DRG

putting the "heck" in heckler. Instagram: @davidrgodinez

[oragedesoleil]

i have a severe fear of laying onto routine. of covering myself with certainty only to become stale like the loaf of bread twisted under itself too loosely. not so much one step forward two steps back, rather taking a step only to take another with that same foot. yet i’m scared of instability, disregarding the type. i am a constant war within the closed doors called skin. what i have isn’t what i want, however when i let go i yearn in circles for it back.

the shell on my shoulders fills and seeps. my mind creates clouds of thunder pulling me from under my own feet and i won’t remember this conversation or the closeness of your eyes or the size of your ears.

[oragedesoleil]

i only exist in pain, in emotional turmoil, and even then i’m not fully present in the rehearsals of commitments to myself. i often wonder what it means in respect to the inner workings of my being. i hide delicately, but deliberately, for isolation is safest to protect the blueprint that is my mind, when it is, anyhow, my mind. i have been living through states never more nor less of slightly off and i am the only one fit to shoulder the burden that is who i am or, rather, who i wish i wasn’t.

[aestheticfelicity]

[lovescenehair]

sparksss

[altgirlll]

❤️ ALTGIRL IG

[grungeouttakesabstracts]

Notary public

Boston, Massachusetts - 9/26/17

[s-t-a-y-i-n-g]

[brrvitunsaatana]

cocaine love, it goes straight to your brain.

[1st-1]

Moon, Jupiter and 4 of its Moons.

[darkermoonnow]

[dynamicsamurai23-blog]

Don’t wait for the door of opportunity to open, go and break that fucking door down.

[dynamicsamurai23-blog]

Don’t wait for the door of opportunity to open, go and break that fucking door down.

[davidrgodinez-blog]

I’m back?

I haven’t been on here in a HOT sec and ya’ll are really just out here following me? THANK YOU. I’m way more active on instagram (@davidrgodinez) though so I will see you all there!

[davidrgodinez-blog]

Lately I've been coming into my own. 2016 was a year of self discovery, and 2017 has been a year of self acceptance. I know it's naive to say that I feel like I'm finding myself, because the nature of life is that you are ever-changing, but I'm finally recognizing the constants and getting comfortable with the things about me that I can't change. It's for this reason that I don't really edit my photos, and why I haven't been spewing my usually always positive propaganda. I'm not perfect and I'm not in the state of exuberance I usually am, and that's okay! The misconception about happiness is that it is often viewed as a sole emotion, when in reality it's a state of being. I view happiness as being synonymous with contentness, it's an overall projection of what you feel the majority of the time. It's like "rounding to the nearest whole number". This is what I view as "happiness". Happiness is not consistent, in the same way that no other emotion truly is- the same way that NOTHING in life is, and everything around us is constantly changing and evolving as it should, or we'd get bored and have nothing to pursue. I'm not in that current state of "happy" right now, but that doesn't mean that I don't experience "happiness" on an everyday basis. I have come to terms with that fact, and the next step is to evolve myself and change my plan of action until I'm fulfilling my brains needs to where I make up the difference and return to my state of overall "happiness". --- I don't post these things to brag about how in tune I am with myself, because I'm definitely not. My only goal in life -with every creative outlet I pursue- is to spread joy to everyone else. I want to help people reach a life of self fulfillment using what I know and what I inevitably will learn as I grow and better myself, and my DMs are 100% open to anyone who would like advice, to vent, or even just to chat. Nothing makes me happier than knowing I brought happiness on to someone else (who hopefully continues to spread joy). I love you, and thank you for the ridiculous amount of growth and support I've been receiving from all of my creative outlets and social platforms. It truly means the world to me. (at New Mexico State University)

[pipichan30]

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[ravenmary-deactivated20220120]

[halfcrystalline]

quaint