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Pre-Established Meme | Always Open
@umbrellamedic offered
✿ - for HUNK
FRIENDSHIP. childhood friends / work buddies or coworkers / family friends / friends with benefits / smoking buddies / adventure buddies / fake friends / recently friends / party buddies / friendship of need / dying friendship / circumstantial friendship / partners in crime / old friendship / [ your muse ] is the good influence / [ your muse ] is the bad influence / [ my muse ] is the good influence / [ my muse ] is the bad influence / opposites attract / ride or die / frenemies / roommates or flatmates / penpals / exes to friends / enemies to friends / other
ROMANCE. childhood sweethearts / [ your muse is mines ] childhood crush / [ my muse is yours ] childhood crush / exes / exes to lovers / forbidden lovers / highschool sweethearts / secret relationship / opposites attract / long distance / unrequited [ from your muses side ] / unrequited [ from my muses side ] / unrequited [ from both sides ] / skinny love / friends to lovers / enemies to lovers / spurious relationship / power couple / newly entered / soulmates [ metaphorical ] / soulmates [ literal ] / awkward / turning toxic / toxic love / cheating [ on your muse ] / cheating [ with your muse ] / other
FAMILIAL. siblings [ half ] / siblings [ step ] / [ my muse ] is an older sibling figure to your younger sibling figure / [ my muse ] is a younger sibling figure to your older sibling figure muse / [ my muse ] is a parental figure to yours / [ my muse ] is a child figure to your muse / guardian figure / legal guardian / adoptive child / foster child / [ your muse ] is taken under mines wing / [ my muse ] is taken under yours wing / other
ANTAGONISTIC. dangerous to each other / dangerous to others / unpredictable / rivals / petty / developing into sexual or romantic tension / based off family matters / based of off circumstance / based of professional matters / based off misunderstanding or lies / conflict of ideology / betrayal / hero - villain dynamic / enemies / fight club / friends turned enemies / lovers turned enemies / exes turned enemies / other
Pre-Established Meme | Always Open
@umbrellamedic offered
✿ - for Wesker
FRIENDSHIP. childhood friends / work buddies or coworkers / family friends / friends with benefits / smoking buddies / adventure buddies / fake friends / recently friends / party buddies / friendship of need / dying friendship / circumstantial friendship / partners in crime / old friendship / [ your muse ] is the good influence / [ your muse ] is the bad influence / [ my muse ] is the good influence / [ my muse ] is the bad influence / opposites attract / ride or die / frenemies / roommates or flatmates / penpals / exes to friends / enemies to friends / other
ROMANCE. childhood sweethearts / [ your muse is mines ] childhood crush / [ my muse is yours ] childhood crush / exes / exes to lovers / forbidden lovers / highschool sweethearts / secret relationship / opposites attract / long distance / unrequited [ from your muses side ] / unrequited [ from my muses side ] / unrequited [ from both sides ] / skinny love / friends to lovers / enemies to lovers / spurious relationship / power couple / newly entered / soulmates [ metaphorical ] / soulmates [ literal ] / awkward / turning toxic / toxic love / cheating [ on your muse ] / cheating [ with your muse ] / other
FAMILIAL. siblings [ half ] / siblings [ step ] / [ my muse ] is an older sibling figure to your younger sibling figure / [ my muse ] is a younger sibling figure to your older sibling figure muse / [ my muse ] is a parental figure to yours / [ my muse ] is a child figure to your muse / guardian figure / legal guardian / adoptive child / foster child / [ your muse ] is taken under mines wing / [ my muse ] is taken under yours wing / other
ANTAGONISTIC. dangerous to each other / dangerous to others / unpredictable / rivals / petty / developing into sexual or romantic tension / based off family matters / based of off circumstance / based of professional matters / based off misunderstanding or lies / conflict of ideology / betrayal / hero - villain dynamic / enemies / fight club / friends turned enemies / lovers turned enemies / exes turned enemies / other
PRE-ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIP MEME 0.2
over a year ago, i made this meme & since then, it’s blown up. so, over a year later — i thought i would make a new one. so here it is, after several requests & a pile of brains, THE PRE-ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIP MEME 0.2 send me a ✿ and i’ll fill out the template below. bold for things i could definitely see or want, italics for things i could see or am unsure of and striked out for things i don’t want or cannot see.
