Thinkin’ Bout Boys

Dreaming about boys that’ll never love me the way I love them. Masterlist

[darlinvandijk]

if anyone needs to hear this or needs a sign, here it is.

you are loved, cherished, and cared for. i would miss you if you left, so please don’t give up. stay alive, not for me, but for yourself. you deserve to live. i am proud of you.

i love you.

[darlinvandijk]

have you ever tried listening to kpop, if so what do you think about it?

I have not, I mean I’ve heard songs where kpop groups have featured if that counts?

I honestly don’t really have an opinion, it’s not exactly my type of music, doesn’t really match up with my taste, but I can see why others enjoy it so much :)

[darlinvandijk]

post ur drafts!!!

Still debating doing this, because some of them are pretty rough and need major editing

[darlinvandijk]

yes absolutely post them drafts :))))

Hmm maybe at some point I will, some of them really suck lmao

[darlinvandijk]

DARLING YOU’RE BACK??? I MISSED YOU!

I missed you more, I’m not necessarily back but I’m writing one last piece so I’ll be on this account a lot more if you guys wanna send asks and just talk :) <3

[darlinvandijk]

DARLIN WELCOME BACK ISH SORT OF KINDA

Haha hey babes, it’s been awhile huh

[darlinvandijk]

A LAYOUT CHANGE???

I’m def not currently working on a fic for yall and def not trying to set the mood with all this red 👀

[darlinvandijk]

Dancing with the Devil (PREVIEW)

I think this is going to be the last darling imagine, I’m sad to leave but it’s time for a new chapter to start in my life. I love you all so much. Who knows, maybe one day I’ll come back with another fic.

Concept: Based off the song “Met him

Last night” by Demi lovato, one of my biggest idols. It’s not based off dancing the Devil, also a great song, but just when she says it in this song. This fic is in no way meant to be disrespectful to the true meaning of this song, just a twisted version of it to fit this plot. **WARNING: SEXUAL CONTENT AND MAJOR ANGST AND ALCOHOL CONSUMPTION** Listen to the song and you’ll understand what this is about. Get ready for a wild last ride. I love you. Hope you enjoy :)

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I lean against the wall, the back of my head resting against it as my eyes watched the different colored lights light up the room. The bass shakes the floorboards of the house I’m in, the air hot and sweaty from all the bodies dancing and grinding throughout it. I take take another drink from my solo cup, my fingers tauntingly playing with the edge of my dress, my eyes lingering around for who I could potentially take home tonight.

The crowd slightly parts ways, letting me clearly see the couch that’s resting against the wall across the room from me, a devilish fair haired boy sitting upon it, leaning back as his eyes drift over my body. His eyes finally drift to mine, a smirk appearing on his face, and a small wink gets thrown my way. I roll my eyes and flash him my middle finger, hating the effect he still has on me.

I push myself off the wall and make my way to the kitchen, craving another drink in hopes of making tonight a little more fun. As I’m pouring my drink and a few shots, I feel a hand lightly brush against my waist as someone makes their way past me to the fridge. I look up and make eye contact with him, my heart stopping the way it always does, the tension in the room rising as he practically stands against me. I scoff at him and turn back around, taking my shots before taking a sip of my other drink to wash out the bitter taste of vodka. I turn to walk out of the kitchen when his voice stops me, my heart beating faster upon hearing it after so long.

“Cmon baby, that’s not the way to treat your favorite ex” He tauntingly drawls out, his eyes lazily sweeping across my body, lust clouding his eyes as he gazes at my scantily clad body. I smirk as I realize the control I have over him, choosing to turn around and lean against the counter, my chest lightly pushing out, his eyes darting to it as he lightly licks his lips. “Why don’t we go upstairs and catch up?” He lustfully mumbles out, walking up to me with a cloudy gaze, his hands falling upon my hips.

“Why don’t you go fuck yourself ‘baby’” I whisper in his ear, lightly dragging my hand down his chest, my lips slowly dragging down his ear as I pull away.

