THE ROAD SO FAR

@deadlybehaviors-blog

Hey there It´s Maribel! I´m a Spainish emo scene girl who would like to post cool stuff about stuff. However, I'm a sad person with borderline and eating issues. I´m vegan and I like tattoos, piercings, series, bands, architecture, books, science & lost causes. Feel free to chat with me; I have to improve my English ;) Also, I follow back nice people, are you one? Enjoy my blog but not too much. Sorry for being so triggering...

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panic-at-my-chemical-destiel-de

How ana looks at me when I consider binging:

coolskeletonmemes

wheelyfit

I feel like nutrition facts are lying to me. Like there’s no way the pizza I had for lunch is only 507 calories and then I exercised off 420?? I should be losing if it was true

piercethehaileyy

The many colors of Alex Dorame

I said never again, but I knew I was liying to myself.

Hey guys, I’m back. ( unfortunately )

I had ups and downs during this half year. I tried so hard to get well so I decided not to use this profile and avoid triggering content on tumblr. However, I’m a mess, I can’t be mentally healthy and that is why I came back ... I will be uploading pics of thinspiration and stuffs that I like. Rememner that I don’t try to promote anything ... I use this profile for venting. Also, I would like to say that I have met many wonderful people here that don’t deserve to be looking at this kind of profiles or hashtags. You don’t deserve this, but I gess that it’s so hypocritical to say that while I can’t stop doing it.

Don’t be afraid to talk to me. Love you all (L)

(sorry if I have commited writting mistakes)

#ed #tca #profile #depression #im back #thinspiration #bpd

blueberryborderline

it’s weird because mentally i’m years above my age but emotionally i’m more immature than my age which means I have all these emotions and i am so aware of them but i don’t know how to change them and i get angry at myself for feeling these emotions because i’m painfully aware of how irrational they are

violet-orbit

all people with bpd are the fairies from peterpan

without attention and someone believing in us, we die

bpd-chimere

Is it so hard to tell me you love me?

borderline-lovely

I wish I could just forget you. Forget our long nights talking. Forget the hours we spent eating pizza scrolling on tumblr. Forget the mini rave we had in my bed room. Forget every song we listened to together and got lost in a fantasy world in every lyric. Forget every drive we ever took just to get away. Forget every-time I’d say something and you knew just what I meant. Forget every stupid fight. Forget every real fight. Forget the time we got so high we ended up singing about cats. Forget our nick names for each other, tic tac to your blue slushee. Forget the time I drove 45 min. Just to bring you M&Ms. Forget the time you introduced me to two people I love/loved very much. Forget the summer we became the KFCbandits. Forget the dumb videos we made at 2am in the apartment.

I want to forget why my hearts in so much pain.