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valen | arg. | 20s
i write sometimes
freud y noel gallagher eran faloperos
also i'm trying to write this pre fame noel fanfic inspired by ethel cain's song "crush"... i'm really excited about it because lately i've been obssesed with ethel so this is like my two niches colliding. anyways you should listen to it if you haven't
should i have brownies for dinner
ese rumor de q noel se hizo ver con la pendeja públicamente sólo pq sara supuestamente esta saliendo con alguien q era amigo suyo cuando estaban casados jqjdjzjwkajs ese amigo q no SUELTA
i wake up. i log onto the internet and i’m bombarded w pictures and stories of noel being all up in women’s business and letting them sit on his lap and kissing them on the cheek. talking abt fingering in full detail. sex toys galore. and when i think im free there’s always more. so it’s just gonna be like this forever. okay what the hell sure!
Dancing on my own.
cw: angst. noel can't do feelings.
word count: 1,9k
April, 2005.
It's 3am and the club is buzzing with the energy of people who have already had too much of everything. The night is hot and you can feel some strands of your messy hair sticking to your sweaty neck. You move to the sound of the music, without even registering what the song that's playing is saying; people dance in a haze, music is pounding in your ear and you feel alive. Too alive. Maybe too much.
You open your eyes, which until that moment have remained closed, and suddenly you feel dizzy, a bit desoriented. Maybe that last vodka cran was unnecessary. "You okay?" Your friend asks, who you only now realize has been next to you the whole time, her eyes are glassy and a bit red from the joint you two had shared outside what feels like a lifetime ago. "I just need some air" you answer, already heading to the door that leads to the small patio.
Once outside you're greeted by the fresh air of april. You reach blindly for a cigarette in your purse, hoping the nicotine will help you come down from the rush of adrenaline provided by the changing lights and the loud music. Sitting on a fence, your mind starts wandering about how your hair must look a mess, already puffy from the humidity and the sweat, how you surely need to touch up your lipstick and how you could have another drink now that the nicotine is flowing through your system. But your head seems to be a bit of a masochist so it can't help but think about him.
About how the last time you'd talked to him you'd been in the same circumstances: too intoxicated from the drinks of a long night and a flow of feeling you didn't know what to do with. And of course, about how the last thing you'd heard from him was how he had been seen with a new girl. Pretty. Closer to his age. Tall and thin, just like a model.
But you can't have that now, so you pack it up and head back inside, back to the loud music, the sweaty bodies and the sticky floor. Moving through people you get close to the bar. "A vodka cran, please" you say to the girl attending. "On it" she says, moving quickly around the place, preparing your drink with the skill of someone who had already made thousands of those, probably for thousands of nights.
Meanwhile your eyes go to the crowded dance floor, you discern your friend, dancing with a boy now. Suddenly your eyes catch a glimpse of a figure that seems familiar. No, you think. It can't be. The girl from the bar hands you the drink. You grab it and murmur a thank you, without taking your eyes from the point you were looking at. You get closer slowly, trying to be discreet. The crowd seems to part in front of you. Maybe it is him. Would he be alone?. Is he with her?. Has he seen you already?. The figure turns around to reveal his face. It's not him. "Hey, you okay?," the man asks, your face must be quite a sigh right now. You feel your cheeks getting red from shame. "Sorry, I confused you with another person," you say, turning around and taking a big sip from the drink in your hands, hoping the burn from the alcohol will help to dissipate the feeling of shame.
The night keeps moving after that. You finish your drink and dance alone in the crowded room. A man catches your eye and you flirt with him because he seems nice. Not because his eyes are blue like his. Or because his hair looks exactly like his. No, he's just a handsome man in a club flirting with you and you play along because there's nothing else for you to do. Coming back home to be alone with your thoughts wasn't an option. So when he offers you to go to his place you don't think about it too much and say yes. That's how you end up in a cab, kissing a stranger like your life depends on it. Maybe tonight it did.