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“One conversation, now you’re spending the night” I groan out, hands grasping on to his hair as his mouth moves across my neck, a light laugh escaping his lips as he finally comprehends my words. He sets me down so that he can grab my hand and lead me to my bedroom, turning around to instead lift me in to his arms, my legs wrapping around his waist. “I promise tonight’s the last call.” I stutter out, my heart stammering as his finger trail under my top as he lays me on my bed.

“No it’s not, you’ll never get enough of me. I’m your vice baby” He whispers against my ear, his lips then making their way down to my neck, marking my skin as they travel across it.

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“What happened last night? You just totally disappeared from the party” Andrea questions, laying across my bed, Ursula making a noise of agreement from across the room where she’s sprawled out across a beanbag.

“I danced with the Devil last night, one conversation and now he’s spending the night.” I tell them, my eyes staring at the ceiling, memories from last night drifting across my mind. His hands grasping at my skin, sweat dripping down his skin, and shaky breathing filling the air. “I think I love him, though I know it ain’t right.”

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[darlinvandijk]

I’ve been debating posting some of my drafts. Would you guys want that? If anyone still looks at this acct lmao. They’re a little rough and very unedited though, but it gives you guys something to read.

Comment or dm or send an ask if I should

-Darlin

[darlinvandijk]

hi ! i really love your stories and i don’t know how often you post but i was wondering how many of these are personal experiences if any? i’m so curious how you come up with all these ideas, all love xx🖤

Hi love! I haven’t posted in a few months, since I’m on a break for my health and whatnot. When I did write, almost everything was written from personal experiences, just with Ruel written as the love interest.

If you wanna get a more personal peek into the secret life of darlin, my most personal posts are “stars in the sky”, “it’ll be okay”, and “feeling blue”. They were all written about real experiences, feelings, and thoughts. Heartbreak is a bitch and so is mental health, which makes those pieces so important to me.

If you have any other questions about stuff lmk, love u babes! :) xx

[darlinvandijk]

hii , I hope you are safe and happy :) . I just wanted to ask if you're going to upload.....it's okay if you don't want to but i was just asking cuz i misss uuu....stay healthy. Byee love u .

Xx

I don’t plan on uploading any time soon, but maybe at some point I’ll come back and write something again. Love u babe :) xx

[darlinvandijk]

hey darlin! i just wanted to check on u and tell u i miss u a bunch:) i hope you are doing what’s best for your body and mind and remembering how much u matter😚😚😚😚

I miss you more babes, love u :) xx

[darlinvandijk]

Hey I was the one that requested something because I didn’t know that you’re on a break. I just wanted to apologize, I didn’t know and I didn’t mean to like stress you out. Again I’m sorry and I hope you’re doing well

Don’t worry about it love! No harm done at all, most don’t know I’m on a break unless they check personal posts and stuff, since most just go through the masterlist! Xx

[darlinvandijk]

i miss u and i really hope you’re at least doing ok. i’m really feeling down and it’s hard to see any upsides lately. i love you and miss interacting with this account🖤

I miss you more, just know that things do get better, it just takes some of us longer than others. I get it, but it’ll be okay. We’ll be okay. I promise :) xx

[darlinvandijk]

ok so weird question but I'm still curious, what height is the narrator?? I just assume she's as short as me but thats like 5'2 so 🚶🚶🚶

Whenever I wrote, I tried to make it as basic as possible so that anyone could picture themselves! :)

[darlinvandijk]

how have you been darlin? i really hope you’re doing alright and i miss u!☺️☺️

I’m surviving so that’s a start, how’re you? I miss you too btw :) xx

[darlinvandijk]

darlin we miss you so much. i loved just reading all the asks and talking before you posted a fic EVERYONE HERE IS SO FUNNY AND SWEET AND I MISS THIS LIL COMMUNITY 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 ily please take care of yourself you deserve it i promise

I love you more, who knows maybe I’ll come back with another fic? Still debating, but it’s a possibility 😌