mental suicide

pretending i'm not sad is the closest i'll ever be to feeling happy. Note: I am not pro-ana, and I do not promote eating disorders or self harm. This blog may be triggering. • refresh • disclaimer • message • submit • faq • etc..

[unforgetabl-e-blog]

[ohwinter]

[the-thoughts-come-from-within]

[deadlyaddicted]

this will be me tomorrow..

[persequimur-deactivated20140727]

His pledge to her:

I will kill the spiders. i will share my fries with you when you’ve finished all yours and are still hungry. i won’t ever pop my collar. i will never be rude to your tummy- when i hear it growl and gurgle. i promise to bend down and reply respectfully. i will eat the mushrooms when we order the supreme pizza. i will kiss the papercuts. and the door-slammed finger, and the counter-bumped hip. i’ll try my hardest not to get annoyed when you whisper questions and comments during movies. i will be the big spoon. i will let you win at wrestling, sometimes. other times i will not. i will go faster. harder. i will pull when you want. and tease you when you don’t. i will send you random texts and leave you silly gifts. not always. not on schedule. just whenever i want to. whenever i think you need one. or seven. i will check your tire pressure. and remind you to take your car in. i will hold your hand. i will love you.  i will love you. i will love you.

[lost-explorations]

I destroy myself so you can’t.

Six Word Story #1   (via heartbreaks)

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[state-x-champs]

[d-rogue]

[deadlyaddicted]

hi im back bc things are getting bad again and i need an outlet

[sarah0197]

Distance lets you know who’s worth keeping and who’s worth letting go.

Lana Del Rey (via wolf-cub)

[plantfunerals]

when girls orgasm they be grabbin at shit that aint there kickin lamps over throwing pillows their eyes roll back and they recite ancient spells in the language of long lost civilizations

thats why I never satisfy women sexually its scary and I’m not here for it

[scvlptures-deactivated20200425]

depression is when you don’t really care about anything

anxiety is when you care too much about everything

and having both is just like what

[cantstop-love]

Having both is staying in bed because you don’t want to go to school and then panicking because you don’t want to fail. Having both is wanting to go see your friends so you don’t lose them all, then staying home in bed because you don’t want to make the effort. Having both is insanely hard and sucks to deal with.

[seabois]

My dear, I don’t know what to do today, help me decide. Should I cut myself open and pour my heart on these pages? Or should I sit here and do nothing, nobody’s asking anything of me afterall. Should I jump off the cliff that has my heart beating so and develop my wings on the way down? Or should I step back from the edge, and let the others deal with this thing called courage. Should I stare back at the existential abyss that haunts me so and try desperately to grab from it a sense of self? Or should I keep walking half-asleep, only half-looking at it every now and then in times in which I can’t help doing anything but? Should I kill myself or have a cup of coffee? Falsely yours.”

Albert Camus  (via rabbrakha)

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PSA:

not everyone on tumblr who blogs about their mental condition is glorifying it.

some of us just like to have an outlet where there is an off-chance of somebody giving a damn. 

thanks.

[studip]

never fuck with anyone who has ur nudes

[deadlyaddicted]

What happened to your father?

he commit suicide because a woman stole everything from him. left him with nothing.

[deadlyaddicted]

I hope your day turns out to be a good day :) have a good one

Thanks! I hope you have a good day as well:)