He’d once thought that his parents’ rejection of him after his arrest would be the worst heartache he’d ever feel over the course of one lifetime, but it hadn’t been. No, they’d only been the tip of the iceberg, with the more harrowing parts still lurking beneath the surface, waiting for him to snag himself on them, having never seen them coming. That was the category that Charli had fallen into, and his decision to let her go all those years ago. It’d been for her own good– realistically, what sort of life would she have had tethering herself to him while he all but rotted in prison for over a decade? But that didn’t mean that it hadn’t practically killed him to push for the sort of freedom he’d always known she deserved.
Seeing her now brought all of that history roaring into the present, reminding Rio how he’d never fully gotten over it, he’d just gotten through it. And he still stood by that decision– how could he not when Charli looked as good as she did now, like she was absolutely thriving? From what he could tell, it appeared as though she’d done exactly what he’d wanted her to– she’d lived her life, made a name for herself. And she was even more beautiful than he remembered.
Rio swallowed thickly, dark eyes quietly studying her while he tried not to buckle underneath her own assessment as well. Years stretched between them, feeling more palpable now than they ever had as they highlighted the differences between them. He felt her eyes on his tattoos, or at least those that were visible to her. Ironically enough, hidden from view, there was one among the mass he’d acquired over the years that he’d gotten as a nod towards her, and now more than ever, Rio was grateful he’d selected a spot that was easily concealed. He already had enough to explain to her without that making the list.
He only became acutely aware of the silence that had stretched between them when Charli stepped closer to him, reminding him of where they were. All around them, the casino was screaming, but he’d been locked in, largely out of tune with all of it. Rio chuckled warmly, glancing down at his outfit, “You kidding? I found this at a thrift store and panic bought it,” he admitted, just thankful that it’d actually fit him, given the fact that there’d been no back-up plan in place, “But thank you.” Grinning crookedly at her own attempt to wave him off, he shook his head softly, dark eyes not bothering to mask how he gave her another once-over as she winked at him. “Red suits you,” he noted, but then, it always had.
But. Part of him had been waiting for that. How could he not? A soft smile tugged at the corner of his mouth as a doubtful hum rumbled in the back of his throat, “I dunno…if you remember correctly, I kinda like catching you off guard,” he countered with a light chuckle, flashing her a full smile before sobering. Easing out a weighted sigh, he nodded, swallowing hard, “I know I should’ve called– just didn’t really know where to start, or if your number was even the same.” Instead, he’d come in like some sort of fucking wrecking ball, over a decade later, and yet he preferred that. At least this way, he got to see her in person, he got to see just how much she’d thrived over the years. To him, that was more rewarding than any feeling he had a name for.
Raising a brow at her question, he clung to whatever boldness he still felt deep in his bones and offered up a faint, yet crooked smile, “Right now, I’m here with you,” Rio supplied, voice lowering as he fought back against his every inclination to walk that back. He let it settle between them instead, letting it serve as the first time he’d actually dared to flirt with anyone in nearly fourteen years. Inwardly, though, he was kicking himself, damn near preaching a whole sermon about how foolish it was, and yet he still didn’t make any move to retract it. Instead, he realized that she’d actually been asking him something a bit deeper. Clearing his throat, he shook his head, “No,” he answered, at least on a personal front– that was the easy answer. His next truth was a bit more complicated, “I mean– yes, technically; I’m here with the club,” he clarified, shrugging a shoulder. Would that surprise her? Or would it just feel like a natural progression for his life to take? “You?” He returned, and maybe he did mean a date.