☆☆☆
The arm wrapped around your waist feels heavy. Your legs are tangled but it feels wrong, uncomfortable. The little snores you hear right beside your ear are annoying. The light that's coming in through the window indicates that it's morning already. You get up slowly, trying to be as quiet as possible. On your tip toes you pick up your clothes that remain thrown on the cold floor. Getting dressed, you take a look at the man lying on the bed. God, he looks nothing like him. Not even close. What on earth were you thinking? You get out of the apartment as quickly as possible, carrying your shoes in your hands to prevent making any noise.
Once outside you walk through the hallway reaching the elevator. Just when you press the button you hear someone laughing at the end of the hall. You turn your head and suddenly all the drinks you had last night seem to travel back from your stomach to your throat. Fuck me, you think. Getting out of the apartment that's right beside the one you just spent the night on, the man you've been trying to avoid thinking about the whole night makes an appearance. Like a big entrance on some shitty comedy show. You can even hear the boos the audience would make at this moment. But it gets worse when the one who appears behind him is her. Like a fucking screamer on a fucked up horror movie. The tall and blonde woman that you've seen on every shitty magazine on every corner of this fucking city.
Blame it on the hangover you were suffering, you were not quick enough to turn around and get the stairs down. Instead, you just stand there like an idiot. The face he makes when he sees you is the one you would've made if you just saw a ghost. She keeps walking down the hall, getting closer and closer to you, he stays behind for a while, just looking at you before following her.
"Are you going down?," says the blondie. You couldn't help but laugh mentally at the metaphoric meaning that question had for you. Yes, you were certainly going down. "Yeah, sorry," you answer, getting in the elevator. They both get in too. She grabs his arm as he steps beside her. She keeps talking and laughing about something. You can't really make out the words. Because right now you were trapped on an elevator with the same man that has had you on his bed more times than you can really count now. The same man who made promises to you under bedsheets, promises about a future that never came. Because just when you were ready to leave it all aside to be with him, he had decided he wasn't ready for a relationship. He had realized his divorce was still too recent; that he didn't want to face the media scrutiny for dating someone almost ten years his elder, and that you deserved 'something better'. All the memories came to you in a rush, just like his perfume was now flowing through your nostrils and you can't help your eyes get watery.
Once the elevator is down and the doors are open you get out almost running. Getting in the middle of them not even caring about being disrespectful. Why would you care? He didn't care about breaking your heart through a phone call like he did. Outside the building the morning greets you with a cold breeze. Last night's clothes clearly don't work in today's weather, and you now realize you've been barefoot this whole time, your shoes still in your hands. Great. As it wasn't humiliating enough seeing your ex… something with his actual girlfriend while dressing like a slut and with your make up a mess. The worst thing was, you didn't have any money left so the only way to get back to your house was walking. And that's what you do. You start walking, not even bothering to put your shoes back on, like you were trying to punish yourself for last night's decisions. This wouldn't have happened if you just stayed there in the club with your friends. But, excuse me, what are the fucking odds that the new girlfriend was living right next to the apartment of the lad you decided to get on with.
You get to your house safe and sound after a few blocks. Your feet are killing you and you can't wait to have a shower and hopefully die on your bed. Throwing your shoes somewhere in the living room, you go to your room and remember you haven't checked on your friend yet. So you grab your phone to send a text to her and that's when you see it. His number.
Noel G
I'm sorry for that.
You just look at it. 'I'm sorry for that'. Stupid. What was he sorry for? For acting like a complete stranger on the lift? For being there with his girlfriend? For breaking up with you through a phone call?. You convince yourself you don't wanna know, just like you did last night, like you've been doing for three months. Not wanting to look at it anymore, you throw your phone away and go to the bathroom, surely a cold shower would help you to wash your sins away.