FRIENDSHIP. childhood friends / work buddies or coworkers / family friends / friends with benefits / smoking buddies / adventure buddies / fake friends / recently friends / party buddies / friendship of need / dying friendship / circumstantial friendship / partners in crime / old friendship / [ your muse ] is the good influence / [ your muse ] is the bad influence / [ my muse ] is the good influence / [ my muse ] is the bad influence / opposites attract / ride or die / frenemies / roommates or flatmates / penpals / exes to friends / enemies to friends / other
ROMANCE. childhood sweethearts / [ your muse is mines ] childhood crush / [ my muse is yours ] childhood crush / exes / exes to lovers / forbidden lovers / highschool sweethearts / secret relationship / opposites attract / long distance / unrequited [ from your muses side ] / unrequited [ from my muses side ] / unrequited [ from both sides ] / skinny love / friends to lovers / enemies to lovers / spurious relationship / power couple / newly entered / soulmates [ metaphorical ] / soulmates [ literal ] / awkward / turning toxic / toxic love / cheating [ on your muse ] / cheating [ with your muse ] / other
FAMILIAL. siblings [ half ] / siblings [ step ] / [ my muse ] is an older sibling figure to your younger sibling figure / [ my muse ] is a younger sibling figure to your older sibling figure muse / [ my muse ] is a parental figure to yours / [ my muse ] is a child figure to your muse / guardian figure / legal guardian / adoptive child / foster child / [ your muse ] is taken under mines wing / [ my muse ] is taken under yours wing / other
ANTAGONISTIC. dangerous to each other / dangerous to others / unpredictable / rivals / petty / developing into sexual or romantic tension / based off family matters / based of off circumstance / based of professional matters / based off misunderstanding or lies / conflict of ideology / betrayal / hero - villain dynamic / enemies / fight club / friends turned enemies / lovers turned enemies / exes turned enemies / other
𝐁𝐆𝟑 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐛𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.
a selection of lines from the various companions' banter quotes (not cut scene dialogues!) from baldur's gate 3. these are generally spoiler free and non context specific so they can apply to different settings and dynamics! feel free to change names and the like to customize the prompts.
“Death can't have me. Not yet…”
“Calm yourself. There is plenty of me to go around.”
“Realmspace is vast. Countless worlds to be mapped, kingdoms to be conquered.”
“I have missed this. The adventure. The danger. The kicking of butts!
“Let me guess - you need something.”
“Such attention.. I never realised I was so popular.”
“Let's cook with fire, baby.”
“Do you intend to vocalise every thought?. Or just the most obvious ones?”
“Wherever we go, ye gods let there be something green.”
“Careful, or I will take your toy away from you.”
“Watch your elders and learn.”
“Perhaps try attacking the enemy?”
“So much we don't know, lingering in the furthest reaches of existence.”
“All the world's my stage and you're just a player in it.”
“The shadows are my friend.”
“Yes, yes, have your fun. It isn't you they're trying to kill.”
“Feet planted firmly on Faerûn, please.”
“Admirable stamina, yet terrible priorities.”
“Well you certainly have the 'omnipresent' part down, don't you?”
“I am ready, whatever may come.”
“My faith protects me.”
“Need a throat slitting?”
“Death greets us all - but not today.”
“You need my expertise?”
“Can you feel death's cold grip?”
“So many stars, so many mysteries yet to be discovered.”
“Death comes quietly.”
“And I thought we were going to be friends.”
“Locked tight, but there must be some way to open it.”
“No, you can't die. Get up, damn you!
“You had my attention, now you have my fury.”
“From silence to suffering.”
“So many worlds out there. You'd need a thousand lifetimes to see them all - more.”
“I hope this is important. For your sake.”
“Let them gaze deep into their own abyss, and wonder just what it is they are trying to achieve.”
“I ought to just burn this whole thing down.”
“We have slightly more pressing matters to attend to.”
“You have still have time to surrender.”
“Every kicked buttock, another step on the path.”
“Weave save me. I can't take much more…
“You are right to fear me.”
“Let me look around. Might be something that'll help me crack this thing.”
“Incredible, to think how many worlds exist beyond this tiny speck within a speck I call home.”
“I really wish I could cast a Hold spell on you.”
“I can fawn over my face later.”
“Ready for another round?”
“Keep your blade close.”
“I can't unlock it from here, but there must be a switch or a button somewhere…”
“No, that's not moving. There must be a way to open it somewhere.”
“Battle favours the fearless.”
“Sleep with one eye open, evil. Maybe both.”
“Gotta be something around here to unlock this thing.”
“Why do beautiful people taste better?. It hardly seems fair on the ugly - they have such wonderful personalities.”
“Oh, calm down. I'm happy to see you too.”
“Just go for the Magic Missile and fire away. Never fails.”
“Still standing, no matter what you heard.”
“Enough waiting. I crave blood.”
“Hang on - I won't allow this. You aren't dead, go it?”
“GODS, it's HOT in here!”
“No rest for the wicked, I see.”
“Better to hide than fight, sometimes.”
“Would that I could hide from you, too.”
“Are you feeling lonely, perhaps?”
“There is no right or wrong, only truth.”
“Battle is afoot - you can poke me once we are safe.”
“What good all this ethereal eladrin blood if I can still get pimples?”
