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Sebastian took a breath and watched Hunter closely, feeling like his chest was about to explode with pure happiness. “My… Dominant? Yeah, totally, of course. I want that. I want you. My Dominant,” He rushed out, smiling up at Hunter for a moment as he lifted his head off his shoulder, eyes locking on his Dominant’s lips. “Say it again. Please?” He tried, really just wanting to double check and ensure he wasn’t just imagining it. He’d come so close to calling Hunter his Dominant more times than he could count, but he’d never wanted to say it before they’d actually talked about it. Consent was important both ways. The Captain thing had even started as a joke, meant more to make a little fun of the military status, but it had quickly become a term of endearment. One only Hunter possessed. He leaned into the kiss on his forehead and closed his eyes, moving a hand down to gently hold Hunter’s as a small smile spread across his lips. Getting to this point with anyone wasn’t something he’d expected to find here, but now that he had, he could feel himself rapidly falling, and he didn’t want it to stop. “If it’s not good, just go ahead and revoke my French card,” He said, laughing softly as he pulled back just slightly to look over Hunter’s features.
And there Hunter was, going and being perfect again with that amount of reassurance that there were no real expectations here, and he could move at a speed he was comfortable. After spending basically his entire life upholding standards, it was nice to let go of that. “You’re doing great too, you know. I’m comfortable with you, you make me happy. I want to submit to you. I actually… had Lorelai take me off the pill. It’s good you bring that up though, because one thing I wanted to talk to you about, after figuring out what we are, is the Switch thing. How do you… feel most comfortable going about it? I don’t have any expectations, I just want to hear your thoughts on it.” He smiled to himself as he listened to Hunter detailing a typical day, and yeah… he wanted that. He wanted to see what his Dominant’s typical day was like, he wanted to take part in each and every one of those interests, he wanted to be there to take pictures of every adorable moment he could. “I want that, Hunter. Going to bed early on Saturday it is, because you shouldn’t have to change the way you want to live your life for me, even just for one day. As your submissive, and even just someone who cares about you, I want to fit myself into your life, because I chose you, schedules and all. It doesn’t sound boring, handsome. I tease you about it, but this is how you choose to live, this is what works for you, and it’s not my place or anyone else’s to pass judgment on that. I think it’s cute, actually. And who knows, maybe I’ll adopt a schedule of my own.” His eyes found Hunter’s lips once more, and he couldn’t help the soft smile that spread across his lips.
The smile on Hunter’s lips was surreal. He was pretty sure he had never smiled this much in one night. Sebastian’s own excitement had Hunter adjusting his posture, straightening his back a little. “I’m your Dominant, my good boy. You get to call me my too,” speaking slowly, since he noticed Sebastian was looking at his lips. He reached forward, cupping Sebastian’s face with one of his hands, brushing his thumb over his cheek for a moment before letting it drop and rest on Sebastian’s shoulder. When he noticed the hand on his, Hunter couldn’t help but smile again. He had lost count - not that he had been counting, but still. The blanket still around them, both of them still warm and pretty much snuggled up against each other. If someone had told him this is what he would be doing here at Dalton, he would never believe them. Maybe he had feelings for Sebastian, maybe he was slowly admitting to them, and maybe all of that didn’t feel like the huge issue he thought it could ever be. “I’m not the right person to judge you on that. You get to keep your French card today,” he teased, smiling again at him.
“I’m glad you do, Sebastian. It makes me happy that you’re happy, that you want to be here with me, that you feel good. This is what I want for you - happiness,” he nodded at the mention of the pill, squeezing Sebastian’s hand. “You did? And how are you feeling?” Hunter nodded at the question and actually gave it some thought, going over it on his own head for a few seconds. Saying the first thing that pops on his head wasn’t very Hunter-like and it probably would never be. “How do I feel most comfortable? Well. To be honest, I’d have to give it some more time. But what I can tell you is that I won’t mind if you need to dominate other people outside... this. Us. I’d rather you come to me for submission though, if you won’t mind. And... Maybe we can discuss a thing or two about that. You can show me what you need and how to do it and I might learn something,” he finally smiled again, his eyes on Sebastian. “I want to give it a try. For you. But I want to do it right, so I can’t do it right away. So for now, if you need to dominate other people, you’re more than free to. I’d like to know who those people are though, but that’s about it.” Hunter hoped he had explained and expressed everything he wanted - and needed to. Sebastian deserved Hunter giving submission a try, he deserved Hunter talking the time to learn how to and he also wanted to do that for him. He was sure about that. Now he just need to be sure about the how. “Oh... Alright. That’s.... Well. You got me speechless, my good boy. So that’s another point for you,” he smiled at him, noticing his eyes on his lips one more time. “Sebastian...” Hunter called, taking his index finger to his own lips, knowing Sebastian would notice. “What do you think about giving me a kiss, huh? You’re staring, sweet Sebastian.”