ᴅᴀʀᴋᴇsᴛ ɢʀᴀᴄᴇ

....I'm just an angel that's fallen from grace. In a weak moment, in doubt of my faith. I danced with the devil, and I'm so ashamed. He never mentioned that I'd have to pay..... || SPN Angel OC || Mun is 18+ || Selective Multiship || Read Bio First ||

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FAMILY     REFERENCES    /     SENTENCE    STARTERS  .

i    :     in reference to siblings .

❝ i’m not here to see you. i’m here to see your brother/sister. ❞

❝ so, how many siblings did you say you had again? ❞

❝ sometimes i wish i had a sibling or two. ❞

​❝ where ever my brother/sister goes, i go. from now on. ❞

❝ i have a long lost sibling out there somewhere. ❞

❝ you are like my brother/sister. ❞

​❝ you are brother/sister to me. ❞

​❝ you are the brother/sister i never had. ❞

​❝ no offense but, your brother/sister scares me. ❞

​❝ if you brother/sister knew about us … come on. ❞

​❝ me and my siblings don’t get along that well.  ❞

​❝ i never knew you had a brother/sister. why didn’t you tell me? ❞

​❝ i always wondered what it would be like to have a twin. ❞

​❝ for a twin, you all look nothing a like. ❞

​❝ i have a twin brother/sister somewhere out there. ❞

​❝ my brother/sister and i don’t get along anymore. ❞

​❝ hey, we should invite your brother/sister to come with us. ❞

❝ me and your brother/sister, we might .. kind of … like each other. ❞ 

​❝ my brother/sister would have liked you. ❞

​❝ you remind me of my brother/sister. ❞

​❝ sometimes i just think about what my brother/sister might do. ❞

​❝ me and my siblings go everywhere together, what did you expect?  ❞

​❝ my brothers/sisters are always into trouble but not me. ❞

​❝ i’m the only good sibling between me and my siblings.. ❞

ii    :     in reference to parents .

❝ so, your parents turned out to not be your actual parents.. ❞

❝ i didn’t realize we were at that point in our relation/friendship to meet parents. ❞

❝ i thought you might of wanted to meet my parents. ❞

​❝ no offense but your mom(s)/dad(s) scare me. ❞

❝ i’m not sure that your parents like me very much. ❞

❝ wait, you want me to meet your parents? ❞

​❝ my parents are going to freak out if they find out. ❞

​❝ are you insane? my parents will kill me, bring me back, then kill me again! ❞

​❝ my mom(s)/dad(s) are fighting again.. ❞

​❝ your parents give me hope that love does last. ❞

​❝ i don’t even get along with my own parents, let alone yours!  ❞

​❝ i think we should definitely call our parents. ❞

​❝ my mom(s)/dad(s) will know what to do, trust me. ❞

​❝ wait, you want me to lie to my parents? ❞

​❝ my parents took my phone, so i couldn’t text or anything. ❞

​❝ i can’t go, my parents want me to either stay in or go with them somewhere. ❞

​❝ my mom(s)/dad(s) called yours and so, that’s how i know. ❞

❝ wait, my mom(s)/dad(s) called you? why? ❞

​❝ my parents are grounding me, i’m not sneaking out anymore. ❞

​❝ okay, just let me go ask my mom(s)/dad(s). ❞

​❝ i asked my mom(s)/dad(s), she/he/they said no. ❞

​❝ what your parents don’t know won’t hurt them, right?  ❞

​❝ hey, i think your mom(s)/dad(s) are starting to like me finally. ❞

​❝ so, you just found out that you were actually adopted? ❞

iii    :     in reference to children .

