Darby's World ♕

Orange County girl, 19, living in England. Follow me on this roller coaster of a life <3

[love-in-black-white]

[fitnessmadness]

[staypozitive]

[love-personal]

[fred-wilson]

[c-isnenegro]

[female-fitnessinspiration]

[ilikellamasx-deactivated2012062]

[pokec0re]

[darbysbefore-blog]

and finely, I do.

[sayohla]

[darbysbefore-blog]

Not a bullshit anti-suicide plead.

I've been there, scrolling through this damn website staring at pictures of cutting, starving, reading posts from people considering suicide, and considering it myself.

Pain is relative, I have no idea how you're feeling, but I can promise you that I have spent years wanting nothing more than to die. Thinking that my life was doomed and I was destined to live a miserable try-fail life.

You don't need to hear about my pain, what you do need to hear is that somehow, I am happy.

You really don't know what is just around the corner. All of those times and things that made me want to run away and die, they don't matter anymore, but they could have stolen away all that I have now.

You have the power, and even when it feels like you just cant make it through, you can't face even getting out of bed, or spending a day clean, things fucking change.

Don't be a pussy like I almost was. Push on, push through.

[gosh]

[writeloveinthe-stars]

[toshio]

[darbysbefore-blog]

Yo bitches, I'm back! xoxo

[misswallflower]

[darbysbefore-blog]

Life complete. #barbie #kinderegg #chocolate