Feelings

[darkness-pulled-me-in]

With passing time my heart is becoming heavy and I am getting tired to hold it, I should just let go

[infectedbugz]

i'm going to die from the weight of my own thoughts actually

[neckkiss]

Breaking Bad: Season 1

[n-ehpamoi]

I didnt change

because who i was

wasnt who i wanted to be --

but I was convinced

by greedy "lovers"

that who i was, as i was,

wasnt enough to be loved.

So I lost myself to the whims

of people who were bound

to leave,

forever.

Now, I still feel like I am

not enough,

but I do not change

for anyone.

Partially because people

who dont want me,

as i am,

never will.

And partially because there is

nothing left to change.

No me to go back to.

Who i was

is gone.

[twistedsweethearts]

I wish I could love myself…

[thoughtcascades]

every time i get close to someone i feel like a stray dog trying to live in a house. like i don’t know where to put my body or how loud i’m allowed to be.

[udrewstarsaroundmyscars]

i go from "i didn't deserve the things that happened to me" to "there is no suffering that I do not deserve" in like 3 seconds

[wordx]

They asked me who ruined my life, and I placed my finger gently on my heart.

[missinyouiskillingme]

„I’m used to it“ the saddest thing you can hear someone say

[1anonyymous1]

thinking too much again.

[angelbabymikaa]

i wanna be in love so bad but then i remember how i could be getting cheated on again and suddenly i don’t wanna be in love anymore

[rvinol]

i wish i could explain how tired i am without sounding dramatic

like mentally, emotionally, spiritually…

i just need a nap that restarts my whole life

[runaway-kryptonite]

This

[gloombby]

i wish i could just not exist for a while

[thepersonalquotes]

nothings worse than staying up all night because all your thoughts are taking over and you physically can't fall asleep

[dreamer-but-realist]

[traaumaa]

i always feel i have to hide parts of myself

[amitoobroken]

Because when you’ve lived with sadness for so long, it starts to feel like a poison that pushes people away. Like you have to hide the worst parts of yourself or be left again. And when abandonment has cut you deeply before, every act of vulnerability feels like walking into traffic.