You were so messed up since that last time you spoke to him. A month after the call that ended it all, you went out with some friends and by 3am you already were completely wasted. Just like last night. Except that that night, you didn't end up in some stranger's bed, instead you decided that it was a great idea to call him. He answered. Of course he did. You wish he hadn't. But Noel had this terrible habit of having the worst timing ever. It didn't end well, you just slurred a bunch of insults to him, things you can't even recall now. He didn't say anything. A week later the news arrived. A new woman, who looked nothing like you. You read somewhere she works in the industry, a proper girl, the perfect girl for a rockstar like him, not too posh, but clearly not a mess like you. She seems to be the kind of person who has everything figured out, ready to settle down.
You've always wondered if she knew about you, of course, nobody really knew who you were. You too were always sneaking around, trying to avoid paparazzi that follow him like a plague. He doesn't seem upset about people seeing him with her. The mere thought of that makes you feel sick, and you have to get out of the shower before you end up throwing up right there.
After discarding your feelings on the toilet, you brush your teeth and head to bed. You just need to disappear for a while, and since you couldn't give yourself the luxury of traveling somewhere, or just moving to another country and never coming back, a few hours of sleep had to do. The last thing you recall before passing out in the comfort of your bed is the view of your phone lighting up with a notification of a new text. You didn't bother checking it, you were already sleepy. Tomorrow will be a new day, and you promise yourself you'll block his number for good. Yeah, that'll do.
Noel G.
Did you get home safe?
posting this while making lunch btw. i really had a lot of fun writing this. hope you'll like it!
oh to sit on noel's knee...
a mí se me hubiese bajado la presión
diosssss las fanfics se escribieron solas❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥
i fear im falling for the pulp propaganda cause what is this banger
Liam with a calico kitty (from Oasis: Supersonic - 2016)
🤎 (x)
Dancing on my own.
cw: angst. noel can't do feelings.
word count: 1,9k
April, 2005.
It's 3am and the club is buzzing with the energy of people who have already had too much of everything. The night is hot and you can feel some strands of your messy hair sticking to your sweaty neck. You move to the sound of the music, without even registering what the song that's playing is saying; people dance in a haze, music is pounding in your ear and you feel alive. Too alive. Maybe too much.
You open your eyes, which until that moment have remained closed, and suddenly you feel dizzy, a bit desoriented. Maybe that last vodka cran was unnecessary. "You okay?" Your friend asks, who you only now realize has been next to you the whole time, her eyes are glassy and a bit red from the joint you two had shared outside what feels like a lifetime ago. "I just need some air" you answer, already heading to the door that leads to the small patio.
Once outside you're greeted by the fresh air of april. You reach blindly for a cigarette in your purse, hoping the nicotine will help you come down from the rush of adrenaline provided by the changing lights and the loud music. Sitting on a fence, your mind starts wandering about how your hair must look a mess, already puffy from the humidity and the sweat, how you surely need to touch up your lipstick and how you could have another drink now that the nicotine is flowing through your system. But your head seems to be a bit of a masochist so it can't help but think about him.
About how the last time you'd talked to him you'd been in the same circumstances: too intoxicated from the drinks of a long night and a flow of feeling you didn't know what to do with. And of course, about how the last thing you'd heard from him was how he had been seen with a new girl. Pretty. Closer to his age. Tall and thin, just like a model.
But you can't have that now, so you pack it up and head back inside, back to the loud music, the sweaty bodies and the sticky floor. Moving through people you get close to the bar. "A vodka cran, please" you say to the girl attending. "On it" she says, moving quickly around the place, preparing your drink with the skill of someone who had already made thousands of those, probably for thousands of nights.
Meanwhile your eyes go to the crowded dance floor, you discern your friend, dancing with a boy now. Suddenly your eyes catch a glimpse of a figure that seems familiar. No, you think. It can't be. The girl from the bar hands you the drink. You grab it and murmur a thank you, without taking your eyes from the point you were looking at. You get closer slowly, trying to be discreet. The crowd seems to part in front of you. Maybe it is him. Would he be alone?. Is he with her?. Has he seen you already?. The figure turns around to reveal his face. It's not him. "Hey, you okay?," the man asks, your face must be quite a sigh right now. You feel your cheeks getting red from shame. "Sorry, I confused you with another person," you say, turning around and taking a big sip from the drink in your hands, hoping the burn from the alcohol will help to dissipate the feeling of shame.
