Sinful Secrets

A collection of poetry noir from writer, Sandy Sinn with various erotic photos and comments.

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Me in different styles....

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This little bear is saying hello.

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...because that's all that matters right now!

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Alone Together

I always had an attraction to him. It wasn't a sexual attraction, but a sort of personality attraction, the kind that makes you connect right upon first introductions. So I ended up with the wrong guy. I finally got the right one only to lose him and watch him die slowly. I believed in my vision of him being sober, happy and doing Good"s work. I trusted because I am never wrong on these things. So I believed in something so much that it made me believe in him as well. This building up of his character made him happy for a fleeting moment. He began to take care of himself again and he also began to get well. Everything, though, is temporary. He did his time, he started back up, and he lost the desire for healing or God completely again. Even after his spiritual experience he raved about to me, he lost sight of God's purpose for himself. I failed my. "mission". I didn't come to point him to God again. I came to sever it instead by my I ability to handle my mental health issues, my inexperience with emotions and my ever-leaving sexuality. I know I don't initiate sex. He's dying from his hernia...still. I don't want to hurt him, and I fear a lot of his holding back is from psychological issues related to his trauma. Understandable, but a girl doesn't do well with being let down when she tries to come onto him, not since blatantly dejected and passed up for hookers with my old relationship.

So here I sit this morning reflecting on the future with him. How to I abandon myself to feelings of love, wonder and purpose only to have to watch it simultaneously deteriorate before me? How do I love him only to lose him again and watch him go downhill? I don't know how other than to count each day as a blessing and to continue to have hope for myself in being someone that helps do God's will. This forces me to mature, believe , grow with God, and be I involved in a bigger picture of salvation and peace. If I don't place so much stock in him but rather focus on myself and my growth, maybe I can do this. I have to savor these times, the good times, because they are quickly coming to a screeching halt soon. I messed up and didn't do what I came to do. I'm being punished now. If there is any hope for him reconciling with God, I pray that God would make a way, and that I would be strong and courageous enough to handle my task this time.

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Custom erotic Mini reads by Sandy Sinn

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My thoughts whirl like tumbleweeds. Only some catch on the fences as they bustle away in the breeze. I'm left with the thoughts that "catch". Those are the ones that my mind and heart hold important enough to keep... But why these thoughts do I bless by trapping them into my consciousness? Maybe I must become not the "fence that traps the weeds, but instead learn to become The Wind that propels them to tumble. By Sandy Sinn #sexywritergirl , #dirtybigirly ,#eroticfictionwriter ,#erotica ,#poetrynoir ,#poetrygirl ,#poetrywriter ,#poetry ,#poetryporn ,#poetrysociety ,#poetryofinstagram ,#poetryisnotdead ,#poetryislife ,#poetryofig ,#poetrycommunity ,#poetrylovers ,#poemsarelife ,#poem ,#poemporn ,#poemsbyme ,#poems ,#poemsdaily ,#poemsdaily ,#poemsofinstagram ,#poemoftheday ,#oem ,#californiagirl https://www.instagram.com/p/CCURrdfgCqo/?igshid=2qh8pee9ys4x

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Yes, sometimes people are just beautiful...shining from the inside out! https://www.instagram.com/p/CCRNrEYABue/?igshid=49kaafak37nq

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I'm doing Double Scrub at home and then gonna do my man... #sexywritergirl #dirtybigirly , #eroticfictionwriter , #erotica, #inkedup , #inkedgirls , #girlswithink ,#tattooedgirls , #tattooart , #girlswithtattoos , #tattedup , #tattoosleeve , #tattoo , #caligirl https://www.instagram.com/p/CCOjP5cAen0/?igshid=6mv3hsxgfgnh

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"Love Prematurely" - by Sandy Sinn #sexywritergirl , #poetrynoir , #poetrygirl , #poetrywriter , #poem ,#poetry ,#poetrysociety ,#poetryofinstagram , #poetsofinstagram , #poetryisnotdead ,#poetryislife ,#poetryislife ,#poetryofig , #poetrycommunity , #poem , #poems , #poemsdaily ,#poemas ,#dirtybigirly ,#eroticfictioneriter ,#erotica , #eroticart , #californiagirl https://www.instagram.com/p/CBv8BU6AxC-/?igshid=1m2gdj2o36exy

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Harsh words hurt... #sexywritergirl , #dirtybigirly , #eroticfictioneriter , #erotica , #poetrynoir , #poetrygirl , #poem , #poetsofinstagram , #poetryofinstagram , #poetryisnotdead ,#poems , #poemsofinstagram , #poemsdaily , #poemoftheday , #californiagirl , #tattooedgirls , #tattooart , #tattooedgirlsdoitbetter , #tattoo , #tattoos, #inked, #inkedup , #inkedgirls , #inkedgirl https://www.instagram.com/p/CBgxcANgpNE/?igshid=16qb33f4bq7k6

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Lilac eyes...the " Windows To The Soul"... My Soul My soul is a warrior From the rubble it stands Fighting for love Making new plans My soul is injured But it fights to go on Breaking out of the darkness Finding the ray of the dawn Living inside me. My soul lives and it breathes It births all the goodness That lives inside me Though meant to be taken My soul couldn't not care Ran out from the darkness Found true strength waiting there -By Sandy Sinn , #sexywritergirl , #poetrynoir , #poetrygirl , #poem ,#poetry , #poetsofinstagram ,#poetrywriter , #eroticfictioneriter , #erotica , #californiagirl , #dirtybigirly , #poemoftheday , #poetryofinstagram https://www.instagram.com/p/CBgkwN5giMV/?igshid=suqqchsfik62