Bleeding Out The Pain

***WARNING MY BLOG MAY BE TRIGGERING*** My name is Lauren. I am 21 years old. I self harm, but I am trying to recover, I suffer from depression and suicidal thoughts. I am here if anyone wants to talk, I promise to listen. I do not promote self harm,...

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An artist in Baltimore wrote names of fatal victims of the police force along the sidewalk. 

She began with victims killed on May 1st of 2013 and wrote every name that was recorded until the present day.

Names stretched from Penn Station to a George Washington monument in the middle of the city, which is nearly a mile in distance.

Source

#RIP to the lost ones by police brutality.

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I’m upset with myself but I can’t stop

(Check out my tumblr for more)

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Sometimes, wanting to die isn't an intense feeling anymore like it always was.

It's often more of a constant. Ingrained. Automatic.

I'm used to it and in a way I've acclimated to it.

It's always there, at the back of my mind or an afterthought.

It's always there, waiting to be triggered by moments and time and things and people.

I've felt it so often, so much, that sometimes it's so dulled.

So dulled, yet so connected, so present.

Always suicidal.

26.08.19

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[can-i-give-up-now-please]

I'm not ok, I'm so sad. I'm overwhelmed with depression and dread, urges to harm myself and I just want to be dead.

19.07.19

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types of breakdowns (a personal compendium):

the standard, classic, timeless DUDE HOLY FUCK EVERYTHING SUCKS AND I WISH I WAS DEAD 

time to self harm not as a cry for help or some shit but because i fucking deserve to be in pain

everything is making too much noise and  i’m crying and people are yelling and it just makes it worse

breathe in my direction and youre dead to me

bro. bro listen. nothing i experience is meaningful in any way on the cosmic scale. bro, were all going to die and well be reduced to the nothingness that we clawed our way out of. bro? bro?

only one (1) thing has gone wrong but im crying anyway

time to cut off all my friends and remake my personality because the one i have is horrible and i cant keep disappointing people

flashback til i puke! a new hit single

irrational anger & violence

listen im well aware that someone needs to be responding to this situation in some way but youve got the wrong guy. possibly the correct fleshsuit, but the wrong guy

hhhhHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUGH

feel free to add more

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reblog if you too, are a formless blob

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why haven’t we memed the original barbie movies yet???

like

they

have

so

much

potential

like

ahhhhhhhh

tbh the most memeable on is princess and the pauper.

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The person I reblogged this from deserves to be happy

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I tried to scroll past this. I really did