I get that it seems like I dont want to be here, but ever think that I dont? I've been battling suicide since I was a kid. A damn kid and no one can help me up, no one stays to make sure I survive. I truly believe no one loves me and the worst part is I made them not love me. I'm the reason no one stays, I'm the reason I just want to end it all. I just really wish I never existed. Everyone would be so much better with out me













