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@damienpatel
Hi i’m Eli and i’m 21. I’m in the GMT time zone and here’s my google doc!
" there's so much you don't know. "
“know? about what?” Damien answered, sounding very confused. “i mean of course in general there’s a lot i don’t know but.. sorry i’m rambling. what don’t i know?” He asked again, starting at the man.
"Yes," he sighed then, why was it so hard to communicate with people these days. What was the problem? Was he too self-conscious about the whole dating thing or did he not want him? The thought of being rejected scared him. After so long without a relationship when he just didn't want to commit - to now be rejected when he wanted to was...well terrifying. "That is if you'd have me."
Damien stayed silent for what felt like a long time but finally nodded slowly "Okay..Yeah. We can try going out on a date, see how we get along in a romantic way" He said with a small smile "I'd love to, i just don't want to rush into anything" He explained
Letting out a sigh of relief he nodded his head. "Trust me Damien. I wouldn't rush into anything either. It's been too long since I did have a relationship." because everyone ran away. Sitting back down on the couch he looked at the human next to him. "And where would your dream first date be?"
Damien shrugged “I like something personal and intimate. So not where there’s going to be a lot of people, somewhere we can talk and get to know each other even better” He said, leaning back on the couch “What about you?”
The vampire nodded smiling even. "That we agree on. I.. I prefer things where I can be myself. Where I don't have to hide who I really am. Most likely prepare a dinner for the both of us." he mused looking at the wall ahead of him lost in thought before he glanced at the boy next to him. "Then again, it depends on the current lover."
“How about we prepare dinner together and watch a movie at home?” He suggested, biting his lip a bit “Unless you got a better idea?”
" there's so much you don't know. "
“know? about what?” Damien answered, sounding very confused. “i mean of course in general there’s a lot i don’t know but.. sorry i’m rambling. what don’t i know?” He asked again, starting at the man.
"Yes," he sighed then, why was it so hard to communicate with people these days. What was the problem? Was he too self-conscious about the whole dating thing or did he not want him? The thought of being rejected scared him. After so long without a relationship when he just didn't want to commit - to now be rejected when he wanted to was...well terrifying. "That is if you'd have me."
Damien stayed silent for what felt like a long time but finally nodded slowly "Okay..Yeah. We can try going out on a date, see how we get along in a romantic way" He said with a small smile "I'd love to, i just don't want to rush into anything" He explained
Letting out a sigh of relief he nodded his head. "Trust me Damien. I wouldn't rush into anything either. It's been too long since I did have a relationship." because everyone ran away. Sitting back down on the couch he looked at the human next to him. "And where would your dream first date be?"
Damien shrugged “I like something personal and intimate. So not where there’s going to be a lot of people, somewhere we can talk and get to know each other even better” He said, leaning back on the couch “What about you?”
" there's so much you don't know. "
“know? about what?” Damien answered, sounding very confused. “i mean of course in general there’s a lot i don’t know but.. sorry i’m rambling. what don’t i know?” He asked again, starting at the man.
"Yes," he sighed then, why was it so hard to communicate with people these days. What was the problem? Was he too self-conscious about the whole dating thing or did he not want him? The thought of being rejected scared him. After so long without a relationship when he just didn't want to commit - to now be rejected when he wanted to was...well terrifying. "That is if you'd have me."
Damien stayed silent for what felt like a long time but finally nodded slowly "Okay..Yeah. We can try going out on a date, see how we get along in a romantic way" He said with a small smile "I'd love to, i just don't want to rush into anything" He explained
It's Sexual Sunday so...
send my muse inappropriate questions
flirt with them anonymously or not
try to make them blush
kiss them at random
send me terrible pickup lines
get my muse hot and bothered
Pretty much this is your excuse to do what you want to my muse and see if you can get away with it. So go crazy!