“I should've been a drow. They have such stylish armour.”
“I am armed! Armoured! And entirely sick of your foolishness.”
“Let's have some fun.”
“War is an old woman's game.”
“No rest, be you wicked or wise.”
“I'm getting too old for this nonsense.”
“I would poke you back, but I fear that's what you want.”
“You have my attention - now do something with it.”
“You are insistent, are you not?”
“Do what must be done.”
“Your suffering will be spectacular.”
“Lest I sit down for a rest and not rise again.”
“Better to look evil in the eye. Even if it be very small.”
“I'm not built to crouch.”
“I think I could go another round.”
“Always the same old song.”
“Is perfection too much to ask?”
“Eyes on victory, tummy on dinner.”
“So many places to be.. and I chose Baldur's Gate.”
“I'm not opening that. Not from here, at any rate.”
“What is the point, if not victory?”
“Won't last much longer like this.”
“Let's hope the locals are friendly.”
“Let us show them how it's done.”
“Weapons high. Standards higher.”
“Must everyone be so exhausting?”
“What I would not give for a chunk of fresh honeycomb…”
“Which way to the nearest library?”
“Now this is my happy place.”
“Who shall I silence?”
“Stop, or die.”
“Wear your scars proudly.”
Comfortable Intimacy | Always Open
@feralverndari asked
[ nuzzle ] (For Felix)
As West approaches him he gives a small tilt of his head as though to question him. He doesn't expect him to lean in close to nuzzle and it shows by the straightening of his back and the stillness afterwards. It takes a few moments for him to regard his senses and he nuzzles him right back, giving a near silent sigh as he does.
This is nice....
Anonymous asked
Who was that fellow bashing his head against the wall in the Hunter's Nightmare?
He isn't too sure about that to be honest. He wasn't too keen on saying his name or anything.
PROMPTS FOR COMFORTABLE INTIMACY * adjust as necessary, send 'reverse' for the reversal of the prompt
[ settle ] sender sits on receiver's lap and gets comfortable
[ sling ] sender slings an arm around receiver's shoulder
[ pinch ] sender affectionately pinches receiver's cheek
[ ruffle ] sender ruffles receiver's hair
[ recline ] sender joins receiver on their chair and snuggles against them
[ hand ] sender takes receiver's hand while driving
[ knee ] sender lays a hand on receiver's leg while driving
[ clean ] sender reaches up to wipe something off receiver's face
[ tie ] sender adjusts receiver's tie
[ collar ] sender smooths out receiver's collar
[ tickle ] sender starts tickling receiver
[ piggyback ] sender gives receiver a piggyback ride
[ pick up ] sender scoops receiver up into their arms and holds them as they walk
[ guide ] sender places a hand on receiver's hip and guides them through a crowded room
[ smudge ] sender cleans lipstick off receiver's face
[ gun ] in the midst of a stand-off, sender reaches over and gently guides receiver's gun down, making them lower it
[ behind ] sender comes up to receiver from behind and wraps their arms around their waist
[ nuzzle ] sender leans in and nuzzles their face into receiver's neck
[ relax ] sender rests their head on receiver's shoulder while they talk
[ arms ] sender hooks their arm with receiver's as they walk
[ itch ] sender assists receiver with an itch they can't reach
[ catch ] receiver starts to fall, so sender reaches out and catches them
[ calm down ] sender pets receiver's hair and tries to soothe them after a scary situation
[ check ] sender checks receiver's temperature by placing the back of their hand against receiver's forehead, trying to see if they're sick
[ tuck ] sender tucks receiver into bed
[ feed ] sender offers a forkful of food out to receiver, helping them eat
[ undress ] sender helps receiver undress
[ shoes ] sender helps receiver put on their shoes
[ intent ] sender leans their forehead against receiver's
[ bathe ] sender helps receiver wash themselves in a bath
[ shower ] sender helps receiver wash themselves in a shower
[ assist ] sender finds receiver has fallen down, so they rush to their aid and help them stand again
[ bed ] sender helps receiver into bed
[ greet ] sender greets receiver with quick kisses to each of their cheeks
[ high five ] sender gives receiver a congratulatory high five
[ makeup ] sender helps receiver apply makeup
[ injury ] sender cleans receiver's wound and patches it up
[ seek ] sender reaches for receiver's hand and laces their fingers
[ surprise ] sender sneaks up behind receiver and places their hands over their eyes, wanting them to guess who it is
[ walk ] sender helps receiver walk by staying by their side and holding onto them
Anonymous asked
Nemesis, have you felt fur before? Different than human's hair.
Oh! He perks up a bit at that and nods though he does move away for a few moments. He comes back with what seems to be a large animal pelt and holds it up, looking rather pleased with himself.
Kazan gave him this a while back, even taught him how to take care of it. It's made a very nice addition to his nest to say the least.
