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Design for a Frontispiece. 1720. Credit line: Gift of Anne K. Jones, in memory of Edward Powis Jones, 2003 https://www.metmuseum.org/art/collection/search/363373

newvision

— Bob Dylan from When the Deal Goes Down on Modern Times (2006)

i am but a girl patiently waiting for the fall so i can be reborn

#dark acadamia aesthetic #dark academia #poc dark academia #dark academia fashion #chaotic academia #chaos #literature #tsh #the secret history #autumn #fall aesthetic #fall

jonimtchell

Lana Del Rey by Francesco Carrozzini for L'Uomo Vogue Magazine

no cause this is actually me-- being unemployed and all this summer.

#asoue aesthetic #asoue netflix #a series of unfortunate events #chaotic academia #chaos #unemployment #im not unemployed #im a philosopher

brb bawling my eyes out and throwing up

#dark academia #dark acadamia aesthetic #chaotic academia #poc dark academia #asoue netflix #asoue aesthetic #a series of unfortunate events #love #im cryin #need to go outside

a series of unfortunate events is the ultimate chaotic academia tv show

nph alone proves my point.

#dark academia #light academia #dark acadamia aesthetic #poc dark academia #chaotic academia #asoue netflix #a series of unfortunate events #asoue aesthetic

sidereusimber

Psyche Weeping, Kinuko Y. Craft I Ophelia, Friedrich Wilhelm Theodor Heyser

ohgodohfuckidontknow

eurydice - sarah ruhl

inspired by “back to the old house” by the smiths

I see the old house,

Where we spent so much of our time

Sitting on the windowsill

Looking up into the sky

Counting how many sparrows

Circled around us.

You watched as they ruled the sky,

But I prefer swimming in the blue of your eyes.

What I would give

To go back to that house.

To throw myself into the sea.

And you never knew,

How much I really liked you

Cause I never even told you,

But I meant to.

Maybe its for the best,

Thrusting myself into the unknown sea

Than risk losing what we have.

But as I sit on the windowsill of the old house,

Looking at the sparrow in the sky,

I know I’d still do anything for you,

And what hurts most is that

you’ll never know.

…I should have risked it :/

#dark academia #dark acadamia aesthetic #poc dark academia #poetry #mediocre #the smiths #chaotic academia #hopeless #romantic #literature #reading #poemsoftheday #short poem

typicalabdullah

Darkness cannot drive out darkness: only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate: only love can do that.

Martin Luther King Jr

daniel. fucking. arlington.

#chaotic academia #dark academia #dark acadamia aesthetic #poc dark academia #reading #ninth house #leigh bardugo #darlington #daniel arlington #literally #my love #my health #my heart #my soul

mitskey

But scenery without solace is meaningless. —Mitch Albom, The Five People You Meet in Heaven

dionysian-mystery

Outfit from LizakoshtClothing

teesatztexte

Even though I am not there yet , i want to be vocal. I want to be able to express what i want and it to feel more natural as i go. If my voice trembles and my knees are weak when expressing myself or setting boundaries, thats fine, because I am new to this and proud that i stood up for myself.

Even though i am not there yet, i want to make myself more available. I dont want to pull out of friendships or relationships because i am afraid of the depth of human relationships. I don‘t want to hod back my enotions and brush things off with a half assed „I am fine“ when someone asks. I want to share the good bits and the bad ones as well i want to hear them from the people around me. I want to spontaneously have people over and be the first person to be told news and to do everything to help. I want to be someones first adress, bc i always am available to them, just as people are to me. Even though i might feel a little ridiculous while taking steps towards it right now, i will have honored my feelings and my wish for connection, when being available.