everything is meaningless!! @darkandstormyclouds - Tumblr Blog

every year or two i come back just to see woah

not doing well, will be screaming into the void that is this account

am i suicidal or am i just being dramatic

honestly don’t know how much longer i can do this. tired and i’m not even here for me atp. i haven’t been in ages.

verge of a panic attack

idk why

i’d rather the emotions come than just tease me like this

don’t rly wanna b alive

but won’t do anything abt that, dw

won’t do anything abt anything, that’s the problem

i’ll be fine tm

but how many i’ll be fine tomorrow’s until i don’t see tm

eventually this exhaustion will kill me

or i’ll kill it thus killing me

idk

darkandstormyclouds

rebranding myself as a spirituality/astrology blog bc i’m tired of being sad

interact to be moots!!!

darkandstormyclouds

i lied

whoops

#relapsed

holy fuck i’m in so much pain rn

lol jk any attempts to get my life together feel like they’re impossibilities so ig i’ll continue to use this account to scream into the void bc i don’t think anyone ik irl follows me here

i really really really really really want to engage in some self destructive negative coping mechanisms. and nothings stopping me. but i also don’t want another permanent reminder of a feeling that’s temporary. at least for now. who knows. sigh. i have to be up in three hours and i can’t fall asleep. it’s so frustrating.

#tw sh

starting over and over and over and over and

#you are loved #ily

Dear Valentine, I really love your url, I feel like it describes me too. You are also so beautiful and I adore your existence! Love from, ? <3

i don’t know when this is from! i’m starting to use this blog after not rly using it for a while! msg i need ppl to talk to on here!!! thank you :”)

rebranding myself as a spirituality/astrology blog bc i’m tired of being sad

interact to be moots!!!

#spirituality #astrology #12th house

are people still here?