@feralverndari asked
He doesn't say anything, but instead, he just sits next to Felix and gives him a gentle headbutt. His own silent way of saying he's there and he's not alone.
No words are needed, not like he could even say them anyway, but regardless the sentiment is loud and clear. Felix leans a bit against West, more like just pressing against his side really, and gives a near silent sigh.
He can relax, at least for a little while.
Anonymous asked
Slay the host of this Nightmare, Felix. Please. For all our sakes.
He will eventually. It might not be the first time or even the hundredth time, but he will. That's all he's good for now isn't it? His hands are too stained with blood to do anything else.
It doesn't help that he seems to have a knack for killing eldritch beings anyway...
Anonymous asked
One of many victims, Hunter Felix; nor you did not truly seek to find out what the sweet cloying smell of secrets held. And yet, you are here trapped with similar beasts of hunters from different realms. Another unknown Great One that drew you here against your will.
A cruel turn of events isn't it? He is doomed to the Hunt in one form another, but this time he is both the hunted and the hunter. He might have survived his illness, but at what cost? His sanity? His humanity?
Had he known the price would have been so steep he probably would have let himself waste away. Maybe.
It's a little too late to be wondering of the ifs though. Far too late.
Anonymous asked
But Hunter, whom's blood did you partake of? The Adella the Nun, or of Arianna the Whore? Did you notice who looked over with envious eyes? Did you hear the writhing of a newborn when the Moon drew close?
He...doesn't remember.
All of them? None of them? He doesn't remember.
He thinks hard and the harder he thinks the more of a dream it feels like with either choice. Both so sweet, so warm, addicting and he has to go back to them for more. Any jealous felt due to his actions were not noticed, only the urge for more is focused on. He gets more, he always gets more, until...until...
One is killed and he only has one choice. He doesn't know who is killed and who is alive though, the dream grows too blurry to tell the difference.
What stays sharp though is the crying...no, it's akin to squeaking. It's not human, but the meaning behind it is clear to him somehow. It is to grab attention, questioning something, pleading even. He remembers it all too well and knows it is not a dream.
The newborn does not know why its mother does not love it, why she will not look at it. Madness gripped her tightly and it has no inkling of what has happened.
He hopes he did a mercy for them both...
Anonymous asked
Did you trust the dweller in the Odeon Chapel? Or did you send poor souls to Iosefka's Clinic to be turnt into Kin? Did you feel any fault for their fates being condemned by the Moon being drenched in Blood?
Admittedly when he first came across him he didn't trust him. Allies were far and few between and it was that fact alone that caused the distrust. It wasn't his appearance or mannerism, he had already seen at that point that those of normal human appearance could be enemies.
He would not make the same mistake as he did with Father Gascoigne...
Eventually though the Dweller managed to convince him and with the first he sent to the Chapel, the hateful old woman, did he being to trust him. In came in time that he would even considering him a friend.
None were sent to Iosefka's, even the old man that didn't believe him, and none that he had a hand with were turned into Kin. A disappointment for Iosefka no doubt, but he holds no sympathy for her. He did not hesitate to end her madness.
Though guilt lays heavy on his shoulders he knows he is not at fault for what happened. He did not do the rituals, he did not toy with the Old Blood. If anything he is just as much a victim as the rest.
Now for what he's done though, the blood he has shed and those he has had to kill...He is burden with the knowledge of the misdeeds he has done in ensure his own survival.
Anonymous asked
Hunter Felix, did you ever find Vermin? Did you align yourself to the Confederates?
Unfortunately yes even if he didn't align himself with the Confederates for long. It took a few times of them getting into his coat for him to get rid of their rune.
The memory of their tiny legs scrambling on him makes him shiver slightly.
Anonymous asked
Good Hunter, why did you travel to the Capital of Blood at all? What ailed you? Or did you seek the Pale blood to properly have the white blood cells to not be affected by the scourge of the beasts?
He was...desperate...
No one from his land knew what ailed him, there were no answers. The only answer he could get from all the doctors was that it was killing him. The need to survive kicked him, that fickle primal thing, and so he became desperate.
There was no plan to become immune to the scourge of beasts, no plan to uncover the Church's dirty secret, only the selfish need to survive.
No better than a beast in that regard.
Anonymous asked
Good hunter, have you seen the thread of light? Did you want to know what it really was?
Thread of light....He remembers when those words were spoken.
Poor, pitiful Ludwig...
At that point he didn't want to, he had seen so much, been through so much that he was only putting one foot in front of the other to go forward. Tired that his bones ached, yet he kept going. What any mad person would do.
He might have not turned into the beasts he was forced to hunt, but he was probably no better than them. It makes him wonder now if he would have been better off knowing this thread of light or if he would have ended up like Ludwig.
Regardless, it probably matters little now given the circumstances.