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user ddodol / ces (23). mainly for riize + xnghan! nsfw blog! minors dni and dnf!

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[ddodol]

hey lovelys. i'm sure most of you must have heard of what happened by now so i won't explain it, and since anyone who's been following me for long enough would know how much i love eunseok, i feel like it's only right to put my stance out there regardless if anyone cares or not. i know i'm just a writing account and this is not really my space to speak on as i'm seasian, but i have very strong opinions on any kind of racism and i do not plan on letting this slide no matter how much i used to adore and support eunseok.

first off, i do not agree with nor condone the behavior or choice of words eunseok used, whether it's on himself or not. i'm saying behavior because he had the time to delete his message only for his apology to take almost half a day. instead of addressing it instantly, he deleted it expecting some grace without feeling the need to address it until people called him out for it, making his apology seem forced to some extent. i fear it's beyond the need for educating because he knew he had to delete it not even a minute later, which is also why i refuse to be lenient on him even though i love eunseok so much.

i keep seeing arguments that nuance matters, however, even if we remove the language barrier and read it as it is— he was out here calling a not even that tan baby photo of him with an outdated term of endearment that people mostly use for dogs, and a term that is most recently used to discriminate against skin color that is darker than paper, which is why it's known as a slur in korea as of today. it is what it is, and i trust that eunseok knew he slipped up as well hence the deletion of his message. there are no excuses for this. he messed up and i won't defend his actions nor put words into his mouth when i'm sure he's said everything he wanted to in his apology no matter how lackluster it was.

i've argued about this on twitter, but slurs aren't words that people made up; they have a history behind it. the n-word is a word that means black but oppressors went ahead and used it to discriminate a different race. that's the same case for this korean term. just because people used it lovingly on dogs (as if that's any better) doesn't mean they're not using it to discriminate black foreigners on their soil, and the fact that eunseok used that term? i'm beyond disappointed and i feel for all the black fans that are hurt.

to be honest, i'm unsure if i could still love riize the same way i used to. as selfish as it sounds, eunseok was my main reason for loving and supporting riize. he was my bias for a reason. i admired riize's musical identity and how different they are from their peers, but i loved eunseok the greatest because i shared similarities with him (especially since we're the same age) and how he presented himself as someone that is kind, funny, and relatable. call me dumb, but i really believed in eunseok's kindness, and i still believe that same kindness is what made him delete the message. i just don't understand why he let this issue turn bigger than it is when he could've apologized and held himself accountable as soon as the message was sent and deleted. that doubt is the reason why i feel myself distancing from him and the group. i won't lie, that entire almost 12hr period of silence was a lot and it felt like he would've continued ignoring the issue if he wasn't getting called out for it.

and i refuse to call myself a briize. i refused that title since what happened in 2024, and i refuse to be one now. i wouldn't even call myself an ex-briize— i'm just someone that loves and supports their music and work as a whole and as individuals. i've seen the way these briizes move in the past, now they're slinging slurs over at weverse, and i just cannot, in good conscience, call myself a briize no matter how hard i try.

now that that feeling of love and admiration has faded and is now replaced with disappointment, i can't be certain i'll ever look at them the same way ever again. i'm not even happy about his apology because it came half a day later, but if the community affected chooses to accept it, then i would respect that. i'm personally holding him in a higher regard simply because he was my bias, and the apology isn't mine to accept to begin with.

moving forward, i might close this blog for good. it was a fun run, but the fantasy has shattered and i feel like i don't even know these men well enough to write about them with love, and i really pride myself on that. i may be stupid for this, but i also run a smut blog anyway so there's that,,,

words have meaning. they carry power. this isn't 2016 where my younger self didn't know any better and had the capacity to forgive people; it's 2026. i waited a day to see if my stance on this matter would change or if maybe my disappointment and shame was exaggerated, but my resolve is clear. whether eunseok meant his apology or not, i won't stick around just to see proof of it. if riize finds me again in this life, then they will.

for now, i would rather remember riize and this community fondly and step away from them at this time.

[ddodol]

  happiest birthday to anton ! may you shine brighter than you already are and grow into the musician you aspire to be 𖹭

[ddodol]

i can't lie, i won't be able to post for anton's birthday at midnight laterrr (21st) :<

ideally, it'll be posted by next week as soon as i'm done writing. i just need some time for this to cook because i barely started itt lmaoo 😭

and, off topic, but svt is here <3 i'm not attending the con tomorrow though,,,

[ddodol]

belong to you — s.es

synopsis ⭑.ᐟ eunseok is desperate to make things right the only way he knows how, whether you agreed to his methods or not. content warning ⭑.ᐟ smut! bf!eunseok x fem!reader, dubcon, implied somnophilia but not quite, dry humping, sleepy sex?, spooning position bc i think that's his go-to, unprotected sex, overused the word desperate/desperation because no other word hits as hard. word count ⭑.ᐟ 3.4k+

ㅤas infuriating as it was, eunseok had been busy the entire week.

you were working remotely at your shared apartment, while eunseok was away for an entire twelve hours. you were lonely and eunseok was exhausted— it was unavoidable for the two of you to get into fights every now and then.

patience wasn’t exactly your virtue and you hated apologizing first, and unfortunately eunseok was the exact same because he refused to even acknowledge the fights you’ve been having; he somehow thinks it'll go away if he just let it be.

ㅤit all started a few days ago when you offered to drive eunseok to his workplace in an act of charity, with the excuse of spending more time with him because your schedules just wouldn’t match. he refused your offer for whatever reason, stating that he’d rather carpool with some of his coworkers instead, and that irked you.

you barely see him already, and learning that most of his coworkers were women was enough for your jealousy to flare up. words you never meant to say were said, and naturally, eunseok took offense to it.

you were hurt that he decided to defend his coworkers over you, and that made things worse even though eunseok seemed to realize the impact of his words at the heat of the moment.

now, you barely even speak to each other even though you’re in the same space.

it took you some time to recognize how harsh you came off and that his reaction was justified— but that didn’t mean you’d apologize first. you just reacted on what he said, and eunseok was far too nonchalant that it made you question his feelings for you.

as much as it pained you, losing eunseok was the one thing you couldn’t handle and saying you’re sorry was just a small price to pay. besides, his working hours had been far too brutal that you couldn’t help but worry about him even more.

your messages recently were all straightforward, asking about meals or what time he’d be coming home. your fingers itched to type more, feelings threatening to pour out of desperation. even on days where you felt lighter, you wanted to share some things you found with him but you found yourself hesitating.

you didn’t know why you let your pride get in the way for this long when you missed eunseok, and you missed the carefree days you used to have.

ㅤtonight, your resolve was steeled and you planned on staying up all night if it meant you’d get to see him somehow.

and you did. no matter how heavy your eyelids got or how your head began to pound, you stayed up for him. you kept checking the clock, the minutes passing by agonizingly slow, but it was nothing compared to the ache in your chest from how much you missed seeing and hearing him.

by the time you hear the front door open, your mind was already giving in to sleep. you try to fight it, just until you could feel his arms around yours, hoping that maybe it’ll pull you out of your drowsiness.

you were laying on your side, back facing his side of the bed. when you heard the bed creak and felt his body close to yours, you just felt even more sluggish. your body reacted on its own, seeking his warmth and slowly giving in to sleep as your earlier plans flew out the window.

eunseok wrapped his arm around your waist, pressing himself close to you instead of pulling you and potentially disturbing your rest. despite the fight you had going on, eunseok was aware of your growing workload so waking you up right now wasn’t the best decision even though he was also itching to talk with you.

he hooked his other arm under your body, hand patting around the space for your hand. you could feel his hand over yours, gently interlocking your fingers with his. he didn’t seem to be aware that you were half-asleep, his hands wandering over your stomach absentmindedly.

it was honestly a pleasure to see you laying on your side, your back facing him like this. memories began to rush through eunseok’s head and none of them were decent. he was far too fatigued and there was only one way he knew how to destress— and maybe even attempt to make it up to you.

he sighed into your neck, rubbing his lips against your pulse point as he squeezed you in his arms. you could only melt against his body, soft murmurs leaving your lips in your half-asleep, half-awake state.

