict you was somehow both intriguing and irritating.

It was entertaining.

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The meetings in the kitchen became almost a daily occurrence and Alastor, being a gentleman proud of his cooking skills, would always offer to share something with you. He also considers your food depressing. And you, depending on what or who he was preparing, would sometimes accept.

Heavily depending on that what.

He still may have tricked you into eating deer.

You, little innocent doe, tricked into committing cannibalism? He wanted to see your reaction. Would you feel bad? Maybe even cry? He was too much of a sadist to miss this opportunity.

Exhibit 2:

"This tastes amazing, what's this? Beef?"

"Mhh... Could be, or maybe not"

"... Is it pork?"

"Perhaps"

"...Chiken?"

"Oh my dear, does it really matter? You seem to enjoy it regardless, and a chief should never reveal his secret ingredient!"

He didn't say it, but the look you two exchanged in that moment was enough for you to understand and for him to know you understood.

And yet, you looked a bit pissed but still finished the meal he made for you.

Did he tricked you? Yes but hey, he still made you an amazing dinner.

"Oh my, and here I thought you wouldn't have appreciated... I may start to think that you are far more twisted than what you show, sweetheart."

And maybe he was right, but at the end of the day you were in hell so really, does something like that matter? You enjoyed his company and he didn't do anything to hurt you, so you just accepted this side of him.

He, on the other hand, understood that you had some type of consideration for him that wasn't tied to fear or admiration.

You talked to him naturally and yet without ever being disrespectful.

It was refreshing.

After a while he started considering you interesting enough to keep around and would engage more in conversations, while still wanting to get a more interesting reaction from you.