The Spectrum

[david-artsaves-92]

I dont know how to move on from this. I don't want to live anymore.

[authenticity2025]

[david-artsaves-92]

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

“One day you will wake up and there won’t be any more time to do the things you’ve always wanted. Do it now.”

— Paulo Coelho

[david-artsaves-92]

[david-artsaves-92]

29

At this point in my life I would like to tell my younger self to stop giving a fuck. I'm just learning how to do that and it has many negative effects on my life but it's also liberating at the same time. After years of being quiet I have opened my mouth to scream at them with deaf ears. I feel like I'm going insane. I don't know who I am or what I am doing. I feel the animal taking over. I need something but I don't know what that something is. I stay in a constant inebriated state mind to numb my feelings and thoughts. The day dreams that turn into nightmares run mind to exhaustion. I am simply living and it's not enough. My fear is that nothing will ever be enough.

The last time I felt this way I was 15 and it lasted for years. Art saved my life. I hope it can save me again.

[david-artsaves-92]

Old wounds have begun to bleed

[david-artsaves-92]

Lev Avenue

It took 3 years to see my childhood home. 3 years to realize how much had changed and has not. The shell was the same but I was the outsider looking in. It took me 3 rounds because my street has always had so much traffic. And yet I hardly had any tears left to give. I did what I said I would do and that's that. Now what?

[nevver]

[romansroys]

do u ever cry

[aesthesiamag]

Harmonia (@honeiee)

Harmonia Rosales repaints classic artworks to show God is a black woman

Ahead of her latest show, New World Conciousness, the painter reflects on why we must reject the stale, pale, male traditions of art

[mylovelydeadfriends]

Jean Harlow, photographed by George Hurrell, 1935

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

“Don’t ruin a good today by thinking about a bad yesterday. Let it go.”

— Unknown

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

“You have to let go of what could have been, how you should have acted and what you wish you would have said differently. You have to accept that you can’t change the past experiences, opinions of others at that moment in time or outcomes from their choices or yours. When you finally recognize that truth then you will understand the true meaning of forgiveness of yourself and others. From this point you will finally be free.”

— Shannon L. Alder

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

“I’m learning to love the sound of my feet walking away from things not meant for me.”

— Unknown

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

“To make the right choices in life, you have to get in touch with your soul. To do this, you need to experience solitude, which most people are afraid of, because in the silence you hear the truth and know the solutions.”

— Deepak Chopra

[kakuusei]

[namarietennaenomentielva]

““Now you see,” said the turtle, drifting back into the pond, “why it is useless to cry. Your tears do not wash away your sorrows. They feed someone else’s joy. And that is why you must learn to swallow your own tears.””

— -Amy Tan (The Joy Luck Club)