”i missed you so damn much, baby,” eunseok whispers, his voice cracking from desperation. he kissed your shoulder, sighing softly as your familiar scent took over his senses.

it had been far too long since he last held you in his arms like this. like you, eunseok had been hard-headed, your most recent fight still fresh in his mind. he’s been thinking of apologizing, but he couldn’t catch you awake even on days where he overslept.

eunseok missed casual conversations with you where he could joke around, or even hold you as he pleased. he never would’ve thought that such a small argument would blow up like this— had he known, he would’ve taken his words back immediately.

nevertheless, eunseok was at his limit, and he couldn’t go on for too long without feeling you in his arms, especially not on a night where he feels particularly needier than usual. he decided that the apologies would have to wait and giving in to his desires were far more important, silently hoping that you felt the same.

another sigh escaped his lips, his mind in a complete daze as his hands mapped out every dip and curve. your body was slightly cold because you slept without the blanket on so eunseok took it upon himself to warm you up.

you could feel his body pressing against yours more insistently, his legs wrapped around yours while his hands fondled your curves. you were about to stir awake when you felt something hard poking your ass.

ㅤ”fuck,” eunseok mumbled under his breath, hissing as his hips began to move and before he knew it, he was completely erect against your plush ass.

your eyes flew open in surprise, drowsiness slowly fading away with each roll of his hips. eunseok was breathing shakily against your ear, sending shivers down your spine. you stayed still in his arms, body starting to tense up as every single sensation went straight to your core.

eunseok began to press hot kisses all over the crook of your neck down to your bare shoulder. his teeth sunk into your shoulder, making you shiver in response. he kept biting you everywhere he could reach, his mouth trembling from how much he was holding back on biting down hard.

for a second, you thought that he’d realize you were awake, but it seemed like he was too lost with the way your body felt against his that he didn’t even catch the way your breath hitched.

he groaned, one hand making its way down in between your thighs. he lifted one thigh up while his other hand pressed your hips against his own. you could feel how hard his cock was despite the layers of clothing you both had on, showing just how desperate eunseok must be feeling.

likewise, you were getting just as turned on, body shuddering in response. both of your sleep-addled brains were desperately seeking pleasure from each other, and neither of you had any plans of stopping one another.

eunseok’s hips stuttered, his breath coming out shaky when he felt your familiar wetness enveloping the tip of his cock. it was throbbing against the thick fabric of his sweatpants, yet he could still feel how wet you were through your shorts, like some fucking miracle.

he was taking it as a sign that your body missed him, just as he did with you.

“fuck, you’re wet,” he whispered, drawing his words out, “dreaming of me, baby?”

shivers ran down your spine when eunseok began to thrust more insistently against your clothed core, his throbbing cock sinking into your wetness so easily as if he knew every part of you like the back of his hand.

the feeling of your clothes adding pressure against your slit and swollen clit made your body shudder in pleasure. you could almost feel him inside you, your slick walls clenching down on nothing.

he panted against your neck, small moans slipping from his lips. eunseok wasn’t always this vocal but the mixture of exhaustion and desperation must’ve made him this way, and you honestly found it hot.

your body kept shuddering, stimulated from the way he was rubbing his cock against your core to the way his hot breath fanned over your sensitive neck— it was all too much and you had no idea how long you could pretend to be asleep.

eunseok sighed softly, pressing into your wet heat and keeping it there to feel every twitch from your sensitive heat. there was nothing else he wanted more than to push your shorts to the side and enter, but he was patient; he always was.

“i know you’re awake, baby,” he whispered, sending shivers all over your body.

a whimper escaped your lips when you realized that he knew. you thought you were doing a good job at pretending to be asleep since not a single moan even left your mouth yet even though your entire body was humming in pleasure.

“since when did you know?” you mumbled, rubbing your hips against his throbbing length. the tip of his cock was now hitched against your clit, making you moan softly.

he threw his head back, groaning. god, he almost came from that alone. the lack of sleep and exhaustion made him more sensitive than usual that every movement was enough to drive him insane.

eunseok had never felt this desperate before, yet somehow, the chase felt more exciting than the real deal.

”you think i couldn’t feel your body trembling in my arms?” he spoke in a low voice, hot breath hitting your neck, following it up with lazy, wet kisses all over your flushed skin.

ㅤ“why didn’t you say anything?” eunseok whispers, almost sounding like a whine, “i was waiting for you to say something, just anything so i don’t have to keep humping your ass like some pervert.”

you couldn’t help but let out a breathy chuckle, turning your head slightly to look at him from behind you. eunseok smiled right back, his cheeks round and pink. he leaned in to leave a brief kiss on your lips, but you pulled him in before he could stop.

the kiss was slow, messy, and desperate. your tongue was challenging his and eunseok had no intentions of backing down. even when you felt your head getting lighter, you didn’t pull away, moaning into his mouth.

eunseok was the same, his brows furrowed as he focused all his attention into the kiss. he held your jaw with his hand, keeping your head in place as he kissed you fervently. his hips surged forward, pressing against your growing wetness.

the heat was starting to get into your head, breath coming out short as your body desperately craved for more. you pulled away from the kiss, quickly moving on because you needed something else from him now.

it didn’t take much to shed your shorts, leaving you bare from your waist down. you held your thigh up, legs spread open as you laid on your side. eunseok didn’t fail to catch the hint, pushing his sweatpants down along with his boxers.

something about your impatience just meshed well with eunseok’s personality, and it always shone through whenever you were in bed like this.

your skin was burning up but somehow his cock was even hotter to the touch along with the added friction. you didn’t need to take a glance down to know that the tip of his cock must’ve been bright red by now, judging by how much he was throbbing against the plush insides of your thigh.

”no condom?” eunseok breathes out, almost hopeful, panting against your neck as he pressed your upper body against his chest. his lips never left your skin, leaving soft and hard bites along your shoulder.

you quickly shake your head, “none of that. i need to feel you inside.”

eunseok chuckles in response, pressing a kiss behind your ear before taking your earlobe in between his teeth. “careful, i might start fights with you more often if you spoil me like this,” he teased, eliciting a soft laugh from you.

neither of you have brought it up yet, but you both knew that you’ve already forgiven each other for that fight. although you both knew this was still something you had to talk about later— for now, you were both too desperate to feel each other after being cold for so long.

”tell me if this position is uncomfortable for you, yeah?” he breathed out, propping himself up with one arm as he position the head of his cock against your slick entrance.

his cock slipped in without much effort, making you moan against the pillow. you breathed out, your walls getting stretched tastefully. eunseok’s groans filled your ears, hot breaths making you shiver as he bottomed out completely inside you.

ㅤ”i’m home,” eunseok whispers teasingly, a small smile on his lips as he rested his chin into the crook of your neck. he kissed your cheek, peeking over to see your reaction.

you couldn’t help but laugh, turning your head to look at him. seeing him smile like this made your heart flutter. you really missed him so much that you couldn’t even begin to imagine getting mad at him again.

”is that really what you’re going to say?”

eunseok smirks, eyes turning mischievous as he pressed forward against your deepest walls, eliciting a cry out of you.

”really want me to be honest?” he pulled out before slamming back in, reaching impossibly deeper than before, “i missed fucking you like this, baby. i missed your tight walls around my cock, the way you take everything so well— fuck.”

your thighs trembled from the force of his thrusts, a steady and consistent rhythm that hit your soft spot without fail. eunseok hissed against your ear, one hand going back up to hold your jaw, inadvertently pressing your on your throat.

you bit your bottom lip, fighting back the moans that threatened to spill out from how rough he was taking you. there was nothing you hated more than having him know how much you enjoyed being handled roughly, but surrendering control over to someone that knew every weakness of yours felt right somehow.

”you’re clamping down on me too much, don’t you think?” eunseok taunts for a reaction out of you, knowing that you’re still holding back. he laughs breathlessly at your whimpers and your poor attempt at pressing your thighs close.

he grips on your inner thigh, keeping it up in the air as he slammed into you. wet sounds began to fill the space, yet eunseok still hadn’t earned one tasteful moan out of you. he could already tell you were trying to be stubborn for whatever reason, but he was down to play this time around.

eunseok presses deep inside, a gasp escaping your lips. “baby, you don’t have to behave for me right now,” he groans, but desperation was clear in his tone— eunseok just had to hear you, to know how good he was making you feel.

you whimpered, walls pulsing around his length as the tip of his cock kissed your womb. a drawn out moan finally escaped you when his thumb began to rub your sensitive clit, the bundle of nerves throbbing under his touch.

”fuck!” you cried out as he rubbed your clit in tight circles, his hips moving shallowly, stimulating you even more. he chuckles against your neck, kissing a line down the back of your ear to your shoulder.