" there's so much you don't know. "
“know? about what?” Damien answered, sounding very confused. “i mean of course in general there’s a lot i don’t know but.. sorry i’m rambling. what don’t i know?” He asked again, starting at the man.
"I like to think every relationship should be built on trust, Damien. That's why I'm coming to you with a clean slate." Cornel was a patient man, being an assassin kind of had made him so - having to stay in one place for extended periods of time, but this whole thing was testing it. "Because they are real. I have to pierce the skin somehow." he resisted the urge to roll his eyes. Giving him a look with raised eyebrows he had not moved his head just so he wouldn't accidentally cut him. "Grew them myself, took a couple of years." sighing he shifted back and sat beside him now. "I'm not trying to scare you though. You've known me for a couple of months already, have I ever tried to attack you? Think Damien."
"I don't get it" He finally said after just silently staring at Cornel for a couple of minutes "What the fuck do you mean you're a vampire? those don't exist. you go out in the daylight and shit" He pointed out quickly. trying to find anything that would make the man say he was just messing with him. "I guess you haven't..." The man seemed to calm down a little at the thought of not being attacked "But what if you just wanted to get me all close to you and then you attack? once i trust you?"
Sighing he shook his head looking at the man in front of him. "I am here, am I not?" his voice nearing exasperation. But he did stop himself when the other accused him of being able to walk in sunlight. "Magic protection. Other vampires, those that were not born, can walk under that nasty star any given moment." However at the last questions he laughed. Eyes closed and mouth open wide kind of laughter. "And what good will it do? Logically...it would work only once and then never see you again. One I need to feed regularly and putting so much effort for one meal is...just insane. Two - I had had not drunk from a human ever since blood bags and vials were around. No need to fret."
Damien was quiet for a while, he didn't know if he should believe the man. "So.. Let's say you are a vampire..Why are you telling me? Ik now you said it's because every relationship is built on trust but..what made you want to build trust with me? that's what i don't get" He asked curiously, raising a brow.
Cornel sighed. How skeptic a human can be? He had yet to meet one before meeting Damien. "Yes... I am a vampire Damien.." he sat down on the couch by this point, his eyes closing. "Simply said I want to court you...or...'date' you as you young people say. It's such a crude word, but alas, when in Rome do as Romans do."
"You want to date me?" He was honestly shocked. They hadn't been friends for too long but he had never gotten that vibe from him so hearing him say those words was quite shocking. He couldn't lie, he had thought about it himself, just hadn't acted on it.
Meaningful Sentence Starters
“There’s something I really need to tell you.” “I honestly thought that things would be very different.” “Do you wish you could have done it differently?” “What exactly did you think was happening here?” “How do you decide when it’s enough?” “I would die for this cause.” “There are only a few things in this world that are truly important to me.” “Ideals have to count for something.” “Why should I be a nice person?” “This was meant to be easier.” “I have an idea that I need to share.” “Look, you might not like me but we’re stuck in this.” “You remind me of someone I once knew.” “How long does it take people to change, I wonder?” “There are no good choices here.” “There are days I think we’re just in over our heads here.” “How do you keep going when things get hard?” “Are you genuinely interested in me as a person, or is this a game too?” “I care what I look like because I care what people think of me.” “Why did you decide to do it?” “You know what I really regret?” “I’m still struggling to believe any of this is real.” “Are you certain this is what you really want.” “Tell me a dream? Or a secret?” “Do you think you would still be the same person if things had turned out differently?” “What I really meant to say was very different.” “I don’t know if you’ll like what I have to say to you, but I have to tell you anyway.” “You were never supposed to know.” “Why can’t you just follow instructions?” “Why can’t you just ignore instructions?” “What chains you to this life? What keeps you here?”