The night keeps moving after that. You finish your drink and dance alone in the crowded room. A man catches your eye and you flirt with him because he seems nice. Not because his eyes are blue like his. Or because his hair looks exactly like his. No, he's just a handsome man in a club flirting with you and you play along because there's nothing else for you to do. Coming back home to be alone with your thoughts wasn't an option. So when he offers you to go to his place you don't think about it too much and say yes. That's how you end up in a cab, kissing a stranger like your life depends on it. Maybe tonight it did.
☆☆☆
The arm wrapped around your waist feels heavy. Your legs are tangled but it feels wrong, uncomfortable. The little snores you hear right beside your ear are annoying. The light that's coming in through the window indicates that it's morning already. You get up slowly, trying to be as quiet as possible. On your tip toes you pick up your clothes that remain thrown on the cold floor. Getting dressed, you take a look at the man lying on the bed. God, he looks nothing like him. Not even close. What on earth were you thinking? You get out of the apartment as quickly as possible, carrying your shoes in your hands to prevent making any noise.
Once outside you walk through the hallway reaching the elevator. Just when you press the button you hear someone laughing at the end of the hall. You turn your head and suddenly all the drinks you had last night seem to travel back from your stomach to your throat. Fuck me, you think. Getting out of the apartment that's right beside the one you just spent the night on, the man you've been trying to avoid thinking about the whole night makes an appearance. Like a big entrance on some shitty comedy show. You can even hear the boos the audience would make at this moment. But it gets worse when the one who appears behind him is her. Like a fucking screamer on a fucked up horror movie. The tall and blonde woman that you've seen on every shitty magazine on every corner of this fucking city.
Blame it on the hangover you were suffering, you were not quick enough to turn around and get the stairs down. Instead, you just stand there like an idiot. The face he makes when he sees you is the one you would've made if you just saw a ghost. She keeps walking down the hall, getting closer and closer to you, he stays behind for a while, just looking at you before following her.
"Are you going down?," says the blondie. You couldn't help but laugh mentally at the metaphoric meaning that question had for you. Yes, you were certainly going down. "Yeah, sorry," you answer, getting in the elevator. They both get in too. She grabs his arm as he steps beside her. She keeps talking and laughing about something. You can't really make out the words. Because right now you were trapped on an elevator with the same man that has had you on his bed more times than you can really count now. The same man who made promises to you under bedsheets, promises about a future that never came. Because just when you were ready to leave it all aside to be with him, he had decided he wasn't ready for a relationship. He had realized his divorce was still too recent; that he didn't want to face the media scrutiny for dating someone almost ten years his elder, and that you deserved 'something better'. All the memories came to you in a rush, just like his perfume was now flowing through your nostrils and you can't help your eyes get watery.
Once the elevator is down and the doors are open you get out almost running. Getting in the middle of them not even caring about being disrespectful. Why would you care? He didn't care about breaking your heart through a phone call like he did. Outside the building the morning greets you with a cold breeze. Last night's clothes clearly don't work in today's weather, and you now realize you've been barefoot this whole time, your shoes still in your hands. Great. As it wasn't humiliating enough seeing your ex… something with his actual girlfriend while dressing like a slut and with your make up a mess. The worst thing was, you didn't have any money left so the only way to get back to your house was walking. And that's what you do. You start walking, not even bothering to put your shoes back on, like you were trying to punish yourself for last night's decisions. This wouldn't have happened if you just stayed there in the club with your friends. But, excuse me, what are the fucking odds that the new girlfriend was living right next to the apartment of the lad you decided to get on with.
