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i can't never tell when you're lying to me. everything you say to me can have double meaning, i know that because it's whta i do. and we're mre similiar that what i'd dare to admit. when i tell you that i got this pretty just for you, that i was thinking only of you while getting ready, i mean it. but i still do not know if all the i love you's that fell from your mouth had an acual meaning behind them

that's also why i was so hesitant to say it back. because unlike you, i mean every single think i say to you.

everytime that i've said 'i hate you', i've done so. you're to speacil for me to lie to you. that's not something i'm comfortable doin.

but that's not fully true. i still haven't open myself to you. my heart to you.

i'm nothing without you.

Seiichi Hayashi.

yes i am!

something shifted this past christmas. it wasn’t like the other times we secretly met at devious hours. that morning left an unfamiliar taste in my mouth, and i’m afraid i’m getting addicted.

i came across a poem that deeply aligns with what i’m going through.

can’t remember who wrote it