Deep Fears And Deeper Depresion

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What is it gong to take for me to a priority. I’m the last on the list and I can’t take it anymore

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I. Can’t.

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Drinking helps

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I’m done. This is it

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I’m done.

I’m not liked in my own home. Not hesitation. No one likes me so why am I here

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It will NEVER be the same

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I didn’t do anything wrong. I was having fun when he “ you just talked abs it pissex me off” or “get over it” he made me park far away and walk in the city under bridges in fbs dark

“You’re the one with trust problems”

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I just can’t do this anymore. I deserve more then a roommate

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I’m so alone. These are what I do alone each day:

Wake up

Eat breakfast

Sit on breaks

After work

Make dinner

Eat dinner

After dinner/before bed

Go to sleep

“I don’t understand why you’re lonely. I was in the other room”

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I need my medication

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Im so fucking stupid

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I cought him lying strait to my face

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I don’t want to anymore

I can’t anymore

I won’t anymore

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What is wrong with me???

Why doesn’t he want me anymore

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I had a full breakdown and I’m ruining my own life now

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No one wants me

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My favorite animals are cows and pigs, I relate to them