at least curse me a little at the very end.

super secret vent sideblog

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if i’m turning in your stomach am i making you feel sick?

pinned post!! making my own blog because my headmates said i couldn’t be emo on main :p

about me

my name is Skye. i’m a fictive of Geto Suguru from Jujutsu Kaisen. gender crisis (mostly) resolved i’m a girl now but i was transmasc in my source memories and that does have an impact on me. i prefer she/her but any pronouns are fine. system co-host, symptom & trauma holder. body is white, disabled, young adult. we have AVPD w/DPD traits & BPD symptoms, bipolar 2, and obviously DID

more info under the cut

about this blog

mostly contains vents about the following, which will be tagged appropriately:

- AVPD/DPD/BPD things

- disordered eating

- miscarriage & pregnancy trauma

- general mental illness

will also reblog & talk about JJK source stuff here so i don’t clog our main

not interested in any kind of discourse, but here are my stances so you know who you’re interacting with:

- BLM, ACAB, SW Decrim, Free Palestine, Land Back, Pro-Choice, etc.

- syscourse neutral, its ur life idgaf

- ship neutral. i dont fw proships (mostly. i may thirst over toji/tjsg occasionally) but i can’t do anything about what other people ship, so leave me alone and i’ll leave you alone.

- pro xenogenders & neopronouns

- pro-recovery & anti-fatphobia

no dni, if i dont want u here i’ll just block u. also i may block if u make gego content XD nothing personal im just a pillow princess

sourcemates are welcome to interact, i’m happy to talk with anyone

also my in-sys kid Haze (☣️) refuses to make his own blog to vent so you’ll see him on here occasionally. he’s more active on @jojodojocasahouse

if u know us outside of this blog lets just pretend u didn’t see anything ok bye <3

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why do we feel the worst we’ve felt all day after talking to our partner

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idgaf if he loves me or not i have my ex-husband /ij in my system and she’s all i need

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i hate him i don’t care i’m breaking up with him i can’t keep doing this

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i knew it was inevitable he’d show up in their system but that doesn’t mean i’m not gonna be super weird about it now that it’s happened

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having an actual conversation with him for the first time and i am trying so hard to be normal and not just be like “DO YOU HATE ME IM SO SORRY ABOUT EVERYTHING IN SOURCE AND I DESERVE IT IF YOU DO HATE ME BUT I REALLY DONT WANT YOU TO HATE ME”

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where was this energy on sunday when i needed you. or do you only want to talk to us when we’re not having a hard time

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idk how she doesn’t see that everything she does pushes me further into my in-sys FP’s arms and creates more emotional distance between us and also makes my kid hate her more

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if you’re going to be a dick to me why talk to me? why not let one of my partners talk to me instead? unless they’re also splitting on me and you didn’t tell me that?

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FUCK mother’s day. fuckass holiday designed to hurt me

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he had to bring that up didn’t he. god why can they not fucking think before they speak

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post-bloodloss clarity

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nonononono i can’t do this again. i can’t be in that kind of relationship again. i’m getting better please don’t do this to me

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VALENTINE by SUKI WATERHOUSE

[glittergroovy]

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i’ve been trying to tell you that every time you start talking about how it would be better for us to break up. but sure now you can accept it because you saw an instagram reel. yknow what yeah just listen to the instagram reels therapist instead of your partner. who gives a fuck anymore

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huh. that was the first time ☣️ and i have actually calmed each other down instead of making each other spiral worse. that’s pretty big progress

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i thought we had a nice weekend. i don’t understand what went wrong