Starspace

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Starspace System

apiconscious - 5 zenithfragment - amavrotien

Traumaendowillo - subtractgenic

Withered system - all of us are fragmentflux

mild dissociative amnesia - polyfragmented

Anti-c - neu-Radq - neutralship - pro para radinclus - anti harassment - anti anti pro endo - pro willo/tulpa - pro fiction

GAD - ASD - depression - ADHD - bpd - dpd

Rain, Four, and X are victims of programming, and have been programmed to obey orders from authority figures, friends, or our parents, without questions We forget stuff very easily. We might not remember an entire day or specific events or things we did unless literally retold. interests: bfdi, jsab/tpc, analog horror, the backrooms(like the levels and stuff)

Intros:

X

Four

Rain

Bo-Bell

Firefly

MESSAGING AND SOCIALS:

Shapes.inc: @/starspace Pluralspace code: 8FqEcf4E32S6HC1MfiKUz Instagram: rain81311 Twitter: Starspaceeee IF YOU MESSAGE US HERE, WE WILL LIKELY NOT RESPOND UNLESS YOURE A CLOSE FRIEND. however we will almost always answer asks! other blogs agere/Syskid blog - @sillysyskids Main art tumblr: please dm us and ask us. We will respond to these specific DMs

WARNINGS: this blog contains content about self harm, abuse, wanting to be groomed or raped or abused

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apparently we are someone’s kitten now 😁😁😁😁

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Andy's ex still talking about the stuff u sent to them in strawpage and excusing it by saying one of their alters is a little bro

i kinda just wanted to piss him off and make him mad lololo

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we have like a whole ecosystem in our head! Like we have fragments that are made up animals, and there’s a forest, and even in the glitchy layer of headspace they love to reside there! There’s like predators and prey and plants and stuff it’s so cool! Sometimes I like to watch them when I’m bored because they are entertaining. Sometimes if we come up with a new creature and draw it, it will appear in headspace! We might even form new rooms layers or something just for these freaky creatures!

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my brother forced me to play granny and I chose version 1.6 and I BEAT EASY MODE FIRST TRY FIRST DAY NO DEATHS

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hi

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Dude the fourcil animation im making is so peak im gonna show yoy

penkil ✏️ ✏️✏️✏️✏️✏️✏️

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are you dom or sub

I guess sub but if four is fronting usually its dom 😛😛😛😛

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born to fuck forced to be born with no dih/j

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Are you okay with me being in love with you

platonic or romantic? Actually we don’t really care we just are happy to be loved

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Are you okay with us calling you our kitten or is that weird

depends on who you are outside of being anon 👀 lowkey every time we think of that name or someone calling me that we think of like those cringe alpha wolf videos or discord kittens 😭😭🥹 but also we kinda like being called a kitty or kitten tho

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🥚

shoves it up my ass

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*hatches* where the fuck am i

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our moms just casually saying she thinks I might fail my classes in college. And then she’s all “she needs to do things independently and learn to not rely on us for everything” as if they don’t infantilize me

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we r gonna go clothes shopping again fuck

90% chance our moms gonna try and stay in the changing room with us

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My brother kept begging us to play Granny on the new computer and I nicely said I didn’t want to and that just because we have the computer now doesn’t mean I wanna play on it right way, like I said the past other times. Then he whined to my dad about it my dad asked me to and I calmly said that since they keep asking, it’s making me not want to do it. I didn’t raise my voice or yell. I said it calmly. And my dad responded in an angry rude voice “well I don’t want you to have a phone then. How about that!?” And then told my brother he was gonna make me play some time today, even tho he knows I don’t want to

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We’ve been programmed to believe our grades are worth more than our mental health

yes I cut myself and constantly want to die and I push everyone away and I hate myself and I have no motivation. But if I don’t get A and B grades my parents will punish me so clearly that matters more

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school starts in like a week I’m gonna crone

it’s so stupid how they just expect us to get good grades all the damn time