amarah

she/they II mr. darcy supremacy

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imagine if instead of having to write out your story ideas you could plug a memory stick into your head and every idea that comes up automatically transfers onto it and you could share your book like that

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i hate young being defined as being seven. to be young is to be reckless with a million dreams and flushed cheeks with sparkling eyes. there’s no limit to being young. to hell with maturing!

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idc if i flinch at sudden movements and tell everyone i’m too awkward for hugs- randomly wrap your arms around me, grab my hand, give me platonic cheek kisses.

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set goals that will motivate you, not make you degrade yourself.

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stop kicking yourself over a past you can't change. if anything let it motivate you to be better.

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random person on the internet here to tell u to live ur beautiful, fragile life to it’s fullest.

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don’t fall in love with me or else u’ll find ur name graffitied on everything i own 

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i want to be a part of a knit-tight friendship group where we translate papers into greek for fun, jumble latin into sentences, stay up till 3 am highly-caffeinated doing jigsaws, scribbling poetry in biro on public spaces, driving anywhere with no decided destination, using darling and sweetheart but platonically. i want it so bad it physically hurts.

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the sun is so underrated. like yes the moon is gorgeous and she’s so pretty but we all dedicate poems to her and forget he who brings us light and warmth. the sun moves for the moon so that she can shine. even though we can’t look at him directly, it doesn’t mean we can’t appreciate his existence. he deserves so much more recognition :(

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i hope that whilst ur doing something (whether that’s joining in a social activity, going on a walk or baking brownies in ur kitchen) u take a step back and think “damn, i’m actually happy” and feel the warmth of happiness embrace u.

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i could quote a deep sylvia plath line and then make a “DEEZ NUTS” joke 3 seconds after

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what if u find a tree that's perfect for resting by whilst u read and so it becomes ur comfort reading area. one day u accidentally leave ur book there but when u go back the next day to get it u realise there’s a handwritten love letter in between pages but it has no signature. u write one back and put the book back by the tree. this letter-carrying continues for a few months until one day someone comes up to the tree whilst ur reading the book. they have an envelope and pen in their hand. they look around the tree for something and then notice what ur reading. they gasp, “oh my gosh ur them!”

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the problem is i want a s/o who’s in love with life and at peace with nature and everything makes them feel warm and they love to talk and make poems about the moon but i also want them to hate everyone and everything but only have a soft spot for me.

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there are so many languages i want to learn, books i want to read, places i want to visit but im here lying down with no motivation to go anywhere but to the kitchen.

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me: "i have high standards”

*also me having a crush on the person who held the door open for me 3 months ago*

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the problem is that i want to have a pretty feed with breath-taking posts but i feel the need to tell my zero followers that im craving margarita pizza.

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me: failing physics, biology, chemistry, german etc.

also me: hmmm, todays a good day to learn phrases from a dead language.