shippy memes for you hoes
“ i had a dream about you. ”
“ i’ve never cared about anyone the way i care about you. ”
“ i know it’s not fair to ask you to wait for me, but i can’t bear the thought of seeing you with someone else. ”
“ i’m not really good at this sort of thing. i never really had much luck with relationships before but i wanna make it work. i want us to work. ”
“ i love you. you don’t have to say anything, i just thought you should know. ”
“ i do care about you i’m just. i’m not good at talking about it. ”
“ i didn’t like seeing you with them. ”
“ you’re my person. you’ll always be the one i go to. ”
“ i could have lost you today! do you know what that would have done to me? ”
“ do you even know what you do to me? ”
“ i can’t stop thinking about you. ”
“ you’re the most amazing person i’ve ever met. ”
“ i don’t deserve you, but i want you anyway. ”
“ you’re safe with me, you know that right? ”
“ please just tell me how you feel. ”
“ just say the words. tell me you want me and i’m yours. ”
“ you’re always there. i didn’t used to see it before, but i do now. every time i’ve ever needed someone, you were there. ”
“ you had a dream about me? ”
“ i guess i always kinda had a little bit of a crush on you. ”
“ you thought i never noticed you, but i did. i always saw you. ”
“ oh my god please don’t tell me you tried to make breakfast again, the stove hasn’t recovered since last time. ”
“ you waited for me? ”
“ i was always kind of hoping we’d give it a shot one day. ”
“ you were always my maybe, ya know? ‘maybe they’d finally ask me out.’ ‘maybe when i wasn’t the one looking, they were noticing me too.’ i know it’s silly, but. you were always in the back of my mind. ”
“ oh god you’re really gonna do the whole rocks against the window at midnight boombox thing aren’t you? ”
“ i’m gonna wait for you, as long as it takes. ”
“ loving you saved me. ”
“ why me? out of everyone you could’ve chose. ”
“ i’ve always loved you. ”
“ i know it’s late, but i just needed someone and. i guess you always answer when i call. ”
“ i brought pizza and wine and a horrible movie so in the words of rory gilmore, i’m ready to wallow now. ”
“ you didn’t have to come ya know? i’m glad you did though. ”
“ if we could run away together and go anywhere, where would you take me? ”
“ what are you doing here? it’s the middle of the night. ”
“ i dont want to go back to how we used to be. i want more. i want you. ”
“ you’ve had every piece of my heart since the moment i met you. ”
“ why is it your always the one to pick up the pieces every time my heart breaks? ”
“ are you gonna keep looking at me like that or are you actually gonna kiss me? ”
“ i’m gonna marry you one day. ”
“ i used to think about what it’d be like if we got together. ”
“ yes, of course i love you, you idiot. ”
“ just stay this time. stay for me. ”
“ don’t you dare give up on us. ”
“ i always come running back to you. i can’t help it. ”
“ you deserve someone who always puts you first. ”
“ you were never my second choice. ”
“ they don’t deserve you. and i’m not— i’m not tryna be that asshole that says i do. but sure as hell would never hurt you like that. ”
“ i’m never gonna let you go. ”
( Shippy prompts from here - From Sebastian )
@damienpatel
“ i didn’t like seeing you with them. ”
"They are..." Sebastian inhaled painfully, his eyes starting to flicker and morph into a darker shade of blue - He wasn't in the mood to clarify why, but he had already lost patience in confessing certain feelings in the past.
"There are just better people you can surround yourself with, I do not have the patience nor time to talk about people who do not matter to me" He hissed, though he had scanned the man down carefully. "If you're not doing anything special, then you can some along with me....I'll take you out for some drinks if you would like" Sebastian had no quarrels with letting Damien do whatever the hell he wanted, he wasn't on a leash, most times...But he never really grown to liking the fact that he had other friends, or crowds, this was something the cold blooded man had to get used to in the modern life he was now comprehending.
