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Gray • 20 • they/she/any pronouns genderqueer aroace lesbian • psych/sxgn major • abstract with a human heart • neurodivergent writer, crafter, occasional comic, chronic oversharer, and emo music enthusiast • interact with respect or fuck off •

[darwinsleastfavourite]

*staring at a bottle of hair dye* I am experiencing Deeply Transgender Urges

[dimir-charmer]

Girls will be like Idk why im so unproductive recently and then you ask whats going on in their life and they list eight lifestopping crisies and then say 'yeah but i should be fine :/ '

[runasulienadanika]

oh my god no wonder Kiriona was so mean/agressive. she's literally a construct, she's been through hell, she wakes up and gets kissed by "Harrow" but it's not Harrow, it's something puppeting her body? and that something is protected by her only friends? who are okay with it controlling Harrow's body? who suddenly are together even though one of them died? Palamedes sacrificed himself and Camilla somehow managed to bring him back but when Gideon did it, Harrow erased her and left her behind? she's been used her entire life and now her only friends want to use her body again.

[only-alter-idem]

gideon: i hate harrow because she doesn’t treat me like a human being

gideon when harrow tries to treat her like a human being: woah woah woah, stop this! you’re going to make the readers think we’re gay for each other. do you have brain damage.

[paleonymy]

i present to you a collection of posts that are not about the locked tomb series but that i think absolutely could be

gideon, watching harrow suck ass at using her sword:

ianthe:

gideon as kiriona:

harrow to gideon, post-iron fencepost:

also harrow to gideon after that:

john, to harrow/alecto:

john, mercymorn, augustine, and gideon (OG flavor):

gideon, stuck in harrow’s body:

john to harrow on the mithraeum:

BoE members:

[gailynovelry]

The fastest way to accomplish The Project is to cease being afraid of The Project. The Project cannot maim you. The Project cannot kill you. The Project is more afraid of you than you are of it. It is okay if The Project turns out differently from how it was in your head, and it is okay if it has flaws. You are capable of engaging with The Project.

[darwinsleastfavourite]

Northern Ontario is on fucking fire right now (not to mention it’s a lot of Indigenous land) and the rest of us can’t go outside safely due to heat and smoke, but sure, let’s just keep using ChatGPT to make grocery lists (/s) 🤦‍♀️

[darwinsleastfavourite]

Throwback to MCR Toronto where we all voted chicken or fish and then a clown exploded. What the hell was that. 11/10 would go again.

[smogwife]

Harrow trying to sleep on the Mithraeum

[leannacrossan]

Yasha ✿ Spent a few hours on this sketch after listening to the most recent episode & is it next thursday yet?!?!  

[parkayquarts]

"what if someone regrets transitioning" if you are 18 or over in free country usa you can walk into any tattoo parlor and ask for a tattoo that will be on your body forever and ever and ever and they will give it to you with the understanding that if you dont like the result or you regret it later that's your fucking problem and not theirs

[l4dyr3d]

Hear me out Hunter Schafer as Ianthe Tridentarius

[toothmuncher3000]

viewing queer identities as “this is the label that makes me happy and feels most accurate now” rather than “this is who I am, was, and always will be” will definitely take the pressure off, friends. changing your mind is proof that you have one.

[future-crab]

The key to writing good fanfiction is to harbor a deeply humiliating desire, and the trick there is that even pretty basic and societally-accepted desires like “being held” and “being wanted” CAN and WILL be humiliating if they’re intense enough. Become so estranged from human connection that the idea of someone playing with your hair fills you with yearning so deep you feel like you’re going to throw up and you will write some banger fanfiction. It might have some other consequences too but idrk about that.

[darwinsleastfavourite]

Every time a company uses AI to make an advertisement instead of paying real people who are already in a struggling industry, an angel gets shot in the face

[hunny--hunny]

quick ! the exorsexists aren't mad enough ! start using more xenogenders and micro labels ! start using more neopronouns ! choose a " weird " name ! be more loud ! don't shut up when they tell you to !

[darwinsleastfavourite]

I’m not xenogender, but the way I understand it, hating on xenogenders is actually super strange. It’s like:

Gender essentialist: “here are my cis genders. This one is about dresses and makeup and homemaking and social passivity. This one is about sports and aggression and social competency” (not getting deep into this rn)

Xenogender person: “here are my xenogenders. This one is about space and clouds and starlight. This one is about cats. This one is about being a mysterious, amorphous blob.”

Gender essentialist: “ew what, that makes no sense”

All genders are collections of activities, presentations, and social traits that are almost entirely arbitrary (except where they can be used for oppression). If someone is forging their own idea of what that means, I actually don’t see how it’s any more or less nonsensical than what colonialists decided we should have hundreds of years ago.

“I don’t understand” okay I don’t understand why anyone has/wants a binary gender but clearly lots of people do. Having a stargender isn’t hurting anyone (in fact, probably less people than essentialist roles). Why does it matter???