[undertheinfluencex1]

[touchmysoulharder]

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[deadgirl0-0]

Like the songs you showed me

[paper-wounds]

[disaster-0l0gyx]

The world would be better without me in it

[dyingontheborderline]

I don't want to live in extremes anymore

I don't want to live in extremes

I don't want to live

[vilea777]

date idea: u tell me exactly how u feel about me in specific detail until my brain calms down and stops thinking u hate me

[daddystinygirll]

The fear of abandonment isn’t just about people leaving, it’s the gut-wrenching belief that you aren’t worth staying for.

[deadgirl0-0]

I've got therapy tomorrow, we will see how it will go. Last week she asked me to go to the psych ward, but I didn't want to and now it's worse than last week

[wishiwasanyonelse]

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[deadgirl0-0]

But I've got enough of trying

[openfleshwound]

someone put a gun to my head and fucking kill me i’m sick and tired of this shit

[wowlookwhosspirallingagain]

you ever just hope you die in your sleep so you won’t have to kill yourself ?

[deadgirl0-0]

Like at the moment I hope for that everyday

[deadgirl0-0]

So close to harming myself, I just can't take it anymore it's always the same it's never gonna change. Wanna cvt myself even though I promised everyone I wouldn't do it and talk to them and I also promised my therapist that's the only reason I'm not in the psych ward right now

[deadgirl0-0]

Had therapy today and feeling like shit. My mental health is declining bit by bit day by day. Didn't cut yet, it's only a matter of time I do want to but feel like I can't after 3 ½ years being clean. People don't realize that it's bad again only my therapist knows but not all of it. Just cried while scrolling on here and now trying to sleep, I'm feeling exhausted

[moonlight-696]

please don’t wake up please don’t wake up please don’t wake up please don’t wake up

[letsventstuff-deactivated202505]

No no no no no, you don't understand. I can't keep going on like this. It's draining me and I can't take it anymore. No more, please.

[deadgirl0-0]

Too close to a relapse after over 3 years of not cutting myself...

How many the day end?

[gh0stgut]

i wanna sh again

but it’s been three years

[deadgirl0-0]

Same here also three years but soo close to doing it again

[deadgirl0-0]

It's still getting worse

Im at that point where even small talk gets hard cause I don't wanna say a thing at all.

I don't want to think or to feel things and I'm at that point where I believe it would be the best of I km.

But I'm afraid it will fail like it did when I tried it a few years ago...