You get to your house safe and sound after a few blocks. Your feet are killing you and you can't wait to have a shower and hopefully die on your bed. Throwing your shoes somewhere in the living room, you go to your room and remember you haven't checked on your friend yet. So you grab your phone to send a text to her and that's when you see it. His number.
Noel G
I'm sorry for that.
You just look at it. 'I'm sorry for that'. Stupid. What was he sorry for? For acting like a complete stranger on the lift? For being there with his girlfriend? For breaking up with you through a phone call?. You convince yourself you don't wanna know, just like you did last night, like you've been doing for three months. Not wanting to look at it anymore, you throw your phone away and go to the bathroom, surely a cold shower would help you to wash your sins away.
You were so messed up since that last time you spoke to him. A month after the call that ended it all, you went out with some friends and by 3am you already were completely wasted. Just like last night. Except that that night, you didn't end up in some stranger's bed, instead you decided that it was a great idea to call him. He answered. Of course he did. You wish he hadn't. But Noel had this terrible habit of having the worst timing ever. It didn't end well, you just slurred a bunch of insults to him, things you can't even recall now. He didn't say anything. A week later the news arrived. A new woman, who looked nothing like you. You read somewhere she works in the industry, a proper girl, the perfect girl for a rockstar like him, not too posh, but clearly not a mess like you. She seems to be the kind of person who has everything figured out, ready to settle down.
You've always wondered if she knew about you, of course, nobody really knew who you were. You too were always sneaking around, trying to avoid paparazzi that follow him like a plague. He doesn't seem upset about people seeing him with her. The mere thought of that makes you feel sick, and you have to get out of the shower before you end up throwing up right there.
After discarding your feelings on the toilet, you brush your teeth and head to bed. You just need to disappear for a while, and since you couldn't give yourself the luxury of traveling somewhere, or just moving to another country and never coming back, a few hours of sleep had to do. The last thing you recall before passing out in the comfort of your bed is the view of your phone lighting up with a notification of a new text. You didn't bother checking it, you were already sleepy. Tomorrow will be a new day, and you promise yourself you'll block his number for good. Yeah, that'll do.
Noel G.
Did you get home safe?
posting this while making lunch btw. i really had a lot of fun writing this. hope you'll like it!
worst part about band hyperfixation is that you can’t even pull the “Liam Gallagher would want you to study for your finals” bitch no the fuck he would not
Before Sunrise.
cw:pure fluff!. age gap.
word count:2k.
First time writing lol. English is not my first language so i apologize if there are some mistakes I may have overlooked.
You were always a light sleeper; that wasn't new. Even the tiniest sound could wake you up; a mosquito flying near your ear, the sound of footsteps in the hallway, the mere feeling of something changing in the atmosphere surrounding your sleep. So It wasn't strange that the feeling of something moving in the bed made you regain consciousness. It was even less surprising that your boyfriend was the one to blame. You opened your eyes slowly, feeling the dim light of the bedside lamp lighting the room. "Liam…", you whined, voice still raspy from sleep. You weren't fully awake yet, face now buried in the pillow in a desperate attempt to avoid the light that seeped into your sleepy eyes and your arm reaching to the side of the bed that still had some rest of the warmth that belonged to the man who was now, selfishly in your opinión, preparing to abandon the comfort of his king-size bed.
"Go to sleep, babe," he said, touched by the sight before him: his beautiful girlfriend wearing one of his t-shirts as pajamas, a t-shirt that, over the the months, had found its place under the pillow on the side of the bed you always occupied whenever you agreed to give him the honor of putting aside your routine to spend the night at his house, only after spending hours coaxing you with indulgent kisses and the same old argument:'Its too late anyway'. It always worked, and you would end up on the left side of his huge bed, the side that was near the window. "What time is it?" you asked, already longing for the feeling of his weight bedside you and knowing you wouldn't be able to fall asleep properly again unless he came back to bed. "Around four" Liam said, fully concentrated on putting his trainers on, knowing that if he looked at you for a minute longer, he would surrender and climb back into bed with you again, even though you hadn't actually asked him to yet.
