I know I didnāt say much when answering all of your asks (if i said anything at all), but I want to sincerely thank all of you for all of the support and love youāve shown me recently.
Please give love to the other blogs experiencing hate right now, Iām not the only one.Ā
I also want to mention that this hate wonāt change the way I run dandybek. This will still be a roleplay blog.Ā
Iām having a hard time addressing this.Ā
Scrolling through my dash and seeing your support has really helped me. I canāt thank all of you enough for the kind messages, asks, and posts.Ā
It still feels very strange to me. I have had very severe problems with anxiety and self harm in the past, and Iām not the only one. Sending people hate, people with thoughts, people with feelings, is monstrous. It makes you hate yourself, even though you did nothing wrong.Ā
For those who have sent me hate, I want you to know exactly how much you hurt me. I canāt look at the wordĀ ādeservedā anymore without panicking and thinking about your awful words. I was too scared to even open my ask box. I was scared to check my messages. I was scared to be on tumblr, which is a read shame considering that this is aĀ āsafeā place for many. I couldnāt sleep last night. I keep thinking about what someone might have done to you (them) that would trigger you (them) to lash out at me.Ā
What can you do to help?Ā
I want to use this as an opportunityĀ to spread some positivity in the fandom.Ā
If youāre reading this, go send 5 different blogs some love in their inbox. (Not me.) It can be anon or not, but try your best to make someoneās day.Ā
Make a post telling a blog how much you appreciate their work. Gift someone writing, or artwork. Make someone feel special.Ā
Tag everything as #YoiPositivityMovement , especially in the asks. I want to see how much love we can spread.Ā
Example: anonymous asked: youāre gr8 #yoipositivitymovement
Reblog this. Spread the word. Spread positivity.Ā