RandomPanda

@darkelfnevalani

Welcome to my blog! Candise, 33 year old, pansexual, cis-gender female (she/her), Team Mystic, Hufflepuff, self-proclaimed nerd and lover of all things geeky. Love nature, animals, anime, comic books, video games, and tabletop RPGs. Anything supernatural, dark, or occult. -🐼

1,148 posts

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iglovequotes

http://iglovequotes.net/

mrs-darling-blog1

“I don’t care anymore. I tried so hard to be good. I tried so hard to get better for years. Yet, I’m still exactly where I started. Except, this time.. I know that happiness, friends and love doesn’t last. Not for people like me.”

— D.D

furiousgoldfish

victims of abuse be like, this person has now made me cry myself to sleep about 30 times, i have flashbacks of things they’ve done and said to me, they know how to hit me right in my worst insecurity and guilt so i feel horrible for days and months, their comments make me feel worthless and like i shouldn’t even be alive, and being around them makes me feel small and meaningless and sometimes suicidal but maybe that’s just me, maybe they’re not abusive? i have to give them benefit of the doubt, what if i’m not justified to kick them out of my life?

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karmanistic

lifewithmoodswings

furiousgoldfish

victims of abuse be like, this person has now made me cry myself to sleep about 30 times, i have flashbacks of things they’ve done and said to me, they know how to hit me right in my worst insecurity and guilt so i feel horrible for days and months, their comments make me feel worthless and like i shouldn’t even be alive, and being around them makes me feel small and meaningless and sometimes suicidal but maybe that’s just me, maybe they’re not abusive? i have to give them benefit of the doubt, what if i’m not justified to kick them out of my life?

scarstofreedom-deactivated20230

Me as hell with a specific person

mrs-darling-blog1

“I don’t care anymore. I tried so hard to be good. I tried so hard to get better for years. Yet, I’m still exactly where I started. Except, this time.. I know that happiness, friends and love doesn’t last. Not for people like me.”

— D.D

suicideisthesolution

One moment they pretend to love you the next they leave you.

-V. J.

suicideisthesolution

How often can you break until there is nothing left of you?

-V. J.

suicideisthesolution

You turned away and left me there all alone.

-V. J.

abnormall

i don’t think i was supposed to live in this world. maybe it was too early for me, maybe i was supposed to be born in a couple of decades. or maybe i shouldn’t have been born at all. but i’m here now, and i’m suffering, and i don’t want to be here. this world, this society, its a nightmare i cant navigate. i’m completely out of touch. i can barely breathe anymore. i don’t think i’m supposed to be here.