"You're mad, I swear to god". Now fully annoyed, you rolled onto your back and finally opened your eyes fully, finding your boyfriend standing in front of the window, staring at a sky still covered in stars. If he squinted hard enough, he could swear they looked just like the moles on your back, the ones he liked to count while you slept face down, your bare torso pressed against the mattress and your face buried in the pillow. And he felt stupid for yearning after something that was already right there, only a few inches away. "I'll be back before you know it, love," he said with a tender smile, sitting on the edge of the bed beside you and caressing your cheek with his warm hand. You wanted to curse him, really, because he always did the same thing: begged you to stay over only to wake up at an absurd hour to go on his routine jog and abandon you. "The sun hasn't even come up yet," you argued, gripping his wrist to keep his hand where it was, though he had no intention of moving it. "I know, babe," he said, holding back a laugh at the sight of you: face still a little swollen from sleep, your eyes barely open, a few rebellious strands of hair stuck to your forehead. And yet he could swear you were the most beautiful girl he had ever seen.
"Please just stay a bit longer, won't be able to sleep" you practically begged. He couldn't help but laugh at that. Because the last time you'd said the exact same thing, convincing him to stay in bed for a few more hours until it was a normal time to go for a walk, you'd fallen asleep almost immediately, hugging his pillow and invading his side of the bed. He had taken out his phone and snapped a picture of you that now rested in the folder he'd created especially for photos of you. "Yeah, yeah. You know that won't work again" he murmured, kissing your forehead once, then twice, then adding a third one to your nose just because he couldn't help himself. Not when it came to you. You groaned at the gesture, pretending to be annoyed by it when it actually made your toes curl and your cheeks flush pink. You felt stupid for reacting that way. After all, you were a grown woman, a twenty-something-year-old getting flustered over a few kisses from your maybe-too-old-for-you boyfriend. "Sleep with me when you come back?" You murmured, already feeling your eyelids growing heavier. "Course, love," Liam said, giving you one final peck on the lips. You hummed in response, already halfway asleep again. Liam stayed for a moment longer than he should have, his thumb brushing absentmindedly against your cheek before he finally forced himself to stand up. The second he was on his feet, you let out a displeased noise and pulled the duvet Closer to yourself, as if protesting his departure even in your sleep. He couldn't help but smile at that.
He took another look at the window, the sky was still black and the streets were empty. The glass was fogged up from the cold of december. Turning around on his heel, he walks around the bed to turn off the bedside lamp that still illuminated the room with a faint amber glow, the one that you once mentioned you loved because it made everything look more cozy, unlike the white LED lights that illuminated every other room in his house. The next time you came over after you mentioned it, he had already changed all the lights to warmer colors. You noticed, of course you did, and when you call him out on It he couldn't help but feel like a little boy who got caught, immediately downplaying It, justifying it by saying he just wanted you to feel more comfortable, the wave of love that flooded your chest at such mundane action that yet felt so intimate had made you kiss him so hard he swears that if he close his eyes now, he can still feel the press of your lips over his.
Shaking his head as a try to put the memory away, he walked outside the bedroom, carefully closing the room to try not to wake you. Walking down the stairs he hears the little steps of Buttons, already greeting him knowing that it's time for the morning jog of everyday. "Well, hello there, darling girl," He said, using the soft voice he reserved only for her and you. After putting her on a lead he heads to the door, opening it to be greeted by the morning chill. The sky now was slowly illuminating, the stars starting to disappear to be replaced by the glow of the sunshine now, he takes a look to his watch and realize it was almost five am. He then starts walking, letting buttons stop to do her needs and taking a look at the thin layer of morning frost that covered the grass. It was actually a really cold morning, maybe colder than yesterday or even the day before. It would be nice to be in bed right now. With you. He lets his mind think about it more than he should. How you looked so warm in the morning, all cozy in his bed with his t-shirt on after having dinner at some restaurant you have been insisting to go and, after he obliged to your proposal even though he would have rather stay in and order something, he argued that you had to accept his proposal of staying at his for the night. It wasn't hard to convince you after maybe too many glasses of some expensive white wine he had bought you and an hour later you were laying in his bed only in your underwear, a light blue knickers that you're still wearing now, only that this time you have his t-shirt on. And he feels stupid for the second time in the morning, because before he realizes he's already turning around and heading back home, with you.
