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Love letter

If I tried to write a love letter id probably run out of ink,

I’m infatuated with your mind,

And inspired by the way that you think,

Motivated by how you overcame all your struggles ,

And I like how you never lost your wild side even though you made it out the jungle,

I wish that you could see yourself the way that I see you,

But then again there’s probably things you see in me that I see right through,

But I see a light in you,

That could probably make heaven jealous,

But you see a light in me no matter how dark it seems while this picture develops,

You got a quiet confidence that I find to be enticing,

My heart was in a rut so you came and shut things down and now writing love letters seem exciting,

I never understood how the ones that got left was the right thing,

Until you came around and found me ,

Funny thing is I never knew I was hiding,

I was a little torn up,

You came and patched me up,

I seen you as a friend first so now I don’t know if I wanna kiss you or dap you up,

Call you bae or call you bruh,

I don’t wanna close my eyes,

I don’t wanna fall asleep,

I don’t wanna miss a thing ,

I don’t wanna blink ,

I tried to write a love letter but I don’t wanna use the ink,

Let’s just write it on our hearts,

Tell me what you think.

#love #lovelettercollection

Everything is literally so fucked I honestly duno what the fuck we doing anymore

What if you had it all

But nobody to call?

Maybe then you'd know me

'Cause I've had everything

But no one's listening

And that's just fucking lonely

The hardest thing I have learned is I can't help myself

I can't trust my worth

Then I can't trust my words

Accepting is not my fault but I'm the one to blame

And I, know I've got to change

No, I'm not ashamed

You've given me all of your time

You've been there for all of my crimes

You've shown me there's flaws in blue skies

Only you, only you.

There’s a shell but cannot find the peace

Numb and telling myself it’s okay when it never is

I improve but still stand in the same path

Broken , trying to put the pieces back

I don’t know what to do anymore

It’s to constantly be distracted from still thoughts that make me wonder what can we really do when you finally listen to them.

Chasing for no real cause

Running from yourself

Constantly trying to be somebody that maybe someone will finally understand

the end result

Always the same.

I miss you so much.

I miss talking to you and laughing.

I miss kissing you and smiling.

I miss hugging you and holding.

I miss the butterflies in my stomach when you message me.

I miss the rush in my heart when you lay on me.

But what I miss most was being happy when you where around me.

#imissyou #personal #love

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I can’t sleep because I don’t want to wake up from it,

I can’t sleep because I’m drowning in it,

I can’t sleep because everytime I close my eyes I see a life I never had,

I can’t sleep because it’s too good to be true.

dancingwiththedevil666

This album/ song brings so much uncontrollable emotion to so many events of my life, to the people I’ve loved and lost to the hope and lost hope I’ve had in this world. It’s amazing how much music can have a affect on someone. How much someone’s music can have an impact on your life.

It’s beautiful It’s simply beautiful.

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I think what hurts the most about being alone is how much love you have to give yet no one to give it to. At times it feels like an emptiness that devours you whole. You desire to make a meaningful connection yet have always been outcasted for being too intense, too strange, and too obsessed for most. It’s this need to connect yet feeling like an annoyance whenever you reach out to someone. You grow too easily attached to people who show you attention. That you can detect the slightest change in tone and behavior. The tendency to overthink and over feel simultaneously is crushing like a knot in your chest on fire. Then when things fall by the wayside you become more isolated even suicidal to a degree. You’ve become accustomed to loneliness but it’s never sat right with you. You feel like your wasting away and not living up to your potential. And there’s nothing you can do and nowhere you can go.

You dream up these fantasies in your head of someone special. Usually whoever you’re infatuated with. To you, it’s not just a concept. It matters so much more to you than that. You are extremely forgiving of flaws because you recognize your own and would hate for someone to judge you base solely on them. You imagine them in front of you and how they would react. Playing out scenarios in your head with even the most subtle signs of intimacy. From the way, they look at you to the way they embrace you and laugh with you. Even to imagine how it would be to make passionate love to them.

Then you realize ten times outta ten it never goes that way. Most of the time connections just fade or completely burn out before they had a chance to begin. No one ever sticks around let alone reciprocates or even comes close to you at that depth you’re at. So in some cynical joke, you are a hopeless romantic who somehow thrives on a dead dream. And being so stubborn in your heart you cant let it go completely. You hold out hope that if by just chance or fate, that things would be different just this one time. So, in essence, you pretty much destroy and rebuild yourself every time. And you are just exhausted with trying to the point of not even bothering anymore. To never reach out to anyone ever again for further risk of getting your hopes up. And it hurts because there will always be that part of you waiting for something that never comes.

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Couldn’t of said it better myself

Stop lying to yourself

Life ain't shit

We're just kids but society tells us otherwise,

Why should we know what should be,

Without knowing whom we are,

Too much expectations,

To much hope,

With all that is left is constant disappointment

We will self destruct