❝ cute kid, is he/she yours? ❞

❝ do you have any kids? ❞

❝ wouldn’t you like to have kids some day? ❞

​❝ how many kids would you want to have in the future? ❞

❝ do you ever think of having kids with me? ❞

❝ i have a kid, things are different now. ❞

​❝ i’d rather hang out with my kid than hang out with you. ❞

​❝ you can walk with me to pick my son/daughter up from school if you want. ❞

​❝ i don’t think i’m really ready to have anymore kids, what about you? ❞

​❝ so, you have kids? how many? ❞

​❝ i’ve raised enough kids to know better than that. ❞

​❝ hey, she’s/he’s just a kid, leave she/he alone. ❞

​❝ you’re really good with kids. ❞

​❝ wow, i’ve never seen anyone so good with kids before. ❞

​❝ i’m really good with kids considering i have one of my own. ❞

​❝ sometimes i think i should just have more kids. ❞

​❝ i’m good at a lot except for being a parent, it seems. ❞

❝ i’ve seen you with your kid, you’re doing a fine job. ❞

​❝ the hardest thing to do is to raise my son/daughter. ❞

​❝ you worry too much, i’m sure you’re daughter/son will be fine. ❞

​❝ i met your daughter/son, he/she seems wonderful, sweet almost. ❞

​❝ i like the idea of having kids more i think.  ❞

​❝ it’s natural as a parent to worry for their child, relax. ❞

​❝ my child drives me crazy but i love him/her and wouldn’t have it any other way. ❞

iv    :     in reference to all the above .

❝ i’m leaving town, going to stay with some of my family. ❞

❝ today is the day i meet with my real family, wish me luck. ❞

❝ you are more than family to me. ❞

​❝ my whole family decided to come into town and stay a bit. ❞

❝ are you worried about meeting my family? because you shouldn’t. ❞

❝ have you seen my family? crazy is an understatement. ❞

​❝ i wish i had a family, but i’ll never know the feeling. ❞

​❝ you are lucky to have a family, that’s all i’ve ever wanted. ❞

​❝ i will do anything and everything for my family, no matter what. ❞

​❝ you are family to me, more so than some of my actual family. ❞

​❝ it’s the closest thing i’ve got to a family.  ❞

​❝ this family is falling a part and it is all your fault! ❞

​❝ you’re the reason our family is the way it is now. ❞

​❝ i don’t think your family likes me very much. ❞

​❝ i have a complicated relationship with my in-laws. ❞

​❝ what’s it like to have a family? i’ve never known. ❞

​❝ one day, we are going to have a family of our own. ❞

❝ do you want to start a family with me one day? ❞

​❝ i have a really big/small family. ❞

​❝ where is your family? ❞

​❝ i don’t have a family. ❞

​❝ we are not family anymore.  ❞

​❝ we’re no longer family as far as i’m concerned. ❞

​❝ if you mess with any of my family then you’re messing with all of us. ❞

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[lilplanty]

↖ is now accepting curious anons.

[angstmemes]

lonely sentence starters

“Long time no see! How’re you holding up?” “You clearly weren’t expecting me.” “I came here to help you, but if you’d rather I hadn’t, I will leave you alone again.” “I thought I’d just stop by and see how you were doing… It’s been a while.” “You’ve been quiet lately.” “How are you? Honestly. Don’t give me the usual crap.” “Why’re you sitting here all by yourself?” “This is supposed to be a party. You are supposed to dance, not sulk.” “Has nobody come to see you?” “Do you want me to leave?” “When’s the last time you went outside?” “Do you even want to see anyone?” “You seem lonely…” “Don’t you have any friends?” “I don’t mind keeping you company.” “Do you really have this place all to yourself?” “Maybe if you tried being nice every once in a while you would actually have people who cared about you.” “I’d visit you more often if I had the time…” “I am your friend. You’ve got me.” “Are you lonely?” ———- “I just want to be left alone.” “I’ve been so alone.” “You’re the first person to visit me in ages.” “I wish you’d visit more often.” “I’m just so sick of being alone all the time.” “No, of course I’m not lonely.”

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[musingmemes]

three word starters pt. 2

“don’t you dare.”

“look at me.”

“just forget it.”

“i’m not mad.”

“you’re being mean.”

“what a mess.”

“you are perfect.”

“jesus fucking christ.”

“you’ll be okay.”

“take a seat.”

“don’t let go.”

“oh my god.”

“you’re the worst.”

“you’re my favorite.”

“i ruined everything.”

“you ruined everything.”

“just trust me.”

“i’m not drunk.”

