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[daphnebluesky]

i’m not here anymore

my eyes see everything and nothing at all

i am somewhere else entirely

watching my life from behind a glass wall

a split happened and i don’t know when

or where i’ve been

how do i get back?

[daphnebluesky]

perfection will not come

[daphnebluesky]

you are more than an idea

you are more than a fantasy

you are a living, breathing person

flawed and scared

how lucky am i to get to know the real you

how lucky am i to tear out your walls brick by brick

how grateful i am for this lesson

i will not let my dreams haunt my waking hours

you are not a concept or a blueprint

i will not throw you out with the drafts

[daphnebluesky]

i’m gonna be okay

…. right?

[daphnebluesky]

nothing is sacred anymore

[daphnebluesky]

rusted bridges

train tracks and graffiti are calling me home

i miss the adventure.

i used to be sick when it had meaning

i used to be sick in precarious places

find art in my thoughts and give them to the creek in the underpass

now it’s just inconvenient

now i’m just sick of doing nothing

[daphnebluesky]

i’m trying to slow down

can’t you see i’m trying?

[daphnebluesky]

a stranger by the river offers me a drink and i feel alive again

[daphnebluesky]

how lucky are we to have so much to lose?

[daphnebluesky]

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[daphnebluesky]

i know i will look back on this with nostalgia but the now just keeps slipping through my fingers. the future does not exist the future does not exist

[daphnebluesky]

“beautiful is being seen”

[daphnebluesky]

[daphnebluesky]

i would cut myself

and let you taste how i bleed

if that would make you love me

the way that i need

[daphnebluesky]

it will be

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