+lynn+

"writer" | EN/中文 | 18 | she/her | ♡girls♡ | depressed af | CATS

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hi there. u can call me lynn

i'm a depressed gal with anxiety who wants to be a writer but is too lazy, there's a shit ton of stuff about me cuz my life's a fucking mess but if you wanna know……

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So you wanna know? ok…

A few things I thought you might wanna know to get to know me:

✧ I used to post depression & sh vents posts here a LOT but now idk so if you don't like that just ignore them thx. They're mostly cuz I suck at school and my parents hate me for that. I kinda hate myself too but haha…

✧ I'm a genuinely nice person like REALLY NICE so if you wanna be friends please talk to me, I really need friends too

✧ I really want a girlfriend rn although I'm pansexual but I do have type so yea…

✧ I'm definitely neurodivergent, like, I DO NOT think like a normal person

✧ I'm addicted to vocaloids in general although I love flower the most!!!

✧ I love dark anime so much; Mahou shoujo site, Mahou shoujo Madoka Magica, bsd (?)

✧ I literally can't stop spending money on anime/vocaloid/game merch hehe I'm gonna go broke one day…

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I'm on hsr (asia sever), ZZZ (asia), idv (NAEU) and pjsk (en) if you wanna exchange UID just ask me

insta: deadjournalist0

Personal tags:

Poems: #deadjournalist's poems

Game related posts: #deadjournalist's game posts

Depression vents: #deadjournalist is depresso

Vocaloid posts: #deadjournalist is so normal about vocaloids

Anime related posts: #deadjournalist needs to watch more anime

Random posts: #deadjournalist being silly

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[Irregular update on my pathetic lil life]

waiting for my appointment at the mental hospital. bored so i thought I'd write something here

got this mafuyu card (it's a free 3star from event) in pjsk(en) recently. AHH IT'S SO CUTE MAFUYU I LOVE YOU BABYGIRL

anyone play zzz on asia? kinda lonely but we don't really have co op system so eh

everyone look at my baby luca (idv) isn't he adorable. I'm trying to prepare for his 2nd limited S skin banner, gonna go real broke on this one

didn't think AFA CSF would actually sell idv stuff but i was genuinely impressed, THANK YOU TO ALL STALL OWNERS WHO THOUGHT OF SELLING IDV STUFF

and yes i did cosplay, tried luca's OPH skin, my friend helped me take this pic hehe

didn't take any photos those 2 days but was pleasantly surprised cuz quite a few people asked for pictures with me. that's nice

these are all the other mafuyu cards i have, there's so much more i missed but i guess i can only wait for the reruns (╥ω╥`)

hmm not much honestly, but at least i don't feel like ending myself every other day, stupid school exams i hate studying even if I'm getting slightly better at it. i just failed my chemistry and geography tests kinda deflated but whatever. hope I'm still feeling like staying alive till my next post bai

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I should die

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babe u ok?? ( •̥́ ˍ •̀ू )

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feel like writing something here since there's no one who knows me irl lol

depression ain't getting much better but it ain't getting worse so ok ig only took out the blade like once but it was a long time ago like 2 weeks i think

almost school holiday but gotta revise for the next exam so lowkey stressed

i better not die

I'm thinking of posting my writing stuff here when i have the time i barely ever write anymore it's kinda sad :p

welp good night

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uhh do people still know I'm alive??

lol just wondering i forgot Tumblr existed for like so long (๑•́ωก̀๑)

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HAKSLALSWKDJE I JUST GOT THE PRETTIEST MIKU FIGURE AHHHH

2024 Snow Miku is GODDESS OH MY GOD

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reorganized my bookshelf hehe

getting new figures soonnn

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❤️HAPPY ANNIVERSARY MEIKO!!❤️

oh she's gorgeous (／≧ω＼)

I'm so glad I have badges of MEIKO hehehe and they're so pretty!!!

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anyone living in SG?? (or coming to sg soon) I'm selling a bunch of stuff (mostly anime merch) on Carousell so please if your interested take a look (o^^o) I desperate need money

these are some of the things I'm selling:

ehe

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stopped using Tumblr for some reason but eh I'm back…need a serious distraction for my depression sigh

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Hey!! I felt like checking in :> Hope you’ve been doing good!!

heyy I've been alright although situation at home ain't too great but at least I'm still alive that's seriously saying something. depression going strong lol

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ah yes, Starbucks and depression

just the pair I need

it was nice

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mafuyu asahina

subscribe if you mafuyu asahina

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yes I mafuyu asahina

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💐

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SO CUTE

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