”i want to hear you, baby. let it all out for me,” he pants, hips starting to pick up the pace again. eunseok’s hips snapped against your hips, making you moan out loud. your back began to arch against his body, his cock now reaching new depths.

he chuckles weakly, biting on your shoulder as he held your thigh against your body, the force of his thrusts making your leg swing in the air. your body starts to tremble, reaching a familiar high, one that you’ve been craving for days now.

”eunseok, fuck— seok, i’m close,” you whimpered, followed by a string of moans, each one getting higher than the last.

ㅤit was music to eunseok’s ears, especially since your release was his undoing. he couldn’t wait to feel the way your walls clamped down on him, pulsing deliciously around his cock as he fucked you through your orgasm— he couldn’t fucking wait.

your mouth dropped open, breathless moans leaving you as your body tensed up, preparing for your high. you were close, so close you couldn’t even stay still. eunseok’s fingers continued to roll your clit, keeping his thrusts consistent but powerful, knowing just how you needed it.

”eunseok!” you cried out, head thrown back onto his shoulder as your entire body shivered from the force of your own orgasm. his hips didn’t stop moving, helping you ride your high out the way you needed it so desperately.

when you began to relax around his length, eunseok pulled out, his hand leaving your oversensitive nub to grip his cock. he buried his nose against your hair, pumping the head of his cock restlessly before finally reaching his own high.

eunseok shudders, a whimper escaping him as his release covered the insides of your trembling thigh. he chuckles softly, kissing the top of your head. he held you close, both of you completely satiated.

”tired?” he mumbled, one hand massaging your thigh. you winced at the ache in your legs when he put it back in place to help you relax better, making eunseok jump up in surprise.

”are you hurt anywhere?” he quickly searched your face, only to find nothing but a satisfied expression on your flushed face. his panic settled down as quickly as it came, laughing softly at how carefree you looked.

with how quiet you were, eunseok could tell how good he was to you just now. he hums against your hair, taking a deep breath, “were you uncomfortable? with the position, i mean.”

you shake your head, staying nonverbal. your throat was just as sore as your lower body, glancing up at him. eunseok stares back down at you, playfully waiting for a proper response even though he knew what you were asking for.

when he refused to budge, you frowned, “i wasn’t uncomfortable at the moment. i am now, though.”

eunseok’s laughter rang in your ears as soon as he heard your hoarse voice. you never understood why he always pushed you like this, just to hear how broken you sound after a good fucking.

”fuck off,” you grumbled, almost losing your voice. “i’m thirsty, do something.”

eunseok smiled, enjoying how demanding you were. he missed being ordered around like this, even if he had to be a little annoying just to get a reaction out of you.

”yes, princess. i’ll go grab you the coldest glass of water for your poor throat,” he teased, slowly pulling away from you.

you, however, couldn’t stand to be away from him for even a second, not when you just made up. your hands grabbed on his shirt almost instinctively, shooting him a wide-eyed stare.

eunseok couldn’t help but laugh. how could he even say no to a face like that?

”want me to carry you while i grab you a glass of water?” you nodded.

”even though i’m tired and overworked?” you nodded.

”seriously?” you nodded, tugging on his shirt more insistently this time.

eunseok had no choice but to lift you in his arms, smiling widely as he did so. “you’re lucky you’re cute,” he whispered against your hair before pressing his lips against your head.

”you owe me that much for feeling me up in my sleep,” you retorted, earning a sheepish laugh from him.

you glanced at him, cheeks turning red, “but, you know, if you ever need me like that again, you have my permission.”

eunseok stares at you, eyes shaking as he tried to decipher what you meant, and if you meant what he thought you meant— and, god, that would give him more things to look forward to when he comes home now.

”are you serious?” he gasped out.

you nodded, eyes shifting shyly, “only if you need me that badly. otherwise, i want to be awake for it.”

he chuckles, leaning down to kiss your cheek, “trust me, baby, you will be.”

[ddodol]

ㅤㅤhappy birthday to my man ( ｡ •̀ ᵕ •́ ｡) may the world be kinder to you because god knows you deserve it and more.

[ddodol]

say cheese! — l.sh

organically mini series ⭑.ᐟ synopsis ⭑.ᐟ you come across an interesting photographic subject. content warning ⭑.ᐟ fluff! cosplayer!sohee x student photographer!femreader. word count ⭑.ᐟ 3.7k+

✩🎧⭑.ᐟ [ crush ]

a/n; i was torn between one less lonely girl and crush </3 i hope this sells the fantasy

ㅤportraits have never been your forte given your quiet and reserved personality. you were always drawn to the serene nature, so you naturally felt out of place at an anime convention event of all places.

most people were wearing unnatural yet beautiful clothing, some even had props and people that assist them around. despite their overwhelming presence, they were all kind enough to let you snap a photo or two for your college portfolio.

their entire personality seemed to change whenever you positioned yourself to take photos, and a part of you felt unsatisfied with how it looked— staged. nothing about them felt natural, but you could still feel their passion through the photos.

you weren’t used to situations like these yet so you didn’t know how to tell them what you wanted to see out of them. you just thanked them and went around to look for your next subjects.

it was always safe to have a lot of photos so you spent your time going around and taking photos as well as scenic shots of the venue. however, the venue was big and going around by yourself was far too overwhelming. you found yourself even avoiding the crowd and going to less populated areas to take photos.

when a big event started, you decided to take a break.

you walked towards a rest area that was far from the bustling crowd. compared to everyone in the convention, your energy was low and you were starting to get tired by the minimal social interaction you had to make.

there was an empty table near the corner, quickly walking towards it before anyone else did. you pulled out your laptop and took your sd card from the camera, inserting it through an external card reader as you open your laptop.

you looked over the photos you took, it was filled with cosplayers in their element. the photos were pretty and you particularly enjoyed seeing the various textures in their outfits— it just didn’t feel fulfilling for some reason.

you had enough for your portfolio but you didn’t feel like any of it fit with your personal style. with how long you’ve been walking around, you didn’t want to feel like you just wasted your time.

a heavy sigh escapes your lips, tearing your eyes away from your laptop when you suddenly noticed an eye-catching looking man dressed in an orange tracksuit, the tips of his hair colored orange with some kind of headgear wrapped around his forehead.

there was something eye-catching and different about him compared to the other cosplayers you’ve encountered, not too gaudy and not too much, and he didn’t seem to be putting up some kind of persona like everyone else was.

everything about him seemed natural, and you couldn’t take your eyes off of him out of fascination.

the guy seems to have noticed your eyes on him, but instead of getting offended, he smiles at you, waving at you as if he knows you.

shoot. you bow your head at him shyly, embarrassed to be caught staring so openly.

”did you want to take a photo?” he asks in a friendly tone, pointing down at the camera on your hand.

”o-oh, me?”

he chuckles, nodding. “yes, you,” he sang teasingly, now making his way towards you. he sits across from you, not wanting to invade on what looked like your workspace.

”i’m sohee, lee sohee.” he extends his hand towards you with a smile on his face. a friendly gesture, you assumed.

you place your hand in his, smiling back, “i’m yn.” sohee shakes your hand cheerfully, chuckling before he pulled away.

“are you sure you’re okay with getting your photo taken?” you glance around, everyone was in their own world and chatting among themselves. it didn’t seem like the ideal area for any photoshoot.

he follows your line of sight, understanding your hesitation. “i don’t mind, really,” sohee shrugs, “i’ve been going around by myself because the event i came here for was rescheduled for tomorrow.”

”so i guess you could say i’m kinda bored right now,” he laughs sheepishly, rubbing the back of his neck.

you couldn’t help but laugh along, finding him a little adorable. “does that mean you’ll be here tomorrow? with the same outfit?” you ask softly. your hands start to get busy, transferring some files onto your laptop so you’d have more space in your sd card.

he nods, “yeah, although i was planning to go around in comfortable clothes tomorrow. you know, this hair color was a nightmare to get to work and i didn’t want to do it all over again tomorrow.”

curious, you take another peek at his hair. it was splotchy at some spots, but to you it looked natural for some reason.

sohee notices your eyes on his hair, smiling widely. “it’s chalk!” he exclaims cheerfully before he catches himself, “—or, no, not chalk. it is chalky but not, you know what i mean? what’s it called again…?”

you laugh to yourself, waiting for him to remember what it was called. you decide to give him a helping hand, “hair spray?”

his eyes light up, nodding rapidly. “yeah! that! my sister got it for me but the yellow didn’t work so we used orange instead,” he pouts slightly, touching his spiky hair.

”you could’ve fooled me into thinking this was what you looked like everyday though. you looked really natural,” you giggle, smiling as you insert your sd card back to your camera.

sohee chuckles softly, watching as you fiddled with some camera settings and changed your camera lens. he glances at your expression, finding a small smile on your lips. he couldn’t help but mirror your smile.

