My nervous system thinks I’m being hunted for sport.
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@bittersweet-hiraeth
My nervous system thinks I’m being hunted for sport.
My brain circles my fear like vultures.
Ripping it apart one by one, so I have to relive each feeling, thought and or memory.
[Bittersweet- Hiraeth]
well let’s see if I care
I DO
i feel like a puppy no one wants
And I can’t stop biting the only people who are nice to me
Yet I wait for their return.
Will they ever come back?
i feel like a puppy no one wants
And I can’t stop biting the only people who are nice to me
I am so tired of not being understood, that I am starting to give up.
But I cannot for I crave deeply for someone to understand.
My chest caves in once more carving another layer after layer.
How much longer till there’s nothing left?
Will it all be worth it? - [Bittersweet-Hiraeth] -
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Give me a dull fork.
I want to slowly stab my chest open.
Tangled in pain-chains
Don’t be so quick to mistake apathy with intelligence. For you are not wise but only hollow.
[Bittersweet-Hiraeth]
Why must tears make anger.
Breathing is a chore
I want to tear into my flesh until it bleeds no more.
I am exhausted of the anger that I hold deep within like a monster thrashing out at being shut in.
[Bittersweet-Hiraeth]
One day when my heart is heavy & I inhale it won’t feel like a million tiny needles stabbing me from the inside.
Maybe.
[Bittersweet-Hiaeth]
I can never tell if I’m meant to be alive…
It’s all maybes, if you do this/that, or something. I am tired of jumping through hoops to deem my life worthy when I don’t even feel like I belong.
[Bittersweet-Hiraeth]
But, where do I then…