being thin is all i think about

tw: anorexia, bulimia, eating disorder related material. About Me: asherbean.carrd.co                                                                                                         hey, my name's asher n this is my sideblog. i'm a 16 year old enby struggling with an undiagnosed eating disorder n this is where i come to vent n support others as well. this blog is basically going to be my journal (: SW: 117 lbs CW: 105 lbs LW: 104.8 lbs GW: 100 lbs UGW: 95 lbs

[dangerousllydainty]

i reached my GW ! i’m 105 lbs ! y a y

now to reach my UGW

[skin-daydreams]

Me @ myself

[lmaohowamistillalive]

@/lttlestars on instagram 💓

[dangerousllydainty]

i feel like i’ll never be what i want to be i’ll always look at others n want to be something else i wish i wanted to be me

[macierzysta]

[dangerousllydainty]

i decided i’m ignoring everything.

[skinnygirlcornerrr]

when I eat too much it makes my stomach hurt.

when I eat too much I lose my progress.

when I eat too much I gain weight.

when I eat too much I am not in control.

when I eat too much I am unproductive.

when I eat too much I look bloated.

when I eat too much I hurt at practice.

when I eat too much I am not perfect.

[dangerousllydainty]

omg guys i’m only 7 lbs away from my UGW-

that doesn’t seem like enough to get me to where i wanna be tho

[dangerousllydainty]

i feel like i shouldn’t, but i’m going to throw up again

[194731902589621589532-deactivat]

[konoko]

[limit]

9:56PM

[valentina-poem]

[dangerousllydainty]

do you ever feel conflicted when forced to eat what everyone else at family dinner is eating so they don’t notice anything suspicious? like do i eat a tiny bit cos it wont matter? do i just eat as much as i want n throw it up afterwards?? what do i do? i feel bad when i throw up someone else’s food that they put effort into but i always go with the second option.

[nobrashfestivity]

Edward Hopper, Studies of Hands

more

[anxietyproblem]

[ballpointe]

things you don’t point out about people:

acne

cuts

Scars

body hair in places you’re not used to it being???

fat rolls/curves

how much/how little they’re eating

how skinny they are/what bones they can see because of how skinny they are

How fat they are.

If they have crooked or misaligned teeth maybe even yellowed

If they sweat a lot

don’t do it

don’t