lost another friend today lol everything is looking bleak as fuck. everything that means anything to you will leave and but you're expected to still be here. what's the point if everything is temporary i find no beauty in carrying my past with me with new people it's just fucking disparaging. i can't even fucking post on my private twitter because i can't find it in my heart to remove the people on there that don't like me anymore or need space or what have you. i like my new friends but fuck. that was my whole life. at least i still have mari

