“i feel lost.”

“i’m so alone.”

“you’re not alone.”

“hold onto me.”

“just come here.”

“stay the night.”

“please just go.”

“please don’t go.”

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( i need more sleep... i woke up with a major cold and it’s tiring me out... )

[angelxthings]

* talks shit about you in enochian *

[keikomivra]

spn hiatus creations | week 8 ↳ archangels or princes of hell

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He kept quiet for a moment, lost in his thoughts about candies and regrets then he remembered that he wasn’t alone in the room.

“I think Gabriel would disagree with that statement.”He commented as he looked up.”So what is it that you regret kiddo ?.”

Esther was SLIENT before she could answer. It was hard to ADMIT what she regretted, but she needed to get it off her chest... 

“ I REGRET going against you during the WAR in Heaven...” She continued, “ I regret EVERYTHING that happened that tainted our relationship... After the war, all of my SIBLINGS hated me... And when I left HEAVEN, I was alone for thousands of years... The only thing I want is to have a FAMILY again...”

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@chuckxalmighty​ cont. here

Confusion ran through her MIND. Why would her FATHER mention about regretting that he did CREATED candles? Esther shook her HEAD and replied,

“No... That’s not what I MEANT...” She continued, “It’s more SERIOUS than candles...”

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Meaningful Sentence Starters

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givemeameme:

“There’s something I really need to tell you.” “I honestly thought that things would be very different.” “Do you wish you could have done it differently?” “What exactly did you think was happening here?” “How do you decide when it’s enough?” “I would die for this cause.” “There are only a few things in this world that are truly important to me.” “Ideals have to count for something.” “Why should I be a nice person?” “This was meant to be easier.” “I have an idea that I need to share.” “Look, you might not like me but we’re stuck in this.” “You remind me of someone I once knew.” “How long does it take people to change, I wonder?” “There are no good choices here.” “There are days I think we’re just in over our heads here.” “How do you keep going when things get hard?” “Are you genuinely interested in me as a person, or is this a game too?” “I care what I look like because I care what people think of me.” “Why did you decide to do it?” “You know what I really regret?” “I’m still struggling to believe any of this is real.” “Are you certain this is what you really want.” “Tell me a dream? Or a secret?” “Do you think you would still be the same person if things had turned out differently?” “What I really meant to say was very different.” “I don’t know if you’ll like what I have to say to you, but I have to tell you anyway.” “You were never supposed to know.” “Why can’t you just follow instructions?” “Why can’t you just ignore instructions?” “What chains you to this life? What keeps you here?”

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( after replying to all my threads, i shall go to bed... ) 

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 ❝ sister ——❞    greeting is brief , paused before it can delve into something further . despite everything , past SINS and MISTAKES not so easily forgotten but willing to be overlooked for a time being , grace beams at seeing her alive and safe - or perhaps not exactly safe … ( since when is safety something angels can get ? ? ) after so many siblings lost and just as many more fallen down - well it was stirring at the very least to see esther .

     with measured , PACED , stride , he walks forward , meeting her eyes in a gaze.   ❝ it’s been so long. ❞ and perhaps such a confirmation is unnecessary . timbre is even, serene , as he speaks .

           ❝ how are you finding this world ? ❞  inquiry is genuine but distaste drips from said words . favour for the   tainted , infected   world is not something felt but he wonders all the same how she has been doing here .

Esther was UNEASE with Michael’s presence... He could KILL her if he found it just... After all, her past SINS are still remembered in HEAVEN... However, she WONDERED why he was here to see her? Was it by MISTAKE? Or was there a PURPOSE? 

“ I have WANDER every inch of this WORLD...” She continued, “ It’s both dull and INTRIGUING... I have only OBSERVED Earth and it’s people...”

‘...It’s people...’ Those words rang through her MIND. She had seen people come and go... Taking their first and last BREATH... Humans were curious creatures and for Esther; she was CURIOUS about them... They were both beautiful and TAINTED.... Much like HERSELF... Although, Esther would NEVER admit it to her siblings... 

