DarkAngel

They/Them, 30 I don't even know anymore. I'm rather depressed sorry. Total trash mammal~ Overthink everything

[dark-angel666]

Enemies to lovers should absolutely never start with sexual assault. It should exist as “I’m going to stand in your way, I’m going to put too much coffee in your sugar’. When violence is involved especially SA that’s not your lovers that’s your victim.

[dark-angel666]

“What’s your plan B?” Motherfucker I didn’t have a plan A, I didn’t think I’d make it to 16 and now I’m 30, this shit is out of control.

[theflagscene]

The level of nonchalance and just bone deep understanding that he doesn’t have to move a muscle as one of the top racers in the country does high speed circles around him whilst hitting other people on purpose is extremely sexy of Kenta, ngl. Him just casually turning to watch as Kim continues to circle him, closing in closer and closer with smaller spins, burning literal rubber off of his tires from his speed, yet Kenta doesn’t even attempt to step back. The level of trust between these two! It might not be a fully emotional trust yet, but the trust in their abilities and physical safety is just *chef’s kiss*

Seriously, loving the KimKenta craze this season.

[pointlesscandies]

Hang in there Kim I promise you'll get a boyfriend out of it

[dark-angel666]

Anyone else in the Jack & Joker:U Steal My Heart! Fandom ever think about how dramatically different everything could be had Jack just looked in that wallet? Coz I have like probably an unhealthy amount. Like I’ve got multiple alt timelines in my head but the main two points of change would be Joke never goes to prison and Jack never gets a taste of hope. In the basic sense Jack wouldn’t have followed Joke so he wouldn’t have had his hero moment and Joke would’ve had his shit well and truly fucking rocked so in no shape to be robbing a bank the next day. The following will just be an interpretation from a theatre bitch with too much free time and a creative writing void to fill so if it seems OOC oops I guess.

So Jack hands the Carbon situation over to his boss and goes back to find Joke gone and the wallet on the bar and naturally checks inside to see if there is an ID to make sure it belongs to who he thinks it does and maybe a “if found return to”.card only to discover it’s actually Carbons. So he takes it over to Carbon who lets be real throws a tantrum and gets Jack fired blaming him for the missing money (that’s still sitting on the bar btw). So instead of chasing after Joke to return the wallet which lead to him saving Rosé and Joke from the thugs he goes home to await the fate of working for boss. Without that moment of feeling like a hero, like no matter how poor he was he could still do good things and help people he was left trapped in that feeling of hopelessness so he never tried to get the loan for the school. I’m sure he’d had the idea for it before that night but without that core event of being a hero he wouldn’t think of it as anything but a fools dream. This means he never went to the bank and met Joke again where even tho the result was chaotic the belief and intent behind Jokes actions of giving him the money left a deep sense of hope and without that hope Jack probably would’ve been less inclined to help people because it never did him any good (returned a wallet got fired) and no one ever helped him out of his poverty (coach was a dick) so was he cutting off fingers? No. He wasn’t that dark side but he wasn’t gonna waste his own money on helping others when no one went out of their way to help him. I also would like to think he’d be a bit smarter? Or jaded maybe? Whatever it is but don’t bloody trust Save, the thief Joker robbed the bank coz it’s shady! That was your first clue Jack. Side tracked by OG timeline sorry. This also means that he has almost no reason to hate Joke coz for all he knows the dude saw the wallet on the ground and put it on the bar top so staff would find it, his main antagonist would be Carbon (who in a timeline shift could avoid prison and actually be Rosé bodyguard and love interest).

So Joke runs into Rosé and well gets his shit rocked. So instead of Jack running in and saving his man it goes more like the big show picks up the “stick” and adds more injury to insult. Let’s assume dudes got better thing to do then cop a murder rap on a little smart ass so he leaves him alive but bloodied, bruised and broken to the point where he doesn’t go home but instead wakes up in hospital and as a result never robs the bank.. This attack leaves him mentally scared, he’s changed which his family can tell causing them to give him distance and pulling back on the pressure of education and career as it is made clear by the police investigating the incident that wasn’t a fight or brawl it was a one sided “random” attack on Joke. So they back off coz well it makes sense to let him work through it and make his way back to a normal life but also tryna work out that family’s problems is a whole other therapy session that I ain’t got time for so back to Joke. So when I first thought about the Joke side of this butterfly effect I pondered him just doing a full dark side coz the first time he had one on one directly helping someone they ran and left him for dead but I think at his core Joke values forgiveness and understanding. We see this most in the first time Tattoo steals the necklace when Jokes attitude towards the situation immediately changed once he understood tattoos motivation to save his mother. So I think once Joke is released from the hospital he put his energy and skills into understanding the situation he stumbled into starting with who this woman was and why was she worth kidnapping? Maybe the big show let the name Rosé slip while he was beating Joke to a pulp or Joke overheard something at the police station while they swept his attack under the rug as a random act of violence because the four horsemen have their finger in every pie but he gets enough info to start his descent into the empire of greed and lies. What started as his search for answers into his own attack leads to exposing the underbelly of the world around him and sets him on a journey to infiltrate and burn down the system of corruption from the inside out. On this journey he happens to run into a bartender he once met whose long festering rage at those who keep him in poverty can be unleashed by that smile he found so cute.

So instead of a debt collector with a heart of gold and a strong moral compass learning to forgive a thief with the best intentions we get two men bonding over their desire to see an empire of corruption and greed be left as a burning pile of rubble……. or something like that.

So anyone else have those thoughts or just me?

[dark-angel666]

I feel like I’m being bleed dry in absolute silence

[dark-angel666]

It’s not that you couldn’t be there when I needed you it’s just that you didn’t want to be

[dark-angel666]

When I ask if you “okay” or “alive?” It ain’t rhetorical I genuinely care and worry please let me know that you good

[dark-angel666]

I want to shrink and make myself smaller so that those who broke me don’t feel bad for the pain they inflicted. I’d rather shut myself away in the darkest parts of myself so that they can feel comfortable within our shared social situations and the worst part is they don’t even know or worse maybe they don’t care that they have broken me completely… again

[htvpgenny]

“It’s hard to wait around for something you know might never happen; but its harder to give up when you know its everything you want.”

- Unknown

[silent-insanities]

You hurt me, and I’m the one who apologized.

[tornskinpoetry]

"You never wanted me but you went out of your way to make it seem like you did."

And the worst part is I fell for all of it - you included // What I want to say {m.a}

[battle-with-bipolar]

[sickandinlove7]

You know what sucks? Not only do I constantly want to see you and hug you and talk to you, I constantly want to talk about you to whoever will listen. I want to talk about how I miss you and want to see you. I want to ask people how you’re doing and what you’re up to. It sucks and I hate it.

[htvpgenny]

I’ve never met anyone else like you. And I don’t think I ever will…And I’m not saying that cause it's cliché…I’m saying that because no one ever moved me the way that you do.

[hopefullyiwontbefound]

“Knowing that even though I am his, he will never truly be mine; eats me alive”

- Myself, one year and six months into our relationship…

[htvpgenny]

“I’m worried that nothing else will ever feel like love again after you.”

- Truth is I'm terrified