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@darknessmolten
“Only the impossible can do the impossible.”
Independent Nicolas de Lenfent from the Vampire Chronicles by Anne Rice.
Multi-ship, multi-fandom, Anon, OC, and AU-friendly. Familiar with the Vampire Chronicles all the way through Prince Lestat. Familiar with the AMC series and open to mixing and matching to some degree.
Nicolas is impossible (ha!) but I’m pretty approachable, I promise.
This blog contains NSFW, mun is over 30.
I, personally, think there is nothing in you that needs fixing. Whatever unique traits you possess, they belong entirely to you. You'd be a different person without them.
How much water do you get out of a well with a handful of shards? Guess you can drink the blood that gathers when you cut yourself.
I'm also just kind of a dick.
Going back to Lestat, allowing him to love you again would heal you
Yeah?
Any love left, Lestat? Heal me, my lord!
stability. someone who cares and will listen to you thoroughly.
Despite myself, I've actually got multiple people who care and would listen.
Stability, I lack that. All on me.
Electric shock therapy would fix you.
Don't threaten me with a good time.
Like a trip to the carnival. With less rules.
And about as much screaming.
Electric shock therapy would fix you.
Don't threaten me with a good time.
Anonymously tell my muse what either your muse or you, the mun, think would fix them
What do you hope for, in the moments where you CAN hope?
I hope to be wrong.
I hope pessimism stops feeling indistinguishable from realism.
I hope I never again comfort when I feel empty inside.
I hope to feel happy.
If there wasn't hope, it wouldn't hurt just right. Keep the wounds bleeding, have the salt ready.
The very sight of you is painful.
Gouge your eyes out.
So it doesn’t bother you that Miller texts Lestat?
Alert me if he starts sexting him.
Whether it bothers me or not is irrelevant, I don't command him. I'm his lover, not his keeper. Anyway, he will and should do as he will.
Bothers me what and why Lestat texts him.
ooc;
Hey! I will be on a trip for the next few days, which is fun but also means that I will only be around on mobile if at all.
I have a lot of fun things going on all my accounts, sorry for leaving you hanging!
I will answer a few asks and check in when I get time. Hope you are all gonna have fun!
Anonymously confess something that your muse wants to tell mine.
Headcanon + technology
// He isn't bad at technology he does use, which is mostly past and current technology related to music - recording and audio equipment, some programmes on the computer when he cares to learn them, etc. He often wears headphones and is currently nostalgic for wired headphones.
He doesn't have an iPhone, largely cause I don't and I am not describing a UI I don't know just cause all vampires became Apple shills.
Technology does not intrigue or puzzle him overly much but he makes use of it when he needs it and learns what is necessary.
Oh, he does like electric guitar.
// He didn't get into using computers for his music until @miller-mayfair told him what happens with his music sheets when fed into a computer.
💬 0 🔁 2 ❤️ 4 · ⁇⁇ Which do you think you’re better at: being an asshole or playing the violin? Wanna guess which my answer is? How do y
Miller is also the one he consulted over what computer to buy. So, really, he just happens to like a guy from I.T..
Headcanon + fear
// As recently came up in a thread with Lestat @devilsfool, Nicolas has not felt fear since being tortured by the cult. Some time during or after, he broke too much to recover that part of himself, it burned out.
He understands when he should feel fear and he remembers what it felt like. He is also capable of understanding consequences and if there was reason to fear for someone he cares about, that would make him act.
Headcanon + technology
// He isn't bad at technology he does use, which is mostly past and current technology related to music - recording and audio equipment, some programmes on the computer when he cares to learn them, etc. He often wears headphones and is currently nostalgic for wired headphones.
He doesn't have an iPhone, largely cause I don't and I am not describing a UI I don't know just cause all vampires became Apple shills.
Technology does not intrigue or puzzle him overly much but he makes use of it when he needs it and learns what is necessary.
Oh, he does like electric guitar.
headcanon + feeding
// The majority of his feeding he does at music venues and while his mind runs crowd control. He likes being known by his victim although afterwards they might not remember it as anything other than a bad dream, bad trip, whatever.
He rarely kills, the lasting awareness of his victims brings him more than their deaths.
The concept of killing the evildoer strikes him as ridiculous and sanctimonious. When he kills, it's because he feels like it or because he loses control. He feels no regret or guilt.
From the start, he often went nights without feeding, especially when manic and playing, writing or composing or when depression means he can't be bothered.
headcanon + friendship
// Friendship is important to him. When he sees someone as a friend, he will feel loyalty towards them. His friendship does not necessarily mean his trust but it does mean a fondness and protectiveness. He tries to support his friends where he can and how he can, even if just by listening to music together.
It does not make him better at keeping in contact.
Also, some of his friendships have an unrequited romantic component to them that he is mostly oblivious to. The attraction component he is more aware of.
And anyone he has ever been in love with, he has also seen as a friend. Best friend, even.
