hide-and-seek without you

system blog. body is 22. he/him collectively. blog wip

[dareka-e-no-requiem]

[ temporary pinned post ] 📌

we're an adult (22) and disabled mentally. this blog is to document and journal our experiences as a system.

please be respectful. we can only give small advices to others, if more than that please talk to a trusted therapist.

⚠️may contain vents (self-harm, bullying, depression, suicide, hypersexuality, etc)

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please call us comet if you don't know who's fronting. some of us aren't comfortable using our names out in the blog. there are 50+ people here and possibly more; so it is hard to keep track.

and remember: we are all people, just like you and me. be kind.

—🌟☁️☄️ [last edited; 30/12/2025]

[dareka-e-no-requiem]

this is just 7kotos at this point what is wrong with all of us

-🪞[she/he]

[dareka-e-no-requiem]

truly our 09 09 09

-🍃[he/him]

[dareka-e-no-requiem]

if you're confused why they're in the 0909 outfit; it started off that way because they both were supposed to be something for me to vent/project on

im making these to mostly vent my past years of grief that i went through as a teenager with huge mental issues

while eventually i do get some closure in the future, i want to focus the hurt and want to express it in a healthier way rather than just suppressing it for years like how ive been doing

-🍃 [he/him]

[dareka-e-no-requiem]

truly our 09 09 09

-🍃[he/him]

[dareka-e-no-requiem]

this entire system is going to be run by mikoto fictives at this point

-🪞[she/he]

[dareka-e-no-requiem]

it hurts so much bro 😂😂😂

-🍃[he/him]

bro are you okay. blink if you need help

-🎐[he/she/it]

[dareka-e-no-requiem]

my brain feels like im being lobotomized sometimes /lh

-🎀 [she/they/bow/doll]

[leathersys]

on having a "collective consciousness"

[dadada-darling]

can i get more miis to fall in love with him just so i can see a horrific love hexagon

[dareka-e-no-requiem]

i need like 3 more miis to fall for him just for fun and watch it crumble when one of them confess and 4 others follow in . god let it be real. (irl 💥 has multiple people insys wanting him)

[dareka-e-no-requiem]

do we got the torture labyrinth tomorrow

-🍯[she/he]

[dareka-e-no-requiem]

awesome! theyre putting me in the torture labyrinth tomorrow 💛💛💛💛💛 i love facing torture labyrinth 💛💛💛💛 gotta punch someone in the system tomorrow 💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛

-🍯[she/he]

[dareka-e-no-requiem]

do we got the torture labyrinth tomorrow

-🍯[she/he]

[dareka-e-no-requiem]

ptsd

[dareka-e-no-requiem]

i could rant all day about how our family is neglectful ever since we were born but that would take a while so im using my time to clean and there are still ants everywhere

it doesnt help that our mom has a hoarding addiction and she isnt even helping with costs of cleaning pest and other necessaries and our storage room littered with all of her products she ordered online from all over the years. and she spends her money ON DRINKING and call us irresponsible for buying something once

if you ask why we havent moved out yet; our parents dont allow us to. we still depend on them for college and theyre planning to keep us trapped in their home till we finally get a job (+ that we have to look after a dog that needs care constantly)

i just want to get out already living in a toxic family household is draining our mental health

-📝[she/her]

[satanfemme]

[dareka-e-no-requiem]

me last 2017 when 🍬 left me

-🍃 [he/him]

[dareka-e-no-requiem]

what the hell sure

(all of these is lighthearted)

-🍃 [he/him]

[dareka-e-no-requiem]

looking at my source gives me second-hand embarrassment because now i understand why people were being mean when i was fronting and changing our social medias to That guy and i never understood it back then

tbh people need to be nicer to fictives from problematic sources because they cant control what theyre born as, its not good to treat them as the character itself

i have friends who are systems and they giggle when they know my source its that funny 😭😭😭😭😭

-🍃 [he/him]