My poor food balloon, I can hardly move it’s pathetic 🥵😳
I’m literally spiralling towards super morbid obesity. I feel my heart race as I eat until I’m numb and dazed. I accept it every time I grab my cellulite ridden belly hang, give it a wobble and understand that I’m too far gone. I can barely move, everything is excruciating when on my feet, every heavy step, I ache just getting out of bed. I need help with such basic things it’s absolutely embarrassing.
My care worker/nurse does the hard stuff that requires movement and helps me with stuff Im too obese to do alone. She’s lovely and makes my massive meals for the freezer/fridge + cleans everything for me + clears the takeout bags. My life these days is four walls and a mattress. I’m more obese than I ever thought I could get. I don’t get up, I ask for help, because I know what’s good for me. I stuff myself unhealthy, my stomach comically large as I beg for another box of donuts to be brought up. it reminds me to slow down, sleep, eat, give up and get more docile and complacent. Let go, forget anything that doesn’t involve food.
It’s good for me to learn to rely on food as a constant source of happiness and peace. That mentality is why I can’t really do much for myself anymore. If took 4 years to ruin myself completely, wanting to gain a few hundred pounds in the next 4 years if my heart doesn’t give out before I reach 800lbs. I want to have to knock down walls to get my slab of thick wobbling pork meat out of the room, I’m so ready to force in the food constantly without rest and guzzle full fat heavy cream to ballon into a beautiful, useless blue ribbon pig!
I hate to do this but I just got put out of work and dont know how im going to pay bills I just need like $500 to get by until I can get into a better position if there is anyway anyone can help that would be greatly appreciated
Hey. If people aren't aware, Microsoft admitted they know who you and where you are at all times and will give your info to the police.
They have a Global Device Identifier (GDID) Tracker that functions as a fingerprint for your PC that can surpass VPNs, proxy servers and countries. Although it can't survive a clean reinstall of Windows (it can survive updates), because Microsoft forces you to go to the internet and log in into a Microsoft account, they will be able to get to you.
Microsoft kept it secret and it was only found out when the FBI tracked a hacker thanks to the information Microsoft gave them.
You should be paying attention to this, and possibly consider moving away from Windows. If a government, especially the US government, doesn't like you for some reason, this could be seriously concerning.
This article specifically notes:
For journalism, activism, or domestic abuse situations, skip Windows and use Linux routed through Tor instead of a commercial VPN. A GDID doesn’t care which VPN you use, only that it’s still the same Windows installation.
GDID is the persistent Windows ID that helped FBI trace a Scattered Spider hacker despite VPNs. Here's how it works and how to limit it.
Other important quotes:
What has researchers uneasy is everything else the case reveals. Costin Raiu, a well-known malware researcher, asked on the Three Buddy Problem podcast how much of this exists on other platforms, and whether it is linked more permanently to hardware. Matthew Hickey, another security researcher, called Windows “surveillance software”.
Two things back that up:
There’s no consent screen. A GDID gets assigned when you sign into a Microsoft Account. Apple’s advertising identifier needs an App Tracking Transparency prompt and a visible reset; Android’s works the same way. GDID has neither, and a Windows reinstall only gets you a new number Microsoft can still get back to the same account.
Then there’s activation. Massgrave, the group behind Microsoft Activation Scripts, notes that Windows setup sends hardware info to Microsoft and gets identifiers back, the same tokens later used for Store access and licensing: “It’s impossible to prevent Windows from getting a GDID without breaking activation and UWP app[s].” Anyone who lost a license after swapping a motherboard has already met a smaller version of this.
Here's the complaint filed to the court, the primary source for the case mentioned in the article. You can find mentions of GDID on page 30 of the document or 34 of the PDF.
You can get and use windows 11 without logging in with a microsoft account, as of five days ago. I am a local user on my computer. Don't ask me how to do it, because my computer repair guy did it when he reinstalled windows, but there are tutorials out there. Refuse to connect to internet until you're set up and can use the computer freely.
Help! My girlfriend is losing her job at the end of the month, and we need support!
The gay bar where my girlfriend works is shutting its doors at the end of the month, and so my girlfriend will be unemployed in just a few weeks. She and I were already barely getting by, with everything that we bring in on a monthly basis going to basic living expenses. It's going to be really rough trying to stay afloat once she's out of work.
This goal is not comprehensive, but raising at least $300-500 this month would go a long way for us.
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The point of no return is so hot getting to fat to fit into society, no clothes fit you, cars are impossible, doorways forget it, and god forbid you have to waddle anywhere further than 10 ft all reasons to just stay inside and eat instead have someone pick up everything you need dont worry about going out when everything you need can be brought to you dont worry about getting off the couch have someone bring you what you need no need to get out of bed ever again because even if you tried your body is to heavy to get you up anyway so just sit back and indulge yourself my sweet piggy
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