”should we go with that?” your eyes suddenly meet his and he felt his cheeks heat up, “uh, for the vibe of the photo, i mean.”

you glanced down at your camera before looking back at him with a cheerful smile on your face, “sure! let’s go with that.”

you put the strap over your head, pressing the viewfinder close to your eye to check the framing. you adjust the lens so its focus was on sohee, deciding to try out a few tricks since it was a practice shoot anyway.

he seemed a bit stiff now that the camera was on him, eyes shifting nervously as if he didn’t know where to look. “does it look okay?” he asks timidly.

you nod, giving him a small smile. “you look great, sohee. just relax a bit more,” you spoke softly in hopes that it would alleviate his nervousness.

sohee turns his head away from the camera, looking at some far-off place. his shoulders were stiff and his hands were frozen solid, even his face was tensed up.

”i’m taking the photo,” you announced, counting down in your head before clicking the shutter. sohee’s unsure movements caused some motion blur on the photo, his hand going up from the table to his head.

”s-sorry! i was kinda nervous,” he spoke quickly before adding, “it’s my first time getting my photo taken with such a huge camera. it must’ve turned out badly, huh?”

you smiled, giggling to yourself. “not at all,” you reassured, checking the photo you just took. “how about telling me some stories while i take photos? maybe you’ll feel more relaxed?”

sohee plays with the hem of his tracksuit, “t-then, can i tell you about the character i’m dressed as?”

you nod in response, getting into position for another shot. sohee’s body seemed to relax, a slight grin on his face as he thinks about what he wants to talk about.

”so i’m dressed as this really cool character called naruto,” he starts, glancing at you as he continued, “he’s a ninja and he’s, like, the coolest guy ever! he’s got this super strong fox inside him and he trained with all these huge frogs at one point!”

you chuckle at his excitement, taking photos in between his stories. “what do you like the most about him? is it just because he’s strong?”

sohee ponders for a bit, and you can tell he’s thinking of a sincere answer. he places his hand on his chin, “well, that’s one of the reasons. but he didn’t always start off strong and talented, you know? he worked hard to get where he is now and though the world wasn’t very kind to him, he still uses the power he has to help other people and i think it’s admirable.”

you listened to him, nodding along as you took photos of him. he seems to feel less conscious around your camera now, even trying out some poses which makes you feel a little proud.

”oh! there’s something i want to show you!” sohee beams at you, shifting in his seat slightly. you couldn’t help but smile as you watched him through the viewfinder, helping him out by centering him in the shot.

sohee puts his hands together, elbows sticking up. his expression was focused as he made unfamiliar hand gestures with his hands. you haven’t checked the photos yet but you already had a good feeling that they turned out well, wanting to check it with sohee a bit later.

meanwhile, sohee kept excitedly doing hand motions while his hands were pressed together, his brows furrowed in concentration. you kept taking photos of him, and you notice how comfortable he was starting to get around you as well.

he turns towards you, a wide, toothy grin plastered on his face. “am i doing good? you haven’t said anything in a while,” he jokes. before you could catch yourself, your finger clicks on the shutter, a clear image of sohee’s blinding smile now burned in your brain.

you put your camera down, somewhat flustered. “sorry, i got too absorbed,” you mumbled, getting up from your seat to go around his side of the table.

”um, here,” you showed him the photos you took, bending forward slightly so he could see.

sohee kept exclaiming out of awe, commenting on how good the photos turned out or how he doesn’t remember doing a pose like that and then being amazed. he peeks at your expression, noticing a creeping blush on your cheeks.

the corners of his lips kept curling up, his eyes now focused on you instead of your camera screen.

as you looked through the photos you took, you also felt the same excitement and joy sohee was expressing in his photos. a part of you wanted to keep taking photos with him as a subject, but you didn’t want to take up too much of his time.

you pulled away, but your eyes kept lingering on sohee. something about him just kept drawing you in and you had no idea what it was just yet.

sohee smiles at you, “want to walk around the convention with me? a change of scenery would be good, right?”

”huh?”

he laughs shyly, scratching his scalp as he avoids your eyes. “i guess what i mean is, um, i’d like to be your model for a while more. is that no good?”

you blinked, staring at him until his ears and cheeks start to turn red. if you didn’t know any better, you would’ve thought he just wanted to spend more time with you.

”you can say no, i won’t mind! i’m not a really good model anyway, but, you know,” he stammers out, “you’re kinda cool so i kinda wanted to tag with you for a bit more. what do you think?”

”o-oh! i don’t mind! i really don’t mind! i wasn’t too familiar with the venue anyway so i was kind of lost earlier. i-i appreciate it if you would, really!” you rambled on, trying to hide how happy you sounded, or the growing smile on your flushed face.

the tension leaves sohee’s body at your reply, smiling widely. he stands up next to you, already rearing to go.

”shall we, yn?” he asks softly.

you nodded, slightly panicking as you pack up your stuff. sohee watches you carry your bags, the straps almost slipping off your shoulder from how heavy it must’ve been.

”do you have more equipment in your bag? i can help you carry it, promise i’ll be careful. it’s, like, expensive, right?” he offers, holding onto the strap of your backpack and a noticeable amount weight was taken off of your shoulders.

”are you sure? it’s a bit heavy, you might get uncomfortable,” you mumbled but your words didn’t seem to discourage sohee at all.

he smiles brightly, carefully shouldering the backpack, “it’s alright, ninjas can wear backpacks too.”

you couldn’t help but laugh at the ridiculousness of what he just said, finally easing up. surely, you can trust him with your stuff for a while.

sohee chuckles, walking next to you as you head back into the populated venue.

ㅤyou and sohee began to walk through the venue, listening as he continued to talk more about the story of his character and how he started watching the series. you almost forgot about taking photos until sohee himself reminded you of it.

”here’s a pretty spot. what do you think?”

the lights were bright and colorful at the area sohee was pointing at, you were sure you’d get some impressive shots without much effort, but you were more curious about how sohee would look more than anything.

sohee takes the initiative, standing by the bright lights. he turns his head towards you, smiling just as brightly.

you step a bit closer, adjusting the lens to remove the focus on the lights. you hastily press the shutter in the midst of adjusting the lens, ending up with a slightly blurred photo of sohee.

”ah!” you exclaimed. the small furrow in your brow made sohee think it wasn’t a good reaction at all.

he doesn’t move around much, watching in amusement as you tested various angles and focus. sohee kept noticing how easily pleased you get when you find something that works or when it works out unexpectedly.

his smile starts to get more relaxed, eyes focused on you more than anything.

when you finally put the camera down, sohee walks towards you, returning your beaming smile. he thinks that you must’ve gotten some great shots, and he also couldn’t stop wondering how else he could make you smile like that again.

you walked side by side, arms touching. sohee made sure to keep up with your pace as he looked at the photos you took earlier. he glances at your expression, somewhat satisfied with himself.

”am i really that great of a model?”

you looked at him, tilting your head back just to meet his eyes. it was only then you realized how close you were, yet for some reason you didn’t want to pull back.

”i-i would say so!” you quickly insisted, afraid that he’ll lose his spark. “i’m not sure if the photos i took captured how fun and interesting you are, but i hope my skills gave it justice,” you mumbled shyly.

sohee holds back his laughter, listening to you with sincerity. he kept thinking how adorable you were when you talk about something you’re passionate with. he wonders if this was how he seemed earlier, because if so, then he understood you fully.

the two of you passed by a scenic area surrounded by soft lights and flowers, a set that was meant for taking photos. sohee glances at you from the corner of his eye, smiling to himself as an idea pops in his head.

”don’t you want your photo taken, miss photographer?” he asks softly.

you paused a little, looking at him. “well, i’m not really as photogenic as you are, sohee,” you whispered, somewhat feeling shy at the idea of having your photo taken.

sohee stops in his tracks, gently pulling on your arm as he positions you in the middle of a floral display. you stood around dumbly, staring at him with shock and confusion in your eyes.

he simply lets out a chuckle, his hand pointed towards your camera. “may i?” he smiles, “i’ll take a good picture of you, i promise.”

you take the camera strap off of your neck and handed your camera to sohee. he handles it carefully, his touch a bit clumsy but he made sure he was holding onto it tightly above anything else.

