To My Surprise, I Don’t Mind
summary: the reader is Phil's girlfriend but she starts messing around with dan behind phils back but phil dosn’t mind because he feels relationship isnt working out.
words: 1537 (seems longer)
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The AC was humming quietly enough to lull me off into a slumber, but I was soon awaken by a familiar voice
“we’re just about there"
"alright" I say groggily.
I wasn't sure if I could drive since I was so tired, so i'm really happy Phil offered to drive. We pull into his and dan's apartment and haul myself out of the car.
Once we walk the many flights of stairs we reach the door. It was already unlocked since dan was there. I always feel guilty when I think or hear his name and
I hate that i'm kind of excited to see him. Me and phil have been in a relationship for around 11 months now, but I have just started to realize the way dan
looks at me, talks to me, and even dresses around me. I have also realized the way I like how he looks at me, I like how he talks to me, and I like how he
dresses around me. With his soft, delicate brown eyes, and his soft lips, and his little nose which if you look at from the side has a little curve in the middle.
"hey. You okay?'' Phil says to me, snapping out of the jungle which is my mind.
''Yeah, no i'm all good.'' I say trying not to yell "I THINK I'M IN LOVE WITH YOUR ROOMATE/BESTFRIEND"
He nods and proceeds to push open the door and a wave of AC hits me and wakes me up.
"Dan" phil yells loud enough for anyone in the lounge to hear.
"yea?'' when I hear his voice my stomach ties itself in a million knots.
''No, but I can't wait so i'm about to go get something.''
''Oh don't worry about it, i'll go pick something up. Phil says leaning against the entrance of the lounge.
I'm hovering behind phil when I catch a glance at dan. He glances over at me and I can see his adam's apple bob.
I see a glint of black hair and a delicate rosy cheek. I swallow hard knowing we're gonna be left alone together. Â I can see the way she looks at me, I can hear
the way she talks to me, I can see the way she dresses around me. I know she likes me, and this isn't my massive ego talking. She gives a phil a kiss and he leaves.
shes trying to convince herself that she loves phil and could never cheat on him. But I know I do something to her. I see her walk to his bedroom to pack her stuff since she was visiting for a couple of days. I get up with my heart beating fast not really sure what the game plan was.I see her looking for something and she start to walk to the bathroom and as soon as her body is  centered in my bedroom doorway I strike. I pin her to the wall beside my door and tower over her, her little grin gives me my permission and I dive into her lips.
Our faces slam together and I notice how it feels better than phil. Dan's lips are chapped but kissable, his warmth surrounds me and I soon realize i'm extremely turned on and I could tell I wasn't the only one as the bulge pressing into me grew. He moved me over to the bed without disconnecting our lips.There's a buzzing in the back of my head telling me to stop but it's too late. He lays me down and starts marking what's his on my neck. I bite my lip to keep any noises from escaping but small whimpers make its way out. He quickly pulled my jeans off while kissing my neck and then making his way to my shirt. I shot my hands up to his hands before he could take my shirt off. He looked up at me with an understanding look and then proceeded to take his pants off. His face and his tone softened for a second and his brown eyes looked up at me
“ Is this ok” he said softly
I nodded and instantly regretted it. How could I do this to phil. It was the spur of the moment and I wasn't thinking. But why is this so much better.
*(the deed happens but this is getting too long so I can’t finish the sexy time.)*
I lay next to him. Were closer than ever now. Physically and emotionally. That was one of the best climaxes i've ever had. We were tired and dizzy when we hear the door open. Dan and I both know what to do. Get up and find my clothes and sprint right next door to phil's room. I’m standing in the middle of his room and underwear and a bra. I find one of his hoodies and throw it on i'm trying to find my shirt but it's not anywhere. I panic as he’s walking closer realizing he’s gonna stop at dan's door, and I hope to god dan is smart because I can’t remember where I put it and he probably just pulled the sheet over his head and my shirts on the floor and so are his and phil's gonn-  I stop and I try to recollect myself and bring myself back into the moment when I catch a glance at myself seeing all the purple-pink bruises on my neck peeking out of the hoodie. I get dizzy and I know what to do. I run to my makeup bag but i’m too late and that's when I go to shreds.
“Hey you, why are you in my hoodie you booger’’ says the deep husky voice that I used to melt to
“Oh, heya, I’m just gonna miss you, what's for dinner?” It was over my voice was shaky and I wasn't facing him
“What's wrong?’’ damnit damnit damnit
“Turn around” he says  damnit damnit damnit
I can hear his feet push into the carpet as he grabs my waist and he spins me around I close my eyes waiting for him to give me the silent treatment. When he gets mad, he doesn't express it, you can just see it in his eyes. Once i’m facing him he speaks softly,
“Oh. those aren't from me.’’ he sounds collected but I can hear the slight hurt in his voice.
“Those are from… really? Dan?’’ I slowly open my eyes looking at the ground then up to phil.
“We should talk” he says his eyes drifting to the ground then pressing his lips together.
He sits me down on his bed. He says he didn't think they should carry on and that everything felt unnatural and forced. He said that he didn't think that it would end like this but he isn’t gonna hate me for it. I hated that i was relieved. Until he said
“I want you and dan to leave. Now”
He said this with no emotion, no facial movement. His beautiful blue and golden eyes that I once fell in love with turned into cold stone. How? Was going through my head
How did he deal with that? How did I never realize this relationship wasn't working out? How did he go from soft blue eyed boy to cold stoned emotionless raven? I was overwhelmed and tears beads started to form.
“You're not the victim, no one's the victim here” he said flatly
“Please go talk to dan” he says with an eyebrow raised
I stood up and walked to dan's door and knocked, a very obviously fake groggy voice called out
I open the door pick up my shirt and my jean and hold them up for me to see.
“Dumbass, were leaving. Get your stuff and get in my car.”
He hops up looking panicked then shifts his eyes behind me. Phil has obviously moved and stood behind me. I shut my eyes as tight as possible and ask every religion to kill me. I’m dealing with every consequence. All dan grabs is his laptop and phone and walks out the door passing me and phil. Phil goes into dans room and I walk away to find dan at the door way. He mouths “i’m sorry”  I shake my head and run into his arms wanting to hide taking in his scent. I hear phil approaching so I step back. Phil shoves a backpack into dan's arms. Dan and phil lock eyes and phil does a quick nod with fond, ocean eyes. The eyes that I fell in love with. I saw his jaw start to tense and quiver.
“Please go” he says as his voice breaks. And that's when me and dan start our ascend down the flights of stairs. Dan's hand finds his way into mine and I don't pull back. We get into the car, he looks at me with with those soft brown eyes that i'm falling in love with and says
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