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XANDER LANBURY. 25. the deadbeat. the boy who's passed out in the lawn surrounded by beer cans. the trash who pulls up to you, rolling down the windows and a cloud of smoke comes out.

[christophwood-blog]

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[thewhatever]

[gvbriellas-blog1]

gabriella nodded, a half smile fighting it’s way onto her features. “okay.” she headed into the living room. but before she sat down, she turned to look at xander. “water would be nice. thank you.” seemed like such a strange thing for her to be drinking anything other than alcohol with him. the last thing she should have done was had a real drink when she was in a state like that. “okay. i won’t lie to you.. about anything.. i promise.” her eyes were locked on his. she was sincere, he was someone she had always been honest with. “—there’s a lot though..” her words trailed off as she sat down on the couch. 

[damnxander-blog]

      every time she looked into his eyes he couldn’t help but stare back, he felt weak with her and he hated it. god did he hate it. “ okay. ” he shook himself out of it as she finally turned away from his eyes. he went and grabbed her a glass of water and got back into the room as soon as he could. xander sat down handing her the water, he rested his elbows on his knees as he sat forward but his head was directed to the girl along with his eyes back on hers. “ talk to me. ” 

[gvbriellas-blog1]

gabriella’s eyes locked on his own as he walked towards her. she had tried her hardest to give a weak smile, but it had ultimately fail. his concern for her was comforting, but that didn’t stop heart increasing heart rate as he questioned her. “i—” she looked away. her gaze jumping all over the room before landing down at her hands, which were still trembling slightly. she twirled her thumbs a bit and tried to focus on their movements, in hopes it would calm her. “um.” how would she start? “no..” gabriella swallowed hard. she hated feeling like this, weak.. vulnerable..  she would never let anyone see her this way. but with xander, it was different. “i just.. i just couldn’t sleep.” it was true, but it clearly wasn’t the reason why she was so shook up. 

[damnxander-blog]

      xander nodded, not sure what to do or say now. a part of him wanted to hug her, but he just stayed back. “ well, come on. we can chill on the couch, talk about whatever’s bothering you. and don’t lie to me because i know something’s up. i may be dumb but i’m not stupid. ”  his eyebrows rose as he turned around towards the living room. “ did you want a drink, i have like -- juice and shit too. ” 

[thelovewhisperer]

[gvbriellas-blog1]

once she read his text, she peeled the covers off of her and stood up. gabriella flipped on the light to her room as she glanced at herself in the full length mirror, wondering if she should change out of her sleep clothes. it had just been a pair of shorts and a tee shirt, her normal sleep attire. her hair was a bit tousled from sleeping, so she ran a brush through it before leaving. truthfully, her appearance wasn’t on her mind right now. no matter how hard she tried to hide it by doing herself up, it was obvious that something was wrong. you could see it all over her face. the drive to xander’s was short, so she was over around ten minutes later. trying her best to not be too loud, she walked up to the house and stepped inside, surprised to find that the door had actually been open. “xander?” she called out, her hands shook slightly out of nervousness and as the memory of her nightmare still lingered over her. she bit her lower lip as she shut the front door behind her.

[damnxander-blog]

        when xander heard her voice he instantly got up. when he realized how fast he got up for her a confused look appeared on his face. normally he would just yell out for whatever girl came into his house like a douche bag but this was different now. xander made his way to where she was, something was up because this wasn’t her average get up. although he would never admit it, she still looked good. she looked exhausted and stressed out which struck up concern for him, “ hey -- what’s up ? uh -- everything okay, do i have to kick someone’s ass ? ”

[gvbriellas-blog1]

surprisingly enough, xander was actually awake. but his response came as no surprise to her. it even brought a slight smile to her face, despite her current state of mind. “typical.” she mumbled, as her fingers tapped against the phone screen to type out a response to his text. ‘shut up’ was what she had first sent but a few moments later, she typed out a second text message. part of her almost debated on whether or not she should send it, she held her breath as she pressed send. ‘can i come over?’ gabriella suddenly felt nervous, she had even flipped her phone over, so she couldn’t see the screen. it’s not like it would have been the first time she had been to his place in the early morning, but this time she’d be going over for something other than a hook up.. even though he didn’t know that yet.

[damnxander-blog]

       xander had a grin on his face, he was in the process of replying with yet another stupid text before seeing the second text pop up. he erased what he was typing and came up with something else, ‘ the door’s open babe ’. his reply included the dumb smug emoji of course. after setting the phone down he got up and went to the bathroom to clean up a bit. even though he’s a walking trash bag, when it came to girls and especially gabriella he liked to look decent. and of course smell good. he spent way too much money on cologne. once he finished he went back to the couch and waited impatiently. 

[damnxander-blog]

@veesanchez: I WAS WONDERING WHERE TF U WERE @xndr$$

@veesanchez: but i finally got a night where i could sleep at a reasonable hour bc you weren't there to blast ur music, so yay??? @xndr$$

@xndr$$: @veesanchez give me one min

@xndr$$: @veesanchez do u hear it??

[damnxander-blog]

@princesskenny: @xndr$$ oMG ARE YOU OKAY

@princesskenny: @xndr$$ rip ur cheetos

@xndr$$: @princesskenny im okay im more stressed about the cheetos.

@xndr$$: @princesskenny im still eating them though

[damnxander-blog]

@xndr$$: i cant believe tony the officer threw me in jail for 2 days because i was drunk and made fun of him for getting caught cheating on his wife

@xndr$$: fuck you tony i hope you have a std ya fuckin dick head

@xndr$$: i had a fresh bag of cheetos before i got locked up now theyre stale im pissed

[gvbriellas-blog1]

@damnxander

gabriella eyes were glued to the ceiling of her bedroom. even though the room was pitch black, she couldn’t help but squint up to try to make out the faint outline of her ceiling fan. maybe if she watched it go around a few times it would tire her out, and she could get some sleep. after watching it go around exactly seven times, she was just irritated and gave up the useless idea. a soft sigh fell from her lips as she rolled onto her side, trying her best to get comfortable. it was no use. she had already managed to get an hour of sleep, but was woken up by a nightmare that seemed all too real. she didn’t know how long she had been awake for since then, but all she knew is that she was wide awake. gabriella bit her lower lip before she evidently decided to reach for her phone on her nearby night stand. after a quick adjustment to the bright phone screen she typed out a text. ‘are you awake?’ she paused, reading the message over a few times before finally sending it to xander. 

[damnxander-blog]

    xander was still up, it was like he never slept and if he did it was normally during the day or if he blacked out of course. what was wrong with him, i couldn’t tell you. he was sitting on his couch, just watching some show on animal planet. and of course he was high but when wasn’t he. he had been doing alright on the harder stuff, ever since the day gabriella found out he actually forced himself to do something. xander hasn’t exactly stopped completely but he was somewhat okay. when he got the text from gabriella a stupid chuckle left his lips. --- ‘ yeah why, do u want a dick pic ’ was what he replied with, it wasn’t his fault it was late at night and texts like that were normally a booty call to him. 

[damnxander-blog]

SMS | XANDER

xander: thats my favorite movie shut the fuck up lmao

alex: dude ur fucking weird

xander: im not fuckin weird

xander: its a cinematic masterpiece and tara reid may look like shes on crack but she can still get it

xander: when i have nothing to watch im like o ill just put on sharknado fuck you

[damnxander-blog]

SMS | OPEN

alex: why the fuck is sharknado a thing

xander: thats my favorite movie shut the fuck up lmao

[christopherwooddaily]

Weekend riding with @jdemaray23 🏍🏍

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