”so i just point and shoot, right?” he asks, smiling at you as he gets into position. sohee stares at the display screen, smiling even wider when he sees you clearly.

you nod wordlessly, your mind running through possible poses you can try to do but didn’t have the confidence to.

sohee noticed how tense you seemed, looking at you past the camera. “don’t be nervous, it’s just me. i was a newbie earlier too,” he reassures you gently.

”sorry, i’m not used to having my own photo taken,” you nervously played with your hair, tucking it behind your ear as you look elsewhere. you hear the soft shutter of your camera, indicating that sohee took a photo of you just now.

”you looked really pretty just now,” sohee spoke quietly, but was loud enough for you to hear. “keep doing what you were doing just now, i like it,” he smiles, cheeks slightly rosy.

you couldn’t help but blush at his compliment, covering your face out of embarrassment. he takes another photo, and you wondered if he was being sincere or if he’s just having fun with you.

”what was that for?”

”i thought you were trying to do a pose,” he shrugs, fighting back the desire to click the shutter button when he sees a pout on your lips. sohee laughs softly to himself, deciding to change the topic before you walk away from the set.

“what did you think about the convention? did you have fun?” he knew you probably weren’t much of an anime fan, yet you still found your way here— and he wonders if this was the universe’s way of repaying him for the cancelled event he came here for in the first place.

”it was pretty fun, i guess. everyone was kind to me even though i didn’t know anything about them or their characters.” the conversation helped you feel comfortable, deciding to put a little more trust on sohee.

”and, if anything, i’m glad i got to meet you,” you added quickly, the corners of your lips curling up. you hear the shutter go off again, letting out a small laugh.

sohee kept clicking on the button, making you laugh even harder. his teasing seemed to really tickle you in all the right places as your laughter hasn’t stopped for a minute.

”i guess you’re really glad, huh?” he grins, watching you calm down after your laughing fit. your cheeks were flushed from laughing too hard, and the smile on your face was too beautiful to ignore. sohee takes one last photo, mesmerized by how pretty you looked.

you step away from the set, walking toward sohee who was staring at your camera screen. “does it look funny?” you asked, trying to get his attention. he seemed frozen in place, blush creeping up to his ear.

”sohee?”

”huh? oh! oh, no!” he blushes, backing out of the camera gallery after staring at your photos. “i-i think it turned out pretty,” he mumbles shyly, “really pretty.”

you chuckle, taking your camera back from him. sohee watches as you checked the photos he took with a smile on your face, his heart skipping a beat.

he knew he can’t just let it end here.

”yn?” sohee starts, his voice small and timid, “do you want to come with me tomorrow?”

you froze, staring at him in surprise, “tomorrow? you mean to the event you wanted to go to?”

he nods sheepishly, “i really like hanging out with you, and i’d be happy if you say yes.”

you were speechless. if you didn’t know any better, you’d think he was asking you out on a—

”date?” you blurted out absentmindedly, covering your mouth with your hands when you realized.

sohee chuckles softly, scratching the back of his neck. “i guess it is a date, huh?” he joked, “bet no one’s ever asked you for a date to an anime convention.” you knew sohee said it in a joking manner but his tone sounded a bit sad.

”i don’t think it’s a bad thing,” you quickly spoke, “a-and besides, you’re the only person i’d agree to go with if it even matters.”

his expression brightens up immediately, wide eyes staring at you. “really?! really, really?” he spins around, arms thrown up in the air as he holds onto his head. you watched him squirm around in elation, small noises escaping his mouth.

sohee turns back around, a huge grin on his face. “then, i’ll see you tomorrow?”

you chuckled, nodding, “yeah, i’ll be here.”

”then, um, should we?” he awkwardly reaches into his pants pocket, fingers playing with his phone.

you realize what he was implying a beat too late, quickly grabbing your phone from your jacket. sohee chuckles when you hastily hand him your phone.

after you exchange contact information, the smiles from your faces doesn’t seem to be going down any time soon. sohee laughs shyly to mask his giddiness for tomorrow’s date, turning around to walk side by side with you again.

your heart was beating fast and you wondered if he can hear it when you were this close to each other. you turn your head slightly to look at him, only to realize that he was looking at you as well.

you both turn away from each other, and after a short silence, began to giggle quietly. your cheeks were heating up, playing with the camera hanging from your neck.

you were already excited about tomorrow, thinking about what camera you should bring. maybe you can bring a more compact camera, one that was easy to bring around and use— and maybe even take a photo together with if everything goes well.

ㅤwhen it was time to say goodbye, sohee parts ways with you at a nearby bus station. he stayed until the bus began to leave, immediately sending you a message.

”i had a lot of fun, miss photographer. thank you for spending time with me today! ^o^”

you see the message he sent, laughing to yourself quietly. you pondered about what to say, lips curling up when one thing comes to mind.

”want to watch naruto together when we get home?”

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well well well

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restraints with riize !

summary ⭑.ᐟ ties, cuffs, collars, and everything else you can use to restrain these boys in any way possible. content warning ⭑.ᐟ very suggestive headcanons about riize getting tied up. these are pretty lengthy because i went wild kinda. i wrote this in a gender neutral way without noticing so let your imagination run wild.

shotaro:

i genuinely think shotaro would be down but with some exceptions. he’s a masochist on the low #tbh but the glint in his eyes would show that he’s still craving for control somehow. restraints have a small effect on him and he’d mostly be doing it for you. at most, he’d just find it amusing and the pain from his wrists might even turn him on a little. it would ironically be liberating for him because shotaro holds back plenty already, so being tied up would be like a green light for him to do even more. his hands could be tied up against the bedposts but that wouldn’t stop his hips from moving— and trust, those hips are moving. whether it’s a snapping motion, rolling, or keeping it up in the air to the point that his abs are tight and contracting every time your hips would go down just to make sure he’s hitting that spot that makes your head spin; just trust that shotaro’s hips are working overtime. if you somehow lose balance or the strength to keep bouncing, shotaro would press his body against yours just to keep you in place while his hips did the work for you. it’s a whole ass workout, but the desperation is tripled in shotaro’s case because he’s tied up and you’re trembling on top of him. he just wants nothing more than to see you fall apart and he’ll make sure he’s giving that to you, regardless if he’s tied up or not.

eunseok:

eunseok definitely loves the concept of getting tied up, a huge fan even; specifically bondage because that’s where his teasing nature would really shine through, but would he like it on himself? no. not at first at least, but don’t get me wrong, eunseok loves a good show and if you can give that to him, then he’d be doing his best to make sure every single one of your needs are met. if shotaro’s using his hips, eunseok would be using his lips— man just would not shut up. he’d tease you through every shudder and every whimper because in his mind, why would you put him through all this when you couldn’t even handle the heat? don’t worry though because he’ll make sure you can handle it, and you have to because eunseok's not going to help you reach your high even if you took his restraints off and begged him (he might if you cried idk). eunseok wouldn’t even be moving his hips at all, but his eyes would be observing every single movement. if you slack off for even just a second, or if you sat on his cock wrong, he’s calling that shit out. eunseok’s bedroom voice is enough to keep you whining, and the man himself knows the hold he has on you. seeing you desperate for release while bouncing on him would definitely be a sight to behold that eunseok would think it’s a nice treat for his eyes every once in a while.

sungchan:

oh, he’s a brat. he'd definitely be a brat, especially if he knows how much you want him tied up. sungchan could be on a leash with his hands tied, but his eyes would still be defiant. if he’s going down on you and you tug on his leash for whatever reason, he’d be glaring at you (and maybe even do that thing he does with his brows ugh). he refuses to give you what you want and would push to do things his way, like he wouldn’t even joke about this. it’d be so serious for him actually. sungchan doesn’t have the patience to let you ride him, so he's down to do all the work, and honestly he has the strength to just flip you over even if he's tied up so you kinda have no choice lmao. he wouldn't be behaving at all because he's chasing after his own high and his cock would be twitching against your walls until you pull on his leash, reminding him that he had absolutely no control over his own pleasure— sungchan would love to prove you wrong though. he’d be such a wild beast that every single restraint you put on him would break within a few minutes of wearing them (and in an act of defiance). the one restraint sungchan wouldn't be able to get rid of is a collar around his neck, so it’d drive him crazy every time you pull on it and ruin his focus especially when he’s chasing his high. even though he’s suffering like this, sungchan is getting off of the fact that he has to work even harder just to get what he needs from you.