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oh, frack, some random, attractive girl was asking her about the Winchesters, and shehonestly didn’t know how to respond. she must’ve been either a demon or an angel, she could hardly tell the difference these days. the winchesters weren’t normal guys, so she wasn’t sure if it was okay for her to say she even knew them.

she swallowed nervously, her hand gripping her shoulder bag strap as she turned to her,  trying to steel her nerves to appear tough but really she just looked more concerned, ❝  UH—- who are you?  ❞

“ I’m Esther ” She replied, “ I’m an ANGEL- well... I’m a DARK angel to be exact...” Esther hated to spill the TRUTH, however, she had to... Just to keep her slate CLEAN from any SINS she would commit. 

“ Like I said; I’m not going to HURT you or the WINCHESTERS...” Esther continued in an NON-THREATENING manner, “ I need HELP... I want to be CLEAN from the darkness that is within my GRACE...” 

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              heavenly law had decreed the boys very existence as a threat  &&  a plague to creation. angelic grace with the raw power of a human soul to back it —-  no wonder he was already shanked by one of his relatives. that situation had only cause him to startle at the sight of another angel, unease clear with tensed shoulders.

              ❛  jack —- yes. how do i know that’s true**?**  ❜

A SIGH came from Esther... She knew and UNDERSTAND why Jack shouldn’t trust her since her siblings tried to KILL him... However, Esther was not her siblings... She was NOTHING like the angels in HEAVEN... She had to tell HER story to him...

“ Once there was an ANGEL... She was the YOUNGEST out of all her siblings... She was loved and she loved EVERYTHING... Then one day, a dark and EVIL figured lurked in the shadows and CORRUPTED the little angel... But her FATHER saved the little angel and forgave the sins she committed...” She then sighed, “However, her siblings began to HATE their little sister... And so, she ran away from HOME... The only thing in her LIFE was to have a FAMILY again...”

Esther then paused and asked, “Do you believe in FORGIVENESS, love, and second chances? That is all I want... I want love and ACCEPTANCE... Would you trust someone with that?...” 

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Angels were complicated creatures. They claimed to be superior to humans and yet they possesses so many of their emotions. Pride and vanity. Sorrow and sadness. Sam remained silent as Esther – the angel – answered his question, feeling a shiver run down his spine at the mention of Lucifer. Even now he trembled when he heard that name. He no longer had memories of his time down in the Cage for the equivalent of 180 human years but he knew it wasn’t pleasant. It had been horrifying and to think that the other woman had sided with the Morning Star… But at the same time, if she wanted him dead, one movement of her hand would be enough. A powerful angel could easily kill him without a second thought and yet… There she was. Telling him her story.

“I don’t believe people should be defined for what they did.” Otherwise, he would be judged for what he did when he was high on demon blood or all the things he did when he had no soul. “As long as people show regret for their actions and the intention of changing – nothing is impossible.” If Castiel was forgiven after his God episode, why couldn’t Esther be shown the same compassion? Especially since she was once the Angel of Creation and Order? “Those are… big titles.” In a movement that could be described by rash and probably stupid, Sam swallowed the lump on his throat and reached towards the hidden extinguisher to put out the holy fire. Fallen angel or not – everyone deserved a second chance, right? If he did… “It is…” Dean would kill him. But then again, maybe he could take a ticket and get in line. Sam offered his hand to the angel, a faint smile lingering on his lips. Innocent until proven guilty – and then a angel blade through one’s chest. “It is a pleasure to meet you, Esther.”

Esther’s eyes SOFTEN again, she never felt SYMPATHY from someone in a very long time... The last one who BELIEVED her regret was her FATHER... After Sam put out the fire, he lend her a HAND and she took it. Her innocence came unto her HEART, an innocence that she hadn’t felt before...

“ It’s nice to meet you, Sam Winchester ”, Esther spoke as she still HELD onto his hand. 

When she REALIZED that she held onto his hand for quiet a while, she let go and quickly apologize, “SORRY.. I uh...” She then cleared her throat, “ I haven’t SPOKE to many humans before...” Esther then, AGAIN, quickly changed the subject, “When was the last time you SEEN Castiel?...”