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Brewster ☕ It/She/Any ☕ Adult

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Brewster ☕ It/She/Any ☕ Adult

Alter sideblog; Any opinions expressed here may not align with the opinions of our host.

I softblock new followers I do not recognize - 18+ to follow

I am an introject and post about my source, I do not treat it as fiction because it is real to me, and I often refer to it as my home. Respect this or I'll kill us both. I will also post about my sexual trauma. Nothing is tagged because this is a personal blog. If you have a problem with this, just don't follow me.

I am psychotic (& also have my own subsystem but that does not matter and I do not make any effort to differentiate as such, I will always refer to myself singularly) and delusional and have paranoia, and my posts will reflect that.

I also post about Pluribus a lot, because my home was very similar/based on it.

^ This is my fursona. Any art of it on this blog has a 90% chance of being very emotionally personal.

[jupiterfoxx]

sick fuck. (term of endearment)

[sacred-portal]

[motherfucker-somewhat-limited]

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I can’t think about home too much or I start wanting to bite through my fingers like baby carrots

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Fronts in the middle of the night because I was triggered out by reading porn again. Is this just my life forever? Being the weird porn guy? Admittedly I don’t hate it it’s a little better than being the committing suicide guy

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(Guy wjose wife is literally every human being on Earth voice) Wow this porn reminds me of someone I know

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Fronts in the middle of the night because I was triggered out by reading porn again. Is this just my life forever? Being the weird porn guy? Admittedly I don’t hate it it’s a little better than being the committing suicide guy

[maskdoll]

dating a system is kind of like being in a harem show

[maskdoll]

The 100 Headmates Who Really, Really, Really, Really, Really Love You

[wizardarchetypes]

puppy play but i’m some sort of endangered wolf who is sick and injured so a team of medical experts work around the clock to diagnose and fix me and they feed me an ideal diet and post photos of me on social media and everyone says “ooohhh awwwwwwww!!!!” and then i get released back to the wild because it’s the right thing to do and from then on i only occasionally show up on random trail cams and people say “yay!” and they leave me alone

[carrydeckcrane]

if i was in a pluribus style scenario i would have them bringing me all the weed in the united states day 1 and having them fly me out to the vore cafe in japan day 2

[greelin]

[as if this is not a normal and natural human thing to want] yeah i just really want to connect with people for some reason. Like some weird loser freak

[yuriguirus2]

fuck i forgot tumblr existed

[deadlines-thoughtful]

Gets minorly stressed and starts imagining various scenarios where I kill myself in public

[dinoserious]

i am incapable of being human i am incapable of being inhuman

[trashyayo]

not everyone can be a tumblrina

[trashyayo]

we were chosen by god

[spixxal]

I'm in pain forever

[ask-pacman]

Man Im sorry for snapping at you , uts just that I only got 8 hours of sleep last night and I only had like, two pandcakes with strawberrys and whipped cream and like three premium sausags for breakfast