wonbin:

a non-believer. wonbin doesn’t believe that getting tied up would do anything for him at all, and he might even challenge you to get some reaction out of him (and it’s going to be the easiest thing in the world tbh). if you tied his hands to the back, wonbin would be begging to have it tied in front of him instead while making up excuses that it’s uncomfortable when, really, he just wants to hold you. similar to sungchan. wonbin would be finding his way out of his restraints, only to be punished when caught— which he enjoys too btw. he tries to keep his cool, to be as nonchalant as he could, but how could he when you’re teasing him in every step of the way? the cuffs digging into his skin would do wonders to him too. wonbin would whine about it after, sure, but at the heat of the moment, even pain would feel good for him. it’s a nice treat to see wonbin’s muscles popping from how hard he’s trying to hold back from destroying the flimsy cuffs you put on him, or the way his body would just tense up when you squeeze down on his length. wonbin would never admit how much he enjoys it though, you’d just have to read between the lines because the next time you suggest it, he’ll be asking if you could do a different position.

sohee:

honestly, man’s down for anything. sohee wouldn’t mind getting tied up, he might even confess that it’s been a fantasy of his for a while. the only thing that's stopping sohee is that he doesn’t quite get the appeal just yet, but he would be down for it anyway especially if you’re the one initiating it. he would even keep open communication because sohee may or may not want to do it again in the future, but that’s dependent on how much he’ll enjoy it or how satisfied it would leave you. sohee definitely loves seeing you take charge and he wouldn’t even be trying to do much, just all smiles as he watches you move on top of him. if you want the visual i have in mind, imagine sohee laying down, hands tied behind while his arms are propping him up so he could watch you, lean abs contracting every time your hips bounced back down. once sohee learns what he enjoys and what he doesn’t, he’ll be down for it anytime and he might even be restraining himself even though he’s not really tied up anymore. like, if you tied his hands up with something that’s easy to take off, sohee would practice so much restraint just so it doesn’t get undone because, at this point, he really gets the whole appeal, and seeing you lose yourself to pleasure because of him is worth going through the trouble.

anton:

anton loves being on the receiving end, even if that means getting restrained physically. he wouldn’t even mind getting the whole hands tied + collar and leash combo, and he wouldn’t fight it too. the only difference is that anton isn’t letting you do this because he craves being in submission, but mostly because he enjoys seeing you squirm without his help lmao. anton’s hands could be tied over his head because that’s how much he isn’t fighting it (but it’s hotter to have it tied behind because of his #wide shoulders #tbh). the sounds of chains clanging would mix in along with your moans and your skin slapping against his because of your hold on his leash, and the combination of all these sounds would be overly stimulating for both you and anton. being restrained would make anton’s desperation grow, though that doesn’t mean he’s going to help you. he loves seeing you fall apart on him without doing anything, adding to his desperation. if you decide that you’ve had enough of this play and undo his restraints to change positions or you simply got tired, that’s when anton would pour out all of his pent-up energy— and, man, you just have to be prepared for it.

[antontual]

WONBIN for VOGUE KOREA

[boynextdoors]

WONBIN for VOGUE (2026)

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so how are we all feeling about anton's new tat (i can't track which fansite this photo came from but i hope they allow reposts because it's all i've been seeing lmfao)

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APPARENTLY it's not new,,, so he's just a freak that loves to watch us squirm

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so how are we all feeling about anton's new tat (i can't track which fansite this photo came from but i hope they allow reposts because it's all i've been seeing lmfao)

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bedroom quirks with riize !

summary ⭑.ᐟ things they like to do when they're in the heat of the moment, aka what gets them going. content warning ⭑.ᐟ very suggestive. so suggestive that tumblr made me put a content warning label on it.

  ☆ : vocal: they’re on opposite sides of spectrum but they cannot keep going unless they know, through whatever noise you make, that you’re feeling just as good as they are.

shotaro:

shotaro would be the type to check-in on you every now and then, whispering sweet words of encouragement, ones that contrast the rough way his hips moved. shotaro is a lover, he gets off of feeling the same pleasure you’re feeling, so it’s important to him that he knows where you’re at even if it’s just your moans slowly getting louder. “you can handle more, right?” would be his go-to phrase, and he knows the answer even though you get too overwhelmed to answer. if he’s lucky, shotaro might even get a one-word answer out of you, and that’s enough to send shivers down his spine. your cries spur him on— he likes it when you’re just as vocal, so he makes an effort to keep you talking even when it's obvious to him that you can't. shotaro's definitely a soft dom with a slight masochistic tendency because he would always put your needs above his own.

sungchan:

sungchan is such a wildcard, like i know his buttons are easy to push if he’s in the mood but i feel like being vocal is the one thing he can’t forgo. like i said earlier, if shotaro’s the type to get off of hearing you more, sungchan would be getting off of your reaction to his words. he’s insistent, and he’ll point out every single thing he notices, like if you get wet, he’d say it out loud; if you squeeze him tight, he’d say it out loud; if your hips are moving on its own, he’d say it out loud. sungchan is kind of a little shit in that aspect ngl, but as long as it turns you on then it turns him on too. “look at you squeezing me tight. can’t live without this cock, can you?” or something of the sort; he just loves the way you react. whether it’s a snarky remark or a loud moan, sungchan would definitely keep rubbing it all over your face because he knows you love it just as much.

  ☆ : biting: huuuuge biters and they coincidentally cute teeth, unashamed of it too. (this might be biased but the vision is clear for me)

eunseok:

this cat bites. non-negotiable. biggest biter and he lives for it. eunseok’s mouth would never leave your skin regardless of what position you’re in— as long as he has access to any part of you, he’s biting it. laying on your back with your legs slung over his shoulder? he’s biting your leg/thigh. you’re riding him? he’s biting your shoulder and neck. you’re on all fours and he’s behind you? it’s free real estate. likewise, if you were the one biting him, eunseok would be just as turned on like a true #freak4freak. if he even gets the idea that you’re just as turned on when it comes to biting him back, he’d be relentless. it's not like he'd turn it into a competition (he would), but he'd want to leave more marks than you could. eunseok’s the type to keep his eyes on you and notice every little thing, so once his bite marks start showing up on your skin, he’s getting off of that too. the one spot he loves to lavish a lot of attention on is your neck though, and i'm not just talking about the sides of your neck, eunseok would sink his teeth even on the back of your neck because he's a true freak just like that, and it's also where he could get a whiff of your scent the best (actual reason).

sohee:

sohee would always have some semblance of self-control to him unlike the other members, but once he gets lost in the pleasure, his mouth would be all over you and god just thinking about his plump lips, warm on your skin as he gasps and kisses your neck, is enough to drive anyone insane. sohee would be the type to bite his own lips while he focuses on the way his hips are moving, leaving it red and swollen. i also like to think that sohee gets embarrassed to be vocal in bed, like all you’ll get from him are “fuck” or “feels good”, so to prevent more of that especially when he gets too deep in the sauce, his mouth needs to be on you. if you’re on your back, his mouth would be on yours; but if you writhe around too much and he can’t kiss you properly, his mouth would be on your neck, specifically the one near your jaw. sohee loves the way you’d cry out when he bites your neck, especially when your walls flutter around his length.

  ☆ : handsy — these two get overwhelmed so easily that they don’t know what to do with their hands.

wonbin:

wonbin, ever the romantic, is such a sensitive soul that he feels everything too deeply, and the same goes for when he’s in bed. his hands would not only be on you, but if he knows he can’t control the strength in his grip, he’d be grabbing the sheets, the headboard, and (if you’re riding him) even his own hair/head. likewise, wonbin loves it when you hold him as well because your hands are always gentle for him. he'd love it when you run your hands through his hair, or brush it against his chest where his heart is. wonbin would go insane if you cup his cheek; he'd be melting against your palm in an instant. he just loves skin-to-skin contact in general, but it’s different when it’s hand contact. something about holding hands while your bodies are connected is romantic to him, and he lives for that. it speaks as an unbreakable bond to wonbin, and so his hands would always find yours.

anton:

anton is another that feels too deeply, every single sensation all at once would be enough to send his hands on any part of your body. i want to say he doesn’t have a preference, but he’d love placing his hands on your hips for obvious reasons— aside from it being the easiest part to hold, he loves that he gets to control the pace, which in turn would elicit some reaction out of you and it’d spur him on even more. anton appreciates good oral, so in those instances, his hands would be in your hair, brushing and tugging as he watches your mouth stretch around him. maybe it’s because he’s an aries, but he craves to control you. if he was more experimental, like let’s say he’s gotten more comfortable in a relationship, anton would even be down to wrap his hand around your neck, watching your mouth drop open while your walls clamp down on him.

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oh boy do i have something for yall

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give a little more — p.wb

synopsis ⭑.ᐟ wonbin learns the joy of giving on his birthday. content warning ⭑.ᐟ smut! bf!wonbin x fem!reader, oral (f receiving), masturbation (m), overstimulation, unprotected sex, whiny wonbin as per usual even though he's on the giving end and i love it that way, munchbbin awakening. word count ⭑.ᐟ 3.5k+

ㅤwonbin was used to being on the receiving end.

some might say it’s selfish, but to him it’s all about knowing his worth— and he knew he was nothing without you and the love you gave him. your love meant so much to him that he couldn’t imagine going through life without it.

whether it was cooking for him, listening to him ramble about his worries, comforting him when he felt down, or sucking his cock after a long day, you were always there for him, and he loved every single second of it.

ㅤand, of course, wonbin returned the favor— vocally, materialistically, and physically.

wonbin was perplexed at how easily pleased you were at first since he wanted to spoil you a lot more in exchange for every smile and laugh you gave him, but now he just got used to letting it happen naturally even though he still had to be sneaky just for it to happen in the first place.

at first, you would give back a piece of dessert he’d share with you, only taking one bite. no matter how long wonbin waited for you to take another, you were too busy smiling and listening to him that he had to feed you himself.

when he tried cooking breakfast for you one time, he burnt the fried rice and all you did was laugh and tease him about it. wonbin was sulking the entire day, not because you teased him, but because you had to eat a bad batch of fried rice because of him.

sometimes, wonbin wondered what desires went through your head, or if you even had any. he wishes you had at least one so he could fulfill it for you the same way you do for him every single time.

wonbin had been thinking about this for so long that it slipped his mind that his own birthday was coming up soon.

this year, he was determined to make sure you were also happy while you pampered him. although he wishes you’d be more greedy, the same way he was all the time, but wonbin didn’t mind waiting— there was nothing more satisfying than seeing you give in to him after all.

ㅤ”bbin? do you want a picture with your birthday cake?”

wonbin’s eyes met yours, your phone in one hand and a lighter for the candle in your other hand. he couldn’t help but smile, nodding at your suggestion.

before you could move away, his hand pulled you close, taking you by surprise. wonbin held you close, arm wrapped around your waist as he reached for your phone.

”i’ll hold the phone. you go light up the candles, baby,” he smiles, leaning in to nuzzle his nose against the crook of your neck, a gesture that made you ticklish every time.

you could only laugh in spite of your confusion, lighting the candles on his birthday cake. wonbin chuckles as he positioned his arm upwards, pointing the phone down so that you two were in the frame along with the lit up birthday cake.

wonbin was turning twenty-four this year, marking your third year together as a couple.

he knew how much effort you put in just to custom order his birthday cake, and that reignited his desire to give back the same love you keep giving him tirelessly.

”ready?” he asked, angling the phone slightly as he waited for your go signal.

you looked at the screen, fixing your hair and clothes. wonbin thought it was adorable when you started practicing your smile, playfully taking a photo without warning.

”hey!” you exclaimed, turning your head back and slapping his thigh softly. he could only laugh in return, smiling as he whispered his apologies against your cheek.

you turned your head back towards the camera, thinking deeply about what to do. it took everything out of wonbin not to snap another photo, grinning like a fool as he watched you through the screen.

after a few seconds, your expression finally brightened up, eliciting a small giggle from wonbin himself.

you laid your head against his, smiling brightly at the phone in his hand. wonbin’s heart fluttered at the smile on your face, pressing a kiss on the side of your head before taking a few photos.

once he was satisfied and a little impatient, wonbin put the phone down and immediately wrapped his arms around you until you were sitting on his thighs. your giggles filled his ears as he pressed kisses all over your face and neck.

it didn’t take much to get you both worked up. wonbin was now leaving open-mouthed kisses along your neck, hands ghosting along your spine, making your body shudder in response.

he let out a moan at your reaction, pressing you closer to his body, desperate to feel every part of you.

”baby, your cake’s going to melt if you keep doing this.”

wonbin shakes his head stubbornly, biting your neck as he watched your expression. he wanted something else now, and seeing you react like this was all he cared about.

you placed a hand on his shoulder, “it’s an ice cream cake, bbin. and we can’t fool around on the dining table.” your tone was more serious this time, a clearer warning despite the growing heat in your stomach from his kisses alone. still, wonbin couldn’t stop his wandering hands.

”it’s cold out anyway; it won’t melt,” he argues back, keeping a watchful eye on your reaction as his hand began to fondle the swell of your tits. wonbin was willing to compromise if you really weren’t in the mood for it, otherwise he’d rather keep going because hearing your soft whimpers was sweeter than any dessert.

a breathless gasp escaped your lips and that was all the confirmation he needed to hear.

ㅤ”fuck it— it’s my birthday anyway,” wonbin groans, picking you up in his arms.

you wrapped your legs around his waist, burying your face into his neck as he moved around. it took you some time to realize that he was taking too long to get to the bedroom, prompting you to raise your head just to see what he was doing.

wonbin just finished placing his birthday cake in the freezer, a giggle slipping out of your lips. he could only laugh back shyly, “did i keep you waiting?”

”it’s okay,” you whispered, cupping his cheeks to bring his focus back to you. wonbin was more than happy to lavish you with attention, his lips finding yours before you knew it.

your back hit a hard surface, pressed in between his body and the table. wonbin laid you down on the dining table he just cleared, one hand supporting the back of your head as he rolled his hips against your heat.

his lips never left yours, devouring you hungrily to the point that your lips were starting to bruise. your head was spinning from all the pleasure you were feeling all at once, hands holding tightly on his shirt.

you part your thighs even more so you could feel him better, anything to amplify the pleasure you were both feeling. he was already hard and throbbing, making you lose any remaining inhibition you had. his desperation for you was clear and it was enough to keep you going.

hearing moans fall from your lips made him hiss, brows furrowing at how desperate he was feeling just from the friction alone. it almost slipped wonbin’s mind that he wanted to show you just how much he appreciated you in the simplest way he could think of— one you couldn’t ignore or deny.

you were hit with confusion when wonbin pulled away, panting heavily as he stared down at you. “baby?” you called out, arms reaching out to hold him. you didn’t want the pleasure to end yet and you could tell he was holding back for some reason.

wonbin’s eyes twinkled under the dim light, a smirk on his face as his hands traveled lower to your hips. he leaned in to kiss your neck, making sure your body doesn’t cool off while his hands worked to take your shorts off.

it only took one pull but he was taking his damn time, frustrated whimpers escaping your lips. wonbin chuckles, enjoying the rare sight of you being this desperate and needy for him.

”bbin,” you whined, wiggling your hips to help him take it off faster. wonbin didn’t want to keep you waiting, but, fuck, every whimper out of you was doing something to him.

his lips slowly trailed down your chest, kissing your skin through the fabric of your shirt. you were so desperate for contact that it felt as if his lips were on your bare skin instead. wonbin gripped on the hem of your shirt, pushing it up to your chest and baring your torso to him.

his mouth was now on your navel, his teeth grazing against your sensitive skin as he left hot kisses all the way down. you could only sigh and gasp, shuddering as your fingers tangled through his hair.

wonbin pulled back slightly to look up at you, to see the expression on your face. he smiled to himself when he saw your flushed cheeks and parted lips— a clear look of desperation on your face.

”don’t worry, baby. i got you,” he breathed out, fingers hooked under your already soaked panties, your arousal stringing against the fabric as he pulled it down. a groan escaped him; the sight of your wetness was enough to make his cock throb under his sweatpants, straining through the stretchy fabric.

”you’re already so wet but you could give me more than this, right?” he whispered, making you feel ticklish from his breath hitting your sensitive pussy, walls clenching around nothing.

this didn’t escape wonbin’s attention, sticking his tongue out to lick a stripe up from your entrance to your swollen clit. you let out a moan in surprise, thighs closing in on his head.

he chuckles and you felt shivers down your spine, propping yourself up with your elbows to look at him. wonbin grabbed your thighs, your legs thrown over his shoulder as he lavished attention to your swollen nub.

his tongue was pointed, flicking against your clit while his thumbs were spreading your folds apart. your wetness was starting to overflow from his teasing, dripping down onto the table underneath you.

”w-wonbin,” you whimper, reaching down to run your fingers through his thick hair, pulling him out of his daze to look up at you. his focus was all on you now, as if he was ready to give anything to you with just one word.

you bite your lower lip, drawing blood from the bruise you got from making out earlier. “it feels too empty inside,” you whispered, embarrassed by the words that escaped your lips.

wonbin smiled, “be more clear, baby. you want my tongue or my fingers?”

you shuddered, staring into his eyes; his tongue could stretch you out and mess you up but his fingers would be able to reach that spot deep inside you. just the thought of having either one inside you made your pussy twitch again.

it was clear from your expression that you were debating over your options, which meant that the choice was now up to wonbin— and you were in luck because he knew what would satisfy you best.

he smiled widely, dipping back down to wrap his mouth over your clit, tongue flicking against your sensitive bundle of nerves with more enthusiasm. moans kept pouring out of your mouth, thighs trembling around his head.

wonbin used his left hand to keep one thigh open, while his right hand began to tease your entrance. he slipped two fingers inside smoothly, curling it up to hit that spot you liked so much.

your back arched off the table, mouth dropping open with a soft gasp. “w-wonbin!” you moan breathily, stomach already tensing up just from his fingertips rubbing on your spot.

the combined sensation of his tongue and fingers made your entire body tense up, hips rolling in pleasure. a familiar heat was building up from your lower stomach, breathless whimpers escaping your lips. you tug on his hair more forcefully, but he refused to budge.

wonbin doubled his efforts, licking and sucking on your clit, your wanton moans ringing in his ear while his fingers began to move faster, pressing on your sensitive spot. your thighs were tense, feet crossed against his back while your hips stayed in the air. his left hand massaged your thigh in a comforting manner, as if he was telling you to just let go.

”wonbin- wonbin, i’m- i’m close,” you breathed out, head thrown back as you try to catch your breath. you closed your eyes, brows furrowed as the heat spread throughout your body and released just as quickly as your orgasm crashed down on you.

you let out strained moans, hips falling back down the table, causing wonbin’s mouth to unlatch from your clit. he watched as your juices spilled out, your pussy glistening under the dim light of the room.

wonbin moans at the sight, biting down on his plump lower lip. he watched as your chest heaved up and down, body still tense and trembling with pleasure. he knew you could still take more.

he leans back in, mouth finding your sensitive heat once more. you let out a cry, eyes going wide in surprise. “w-wonbin?!” you whimper, desperately pulling on his hair. you were far too sensitive, strength leaving your body as he continued to overstimulate you.

when he felt your fingers leave his hair, wonbin lets out a contented hum. his left hand spread your folds apart while his right hand reached down to palm his throbbing erection. he was painfully hard, a wet spot forming on his sweatpants and getting on his palm the more he tried to relieve himself.

wonbin never really realized how much of a turn on it was to see someone you love lose themselves to pleasure. if he wasn’t too busy losing himself to pleasure whenever they made love, maybe he would’ve noticed sooner.

ㅤhell, if he’d known much earlier, he would’ve understood why you loved going down on him so much.

he closed his eyes, tongue spread out as he rolled your clit around with it, drawing your pleasure out instead of forcing another one out of you so soon. wonbin whimpers against your pussy, his hand now jerking his cock through his pants.

he pulls away briefly to pull his cock out his sweatpants, nibbling on your folds. “fuck, baby,” wonbin breathes out, hand pumping his aching cock even more. his brows furrowed in pleasure, squeezing the tip in his palm as his tongue traced around your heat.

wonbin kept moaning against your clit, thrusting his tongue shallowly into your clenching walls. his precum was leaking onto his hand, coating his entire length. his moans sent vibrations through your body, making you feel it deep inside you.

you moaned, heat building up in your lower stomach once again. you could see wonbin’s arm moving desperately from where you laid and it wasn’t difficult to guess that he was feeling just as needy as you were.

”bbin, baby,” you purred, reaching down to cup his cheek. wonbin stared up at you with glossy eyes, his plump lips glistening from your juices. “come here, please,” you whine softly.

wonbin was more than happy to oblige, getting up from where he was hunched over. he pressed his lips against yours, kissing you eagerly. wonbin pushed his tongue into your mouth, eliciting a soft moan from you. you could taste yourself on his tongue, a sweet and salty taste coating your mouth.

his body covered yours once more, the sticky precum from his rock hard cock dribbling on your stomach. you shuddered when wonbin nudged the tip of his cock against your entrance.

”wonbin, please,” you gasped out.

”baby, i got you,” he whispered, deep voice sending shivers throughout your entire body. wonbin kissed your jaw, whimpering as he pushed the tip of his cock into your tight entrance.

he hissed, “fuck, baby. relax a little for me, yeah?” wonbin thrusted shallowly, pushing more of his length in with each roll of his hips. your walls were clenching around him, and it was far too much for someone who was feeling just as desperate for release.

you sighed softly when he bottomed out deep inside you, eyes rolling back at how full it made you feel. wonbin’s lips found yours again, kissing you softly as his hips began to rock back and forth. he ran his hands up and down your waist before gripping onto your thighs, pushing them open.

you could tell wonbin was trying to draw it out for as long as he could, his bottom lip trembling against yours. he moans against your mouth, brows furrowing in pleasure. wonbin’s hips began to pick up the pace, both of you breaking the kiss to moan.

”fuck, fuck- i can’t hold it much longer, baby,” wonbin groans, hips slapping against your thighs. he licks a stripe down your neck, biting on the skin by your throat, feeling it vibrate as you moaned in pleasure.

wonbin was starting to feel restless, desperate for release while waiting for your own orgasm. you weren’t too far but it would take more for you than just thrusting wildly, a whimper escaping your lips.

he winced, hanging his head as his body shuddered. “ah, fuck,” wonbin whispered against your skin, his warm cum filling you deep inside with each stuttering thrust.

you took a deep breath when he stopped moving, convinced that he was done for a while. you were feeling just as spent, especially after he overstimulated you earlier.

ㅤso it took you by surprise when he began moving again, the table underneath you shaking once more.

”w-wonbin?” you whined, eyes starting to tear up from how overwhelmed you were starting to feel. his cum was sloshing deep inside you, making a noise with every thrust he made.

you couldn’t even see his face, head buried in your cleavage, yet his thrusts were relentless and showed no signs of slowing down as if he didn’t cum seconds ago.

”bbin, i’m- this is too much for me!” you cried out, nails sinking into the skin by his shoulders.

wonbin slipped his hands under your hips, lifting it up slightly to hit that spot you liked so much. and without fail, the tip of his cock was already pressing down on it, hips never stopping the rhythm he was on.

you threw your head back against the table, moans growing louder as he hit your sensitive spot over and over.

he was whimpering weakly despite the focused movements of his hips, body still trembling from his orgasm earlier.

“wonbin, b-baby.. i'm cumming!” you gasped out, back arching mid-air as your body shook from the waves of your own orgasm.

shivers ran through his entire being as your walls finally clamped down on him, cum still flowing out of his tip even as he pulled out. wonbin gripped his length, squeezing out the remainder of his release onto your lower stomach. he finally raised his head back up to look at you, seeing a satisfied look on your face.

wonbin chuckles tiredly, using his other hand to cup your cheek. he ran his thumb over your flushed cheek, finding it adorable how pleased you look.

“did you like that?” he asked softly, voice slightly hoarse from earlier. “i wanted to make it feel good for you,” wonbin admits, “did i scare you?”

you let out a small laugh, “for me? even though it’s your birthday today?”

he stared into your eyes, wanting to show how sincere each of his words were, “that hardly matters. you make it feel like my birthday is everyday already.”

“then that means i did my job well,” you chuckled.

wonbin hums, nuzzling into the crook of you neck. “you do. that’s why i want you to let me spoil you too,” he sighed, “i’d do anything to make you feel the same way you make me feel.”

you ran your fingers through his hair, he tense shoulders relaxing from your touch. “baby, i love you just as much. you don’t have to do anything different,” you sigh softly.

”even if i wanted to?”

”if it’s something you want to do, then i won’t stop you. but if it’s something you feel burdened by, then i don’t want it,” you explained, pulling his head back so you could look at him properly.

his face was still flushed from pleasure, pupils dilated, reflecting only you in his eyes. wonbin smiled slightly, “then i’ll keep doing what i’m already doing. after all, i just found out how good it could be when i’m the one giving.”

you laughed in disbelief, finally realizing why he was acting so differently earlier.

”so giving oral is your idea of giving?” wonbin lifts you up in his arms as you asked your question, a pleased smile on his face. you held onto him as he made his way to the bedroom with you in his arms, still waiting for a response.

”if you’re waiting for an answer, don’t,” he grins, placing you down onto the bed with a soft thud, “i plan on answering it in a different way.”

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  happy 24th, wonbin! may only good things happen to you from now on.

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