@damienpatel
"Fine.." Damien rolled his eyes "Don't tell me why not then" He sounded a bit annoyed but shrugged it off since he really couldn't stay mad at people. but especially not Sebastian. "Sure, let's go" He said as he followed the man "You know..You gotta get used to me getting other friends at some point. I love you but i can't just hang out with you all the time"
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“i won’t regret it because what you’re doing is wrong” He said, his voice shaking slightly. He was a firm believer in doing what’s right, even if your voice shakes. It was actually one of the quotes he tried to live by. “I’m assuming you don’t really have a proper reason to beat this guy up.., so just stop being a dick”
“You should probably stop assuming shit, kid.” Kylo said, “Nothing I ever do is for no god damn reason. I doubt you even know half of what’s going on in this world right now. What the government is really up to.” He gestured toward the guy, “Fucking asshole deserved every hit he got from me. You stay blind though.”
"There's always better ways to solve shit than violence" Damien said, rolling his eyes a bit "Just say you have anger issues and go" It wasn't like Damien at all to confront anyone or say what was on his mind, but he was trying his best to start doing that.
@damienpatel Prompt from here (From John Mitchell)
“You’re not from around here. Huh?”
"Nice name..." Mitch confirmed, leaning against the bar once he situated himself down. His hazel hues roamed Damien's and he had noticed a sudden warmth that conjured within, he could read people quite easily, given the ability he had hidden inside, but something was slightly different - He couldn't put his finger on what.
"So....You got anyone with ya here? Or did ya come here alone?" He asked, throwing the bartender some money to order in a few pints of beers "-And that's not to sound creepy...I just want to get to know you" He clarified, chuckling lightly.
@damienpatel
"I came here alone, i'm trying to get out of my comfort zone and meet more people" He explained. Damien had been living there for quite some time but he didn't really have that many friends, so he figured he should probably start making some. He picked up his wallet, giving the bartended some money since he felt bad that only Mitch was paying, he didn't like other people paying for him, made him feel like a burden. "Are you from around here?"
" there's so much you don't know. "
“know? about what?” Damien answered, sounding very confused. “i mean of course in general there’s a lot i don’t know but.. sorry i’m rambling. what don’t i know?” He asked again, starting at the man.
"I like to think every relationship should be built on trust, Damien. That's why I'm coming to you with a clean slate." Cornel was a patient man, being an assassin kind of had made him so - having to stay in one place for extended periods of time, but this whole thing was testing it. "Because they are real. I have to pierce the skin somehow." he resisted the urge to roll his eyes. Giving him a look with raised eyebrows he had not moved his head just so he wouldn't accidentally cut him. "Grew them myself, took a couple of years." sighing he shifted back and sat beside him now. "I'm not trying to scare you though. You've known me for a couple of months already, have I ever tried to attack you? Think Damien."
"I don't get it" He finally said after just silently staring at Cornel for a couple of minutes "What the fuck do you mean you're a vampire? those don't exist. you go out in the daylight and shit" He pointed out quickly. trying to find anything that would make the man say he was just messing with him. "I guess you haven't..." The man seemed to calm down a little at the thought of not being attacked "But what if you just wanted to get me all close to you and then you attack? once i trust you?"
Sighing he shook his head looking at the man in front of him. "I am here, am I not?" his voice nearing exasperation. But he did stop himself when the other accused him of being able to walk in sunlight. "Magic protection. Other vampires, those that were not born, can walk under that nasty star any given moment." However at the last questions he laughed. Eyes closed and mouth open wide kind of laughter. "And what good will it do? Logically...it would work only once and then never see you again. One I need to feed regularly and putting so much effort for one meal is...just insane. Two - I had had not drunk from a human ever since blood bags and vials were around. No need to fret."
Damien was quiet for a while, he didn't know if he should believe the man. "So.. Let's say you are a vampire..Why are you telling me? Ik now you said it's because every relationship is built on trust but..what made you want to build trust with me? that's what i don't get" He asked curiously, raising a brow.
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“I uh.. Uhm” He panicked, looking around to try to find his friend that had dragged him there. No worker had actually tried to interact with him before and he had never been to one of these clubs before, so he had no idea what to do or say “I’m sorry” He eventually said “My friend dragged me here. I don’t know what i’m doing.”