Seven minutes later Liam was back in the house, he took off buttons lead, giving her a pat on her head and apologising for the short walk. "Fucking hell," he said under his breath. Seven minutes. The jog had lasted exactly seven minutes, long enough for him to realize that it was freezing cold outside and that he couldn't stop thinking about the warm bed he'd voluntarily abandoned with the beautiful girl sleeping in it, plus, Buttons seemed ready to head back inside. She look like she actually couldn't care less, immediately laying down in her little bed, clearly happy to be back in the house after the time she spent freezing outside. Liam took his parka off and hung it on the coat rack, right beside the black overcoat you wore last night. He remembered the black dress you were also wearing and that now remains on his bedroom floor, after being carelessly thrown by himself in a hurry to see your naked form. He practically runs up the stairs to where you are now sleeping and quietly shut the door once he's inside. A laugh immediately escaped him at the look in front of him. Somehow, in less than half an hour you had completely taken over the mattress. His pillow was trapped in your arms, one leg thrown over the duvet, hair spread across the sheets. You had even migrated to his side of the bed.
"Greedy little thing," he said under his breath. You didn't react. Not even a twitch. Completely gone. Liam stood there for a moment longer than necessary, trainers still on, hands on his hips, staring at you like a complete idiot, feeling like one for what he reckoned was the third time this morning. Because no matter how much he loved his routine, his morning runs, or that precious alone time, all It took was one look at you asleep in his bed and suddenly none of that seemed particularly important. With a quiet sigh, he sat down on the little space you left on the right side of the bed and started taking off his shoes, the movement causing the mattress to shift slightly. Immediately, your eyebrows knitted together and a second later your hand reached blindly across the sheets, searching. Liam felt something warm settle in his chest. "I'm here, love" he whispered, without wanting to wake you. Satisfied, you relaxed again, freeing his pillow from the prison of your arms and gently moving your body to be back at your side of the bed. "Thought you'd be longer", you mumbled, words a bit slurred by sleep. He looked down, amused.
"You wake?"
"I've always been awake"
A laugh escaped him, fully out of his trainers now, he sat better on the bed. "Right"
"Told you i wouldn't sleep"
"I literally saw you asleep"
"I was not" you argued, not even opening your eyes.
"You're having a conversation with your eyes closed." A small frown appeared on your face as you tried to think of an argument. Liam watched the effort with a grin, finding far too much entertainment in your sleepy state. Then, without warning, you lifted the blanket and lazily patted the empty space beside you. An invitation. Simple as that. Without another word, he slid back beneath the covers. The mattress dipped beneath his weight and before he could even settle properly, you were already moving toward him. A sleepy hand grabbed the front of his t-shirt, your leg tangling with his beneath the sheets. Your head found his familiar place against his chest as though it belonged there. Maybe It did.
"Missed you," you sighed, voice barely above a whisper. Before he could even answer, you were dead to the world again, so he content himself by wrapping his arm around your waist and pressing a kiss to the top of your head. Your breathing had evened out, soft and steady against him, fast asleep. He wasn't far behind, and as he stared at the faint glow beginning to appear beyond the curtains, Liam couldn't help but think that tomorrow he'd definitely go for his walk.
Probably.
Maybe.
If you weren't staying over.
Which, unfortunately for his self-discipline, you almost certainly were.