I miss you. The words are hollow now like I used up all their meaning over the years. Its been 7 years but your face is perfectly etched into my mind. I saved all our perfect little moments together, neatly file away so when I’m lonely I can put out our memory. You are never too far. I can recall you in a lot of things I do, you come to my mind whenever I hear Elton's John’s Tiny Dancer, Buffalo Springfield’s For Whats Its Worth, and Zeppelins Stairway to Heaven. There are so many things I wish we had time for, I wish you could have known me as an adult. I was such a brat. I’m sorry you only knew me as your child and not your friend. I would have loved to be your friend. I’m getting married dad and you would love Stephen. He is kind and loving. He makes me feel like it's us against the world. I could go anywhere with him and do anything and I know I would be safe. One day he will make a great father. That child will have a piece of you and you will live on. But I must say everything in life is less spectacular without you. I want you to know, I know you did the best you could do and we are all okay. You didn't need to worry about us I will take care of mom. You can rest in peace finally. I’ll see you again one day, I promise.