Heart snorted at the other’s reaction. “That’s cute.” They said, following the male’s lost gaze. “This is a strip club, sweetie. You don’t have to do anything but throw money and get ass thrown at you.”
"I'll give you money because i'm pretty sure that's what i'm supposed to do but.. I don't need ass thrown at me ?? is that what you said?" He said awkwardly, going into his wallet and grabbing a couple of random bills and handing them to them before even really looking at what they were. he just knew it was all ten dollar bills or more.
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“Oh” He said quietly, not really knowing what to say “I guess we could just call the office, tell them we’re locked in here…” He shrugged as he picked up his phone but groaned when he saw the battery was dead “please tell me you have a charger or a charged phone we can call from”
“Yeah right and they think something like we were hooking up in here?” Kai said with a roll of her eyes. “I’m already in deep shit with the dean. We’re getting out of here on our own.”
"They're not gonna think we're hooking up!!" He said quickly, sounding a bit shocked that she would even suggest that "Maybe they expect shit like that from you but not me" Damien huffed. "How would we even get out? There's no way out but the locked windows and the door thats locked from the outside"
" oh, man, i'm sorry! i'm so clumsy... " (from Imogen)
“It’s alright. Don’t worry about it” Damien said, looking down on his shirt that now had a massive coffee stain on it. “I needed to change my shirt anyways” He reassured the girl, grabbing a few tissues and wiping his shirt a bit.
Imogen put a hand over her face, feeling horrible about what happened. She grabbed some tissues and began blotting on his shirt. “I’m so so sorry. Oh my god. Please let me make it up to you.” She said, biting her lip.
"Nothing to make up for" He said, grabbing some more tissues and wiping it some more "I promise it's fine" Damien smiled at her. He had never been much for drama or being angry at people so if he could avoid it, he did.
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“We’ll get you something without alcohol then” He shrugged “Don’t want you being all hung over at work tomorrow” Damien said as he made his way over to the bar “So.. where do you work?” He asked, grabbing two redbulls, pouring one of them in a cup and adding some vodka to it but handing the other can over to Caleb.
“Pft, I’m such a baby I’d probably call out. Not being in my bed right now like I would be any other night is going to make me whiney enough honestly. Yo boy likes his sleep.” Caleb followed him, taking the redbull when it was offered. “I work in a coffee bar. Nothing super major.”
"That's more interesting than being a waiter" Damien shrugged, taking a big sip of his drink before picking up his phone to check the time "God it's only ten? i won't be out of here for hours" He whined slightly "I guess i could go whenever but i'd feel so bad about leaving him alone...wherever he is" He said with furrowed brows as he looked around the room.
" there's so much you don't know. "
“know? about what?” Damien answered, sounding very confused. “i mean of course in general there’s a lot i don’t know but.. sorry i’m rambling. what don’t i know?” He asked again, starting at the man.
"I like to think every relationship should be built on trust, Damien. That's why I'm coming to you with a clean slate." Cornel was a patient man, being an assassin kind of had made him so - having to stay in one place for extended periods of time, but this whole thing was testing it. "Because they are real. I have to pierce the skin somehow." he resisted the urge to roll his eyes. Giving him a look with raised eyebrows he had not moved his head just so he wouldn't accidentally cut him. "Grew them myself, took a couple of years." sighing he shifted back and sat beside him now. "I'm not trying to scare you though. You've known me for a couple of months already, have I ever tried to attack you? Think Damien."
"I don't get it" He finally said after just silently staring at Cornel for a couple of minutes "What the fuck do you mean you're a vampire? those don't exist. you go out in the daylight and shit" He pointed out quickly. trying to find anything that would make the man say he was just messing with him. "I guess you haven't..." The man seemed to calm down a little at the thought of not being attacked "But what if you just wanted to get me all close to you and then you attack? once i trust you?"