DarbyFalling

Tbh just kinda here to talk about the stuff that’ll concern everyone on my main social media. If I’m here, usually a bad sign but fuck it lol. I’ll be venting, a LOT about mostly ED stuff but not only that, so be warned in advance if you’re not cool with that stuff. 17 They/She.

[darbyfalling]

Oh yeah, guess I should share this since I’m on Edblr. Sorry, new here.

CW: 221

SW: 227

GW: not really decided but somewhere between 160-170. (Ik that sounds high but I’m 6’1 and AMAB so I feel like I’d look pretty!!)

[darbyfalling]

Hey. Active as of now, I spiraled a bit and forgot to use social media then actually started to feel better, but, hey it doesn’t really ever last, does it. I used to try to keep myself going towards recovery because I love my boyfriend. And I still do, but, I don’t feel like I’m enough for them anyways. I need to look better. I want to be perfect.

[darbyfalling]

I’m happy that I love black coffee, I don’t know what I would do if I had to count the milk or cream calories for every cup I have, would be fucking hell

[darbyfalling]

When one of your bandmates calls another one “the most malnourished one here” and I’m just over here like

God I wish that I could do that

[m0nster4dinner]

how am i supposed to live love restrict in these conditions

[darbyfalling]

Alright my chest is pounding and I feel like it’s gonna explode

AM I

1. Dehydrated

2. Fasting

3. Something’s actually happening

STAY TUNED TO FIND OUT

[fatestmodelinthebureau]

[darbyfalling]

Guess who’s got a reasonable excuse to skip breakfast AND lunch because she’s leaving soon for a shopping trip :)

[vincent-van-gtg]

[fitnessdesire]

Can’t risk it

[laderdesders1]

The duck of creativity. I waited so long for it.

[stixy]

My mans

[vampcubus]

FUCK GIMME- *grabby hans*

[cavern-raccoon]

Hand it OVER

[spidey-reids-2003-deactivated20]

NOPE NOT RISKING ANYTHING O’ GREAT DUCK OF CREATIVITY

[elibeeline]

Gimme gimme gimme (a plan after midnight)

[weird-dere-fics]

Pain lmao

[just-starwberri]

Fuck. Okay. can’t risk it

[strawberrystarcake]

can’t risk it can’t risk it

[transmasc-wizard]

fucking hell

[h4rmcore]

not gonna risk this ducky

[tobi-with-an-i-deactivated20220]

ITS DAVE

[dizzyanddreaming103]

AugustTheDuck be like.

[us3less-ric3cake]

duck

[hungrie1boi]

Not risking it lol

[darbyfalling]

Sorry y’all I’m too good of a songwriter not to reblog this just in case, I can’t lose my ability to songwrite if I already don’t have a pop star body </3

[darbyfalling]

Off topic but we need some of that sometimes :)

Megadeth is such a great band!!! Holy Wars is one of the best songs ever

[darbyfalling]

I’m addicted to the exercise bike it makes me feel so skinni and I’m net -937 today 😍😍

[organicclown]

the androgynous urge to befriend everyone on edblr

[darbyfalling]

……..

Yep

[darbyfalling]

Welp positives and negatives. Down from 227 to 221, not bad, made me happy after I got an hour in on the exercise bike without questions again, but one of my childhood heroes died today and I don’t really think I’m processing it that well, I just need to go home and sob for 3 hours

[darbyfalling]

Hehehe i love sneakily going for 71 minutes on the exercise bike without question from family, makes me feel skinni

[darbyfalling]

Trying to fast today for the first time in a while.. let’s hope I can make it without my family making me fuck it up 😌

[darbyfalling]

I’m gonna go film a music video and pretend all my problems are acting :)

[milkfree]

🦋💗✨reblog to lose 15lbs this March✨💗🦋