Last week was a comedy of errors. Two dead chickens, a withered tray of lettuce seedings, driving into the gate with the tractor, rotivating in the wrong gear. One night while cooking dinner I burned the quinoa, cut through my fingernail, spilled the entire salt cellar all over the counter and into my tea, and actually ripped the oven door off while attempting to āfixā it. Iāve had a number of awkward social interactions and beat myself up a lot with thoughts of who Iād like to be instead of appreciating who I am. A combination of tiredness, another incoming life overhaul, my damn period, and a cold has contributed to this knotted up week. Can I get a massage?
I have three weeks of work left and then Iām off to visit family in the Kootneys and Calgary before driving back to Ontario with Kelsieās Mom. Iām counting lasts: last week on animal chores, last week at the market, last time Iāll see certain friends, last time Iāll smell the ocean from Cowichan Bay. Iām looking back over the past months with a strong love for the people Iāve met and the memories that weāve made. Some people Iām not ready to say goodbye to but maybe Iād never be ready.
Last month I got a visit from Kelsie! We visited all the Duncan spots including the market and the Duncan Garage. We hiked Mount Tzouhalem and gazed out at the land, tracing the Cowichan River with our eyes, watching raindrops sparkle on the tops of leaves as mist evaporated into low hanging clouds.
We hopped on the ferry in Crofton and watched the seals play as we headed for Salt Spring Island for a short visit to Salt Spring Island Cheese Company who make the most delicate and beautiful chevre in exsitence. From there we headed to Mayne Island where we enjoyed three days in a cabin in the woods. We hiked one side of the Island checking out little shops, parks, gardens, and beaches. We also watched Star Wars: A New Hope and a bunch of hillarious 30 Rock. It was much needed down time and delightful to spend some time together.
On the way home we stopped again at Salt Spring Cheese and then toured the local brewery, cidery, and a few vinyards with friends Josh and Daniel. Priorities right? We were graciously hosted and had a splendid time enjoying good food and good company.
We enjoyed a 20km walk through the Cowichan Valley, from Providence to Cowichan Bay where we visited the educational centre and got to interact with marine life and learn about the ecosystem. We had delicious tacos and ice cream before we were whisked away to The Happy Goat for a visit - green pastures and literal happy goats. From there we walked into Duncan to meet up with friends where we chatted over drinks about food and justice before heading out to Victoria to meet up for sushi with an old friend of Kelsieās and a new friend of mine. It was so great to be together with the love of my life, my anchor in stormy weather and my sunshine after the storm.
Other recent highlights include catching an intimate and soulful show at the Duncan Showroom with Morijah and Ben, a fast friend who made time for me when I was missing friends and family the most. Eric Bibb played with Michael Jerome Brown - opposites in demeanor, Eric flashing electric smiles and stomping out a beat, Michael tuning with his ear to the instrument lacing delicate accompaniments with a twelve string, mandolin, or harmonica, rarely looking out into the crowd.
Visiting the unparalleled 8 ½ Acres farm. People who are on fire for life, practicing permaculture and no till methods, broadcasting seeds into my heart. They have a great humanure set up, a solar shower, they use little plastic and little petrol. The interns and I marveled at their ingenious design skills and use of space - tiny house, communal kitchen, apothecary, and beautiful bath house. We went for a farm tour and stayed for a delicious meal accompanied by fabulous conversation, vinyl records, and a toasty wood fire. There were flowers everywhere as these bread baking, medicine making, veggie growers shared a slice of life and a slice of pie.
Moonfest and a Vancouver band called Lucid AfterLife. Highly entertaining shows and incredible energy that just builds until you feel that if you donāt dance, headbang, and smash into your friends that your chest will explode your body into a million pieces. They also happen to be really funny and kind guys that I could hang out with for days.
Watching the Ghandi film with my fellow farmers and becoming totally inspired about the work of EPIC and The Local Community Food Centre. Ghandi worked to unify and provoke reactions on problems of injustice. My fellow intern Morijah, a strength bringing beauty, called organic farming active resistance and it is, a quiet revolution full of passionate and driven people. People who care about the health of people and the panet, a holistic and all encompasing drive toward something better.
Learning about spirituality and digging through some of my own layers. Sitting still, watching the moon rise over the mountain while looking over the fertile fields full of veggies and the hard work of passionate people. Breathing in pain and suffering and breathing out compassion and healing. Finding the light inside of myself and using it to warm those around me.
Visiting the Cowichan weavers and spinners showcase with Wendy, one of the amazing staff at Providence Farm. I admired some extremely skilled craftsmanship and delightful fibres. I also met an exceptional woman who demonstrated Kumihimo braiding in fabulous detail.
Looking back is fun and warms me. Looking forward is a little more daunting but also fresh and exciting. Time is ticking and the season is flitting away like the pages of a desktop calender. Iām looking forward to being home with Kelsie, re-uniting with my kitties, visiting all my friends at The Local, getting back on my skates, and finally making it out to The Red Rabbit! What a life, what an experience. Tick